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'They tell me Stonor's been here half an hour,' said Mr. Freddy, breathlessly. 'You're dreadfully late!'
'No, darling——'
He held out his watch to confound her. 'You tell me you aren't late?'
'Sh—no. I do so sympathize with a girl who has no mother,' with which enigmatic rejoinder she pushed open the door, and went briskly through the double drawing-room to where Mr. Geoffrey Stonor and Jean Dunbarton were sitting by a window that overlooked the square.
Stonor waved away Mrs. Freddy's shower of excuses, saying—
'You've come just in time to save us from falling out. I've been telling Miss Dunbarton that in another age she would have been a sort of Dinah Morris, or more likely another St. Ursula with a train of seven thousand virgins.'
'And all because I've told him about my Girls' Club! and——'
'Yes,' he said, '"and"——' He turned away and shook hands with his two kinsmen. He sat talking to them with his back to the girl.
It was a study in those delicate weights and measures that go to estimating the least tangible things in personality, to note how his action seemed not only to dim her vividness but actually to efface the girl. In the first moments she herself accepted it at that. Her looks said: He is not aware of me any more—ergo, I don't exist.
During the slight distraction incident to the bringing in of tea, and Mr. Freddy's pushing up some of the big chairs, Mr. Stonor had a moment's remembrance of her. He spoke of his Scottish plans and fell to considering dates. Then all of a sudden she saw that again and yet more woundingly his attention had wandered. The moment came while Lord Borrodaile was busy Russianizing a cup of tea, and Mr. Freddy, balancing himself on very wide-apart legs in front of his wife's tea-table, had interrogated her—
'What do you think, shall I ring and say we aren't at home?'
'Perhaps it would be——' Mrs. Freddy's eye flying back from Stonor caught her brother-in-law's. 'Freddy'—she arrested her husband as he was making for the bell—'say, "except to Miss Levering."'
'All right. Except to Miss Levering.' And it was at that point that Jean saw she wasn't being listened to.
Even Mrs. Freddy, looking up, was conscious of something in Stonor's face that made her say—
'Old Sir Hervey's youngest daughter. You knew him, I suppose, even if you haven't met her. Jean, you aren't giving Mr. Stonor anything to eat.'
'No, no, thanks. I don't know why I took this.' He set down his tea-cup. 'I never have tea.'
'You're like everybody else,' said the girl, in a half-petulant aside.
'Does nobody have tea?'
She lowered her voice while the others discussed who had already been sent away, and who might still be expected to invade.
'Nobody remembers anybody else when that Miss Levering of theirs is to the fore. You began to say when—to talk about Scotland.'
He had taken out his watch. 'I was wondering if the children were down yet. Shall we go and see?'
Jean jumped up with alacrity.
'Sh!' Mrs. Freddy held up a finger and silenced her little circle. 'They must have thought I was ringing for toast—somebody's being let in!'
'Let's hope it's Miss Levering,' said Mr. Freddy.
'I must see those young barbarians of yours before I go,' said Stonor, rising with decision.
The sound of voices on the stair was quite distinct now. By the time the servant had opened the door and announced: 'Mrs. Heriot, Miss Heriot, Captain Beeching,' Mr. Freddy, the usually gracious host, was leading the way through the back drawing-room, unblushingly abetting Mr. Stonor's escape under the very eyes of persons who would have gone miles on the chance of meeting him.
Small wonder that Jean was consoled for knowing herself too shy to follow, if she remembered that he had actually asked her to do so! She showed no surprise at the tacit assumption on the part of his relations that Geoffrey Stonor could never be expected to sit there as common mortals might, making himself more or less agreeable to whoever might chance to drop in. Unless they were 'very special' of course he couldn't be expected to put up with them.
But what on earth was happening! No wonder Mrs. Freddy looked aghast. For Mrs. Heriot had had the temerity to execute a short cut and waylay the escaping lion. 'Oh, how do you do?'—she thrust out a hand. And he went out as if she had been thin air! It was the kind of insolence that used to be more common, because safer, than it is likely to be in future—a form of condoned brutality that used to inspire more awe than disgust. People were guilty even of a slavish admiration of those who had the nerve to administer this wholly disproportionate reproof to the merely maladroit. It could be done only by one whom all the world had conspired to befog and befool about his importance in the scheme of things.
Small wonder the girl, too, was bewildered. For no one seemed to dream of resenting what had occurred. The lesson conveyed appeared to be that the proper attitude to certain of your fellow-creatures was very much the traditional one towards royalty. You were not to speak unless you were spoken to. And yet this man who with impunity snubbed persons of consideration, was the same one who was coming to call on Sally McTaggart—he was going to walk the bridle-path along the burnside to the white heather haven.
With the dazed look in her eyes, and cheeks scarlet with sympathy and confusion, the girl had run forward to greet her aunt, and to do her little share toward dissipating the awkward chill that had fallen on the company.
After producing a stammered, 'Oh—a—I thought it was——' the immediate effect on Mrs. Heriot was to make her both furious and cowed. Though a nervous stream of talk trickled on, Mrs. Freddy's face did not lose its flustered look nor did the company regain its ease, until a further diversion was created by the appearance of Miss Levering with an alert, humorous-looking man of middle-age in her train.
'Mr. Greatorex was passing just in time to help me out of my hansom,' was her greeting to Mrs. Freddy.
'And I,' said the gentleman, 'insisted on being further rewarded by being brought in.'
'That is Miss Levering?' whispered Jean, partly to distract her aunt.
'Yes; why not?' said Lord Borrodaile, overhearing.
'Oh, I somehow imagined her different.'
'She is different,' said Aunt Lydia, with bitter gloom. 'You would never know in the least what she was like from the look of her.'
Lord Borrodaile's eyes twinkled. 'Is that so?' he said, indulgent to a mood which hardly perhaps made for dispassionate appraisement.
'You don't believe it!' said Mrs. Heriot. 'Of course not!'
'I was only thinking what a fillip it gave acquaintance to be in doubt whether a person was a sinner or a saint.'
'It wouldn't for me,' said Jean.
'Oh, you see, you're so Scotch.'
He was incorrigible!
'I didn't hear, who is the man?' Jean asked, as those not knowing usually did.
Although far from distinguished in appearance, Mr. Greatorex would have stood in no danger of being overlooked, even if he had not those twinkling jewel-like eyes, and two strands of coal-black hair trained across his large bumpy cranium, from the left ear to the right, and securely pasted there.
'It's that wretched radical, St. John Greatorex.' Mrs. Heriot turned from her niece to Lord Borrodaile. 'What foundation is there,' she demanded, 'for the rumour that he tells such good stories at dinner? I never heard any.'
'Ah, I believe he keeps them till the ladies have left the room.'
'You don't like him, either,' said Mrs. Heriot, reaching out for the balm of alliance with Lord Borrodaile.
But he held aloof. 'Oh, they say he has his points—a good judge of wine, and knows more about Parliamentary procedure than most of us.'
'How you men stand up for one another! You know perfectly well you can't endure him.' Mrs. Heriot jerked her head away and faced the group round the tea-table. 'What is she saying? That she's been to a Suffrage meeting in Hyde Park!'
'How could she! Nothing would induce me to go and listen to such people!' said Miss Dunbarton.
Her eyes, as well as Mrs. Heriot's, were riveted on the tall figure, tea-cup in hand, moving away from the table now to make room for some new arrivals, and drawing after her a portion of the company, including Lady Whyteleafe and Richard Farnborough, who one after another had come in a few moments before. It was to the young man that Greatorex was saying, with a twinkle, 'I am sure Mr. Farnborough agrees with me.'
Slightly self-conscious, he replied, 'About Miss Levering being too—a——'
'For that sort of thing altogether "too."'
'How do you know?' said the lady herself, with a teasing smile.
Greatorex started out of the chair in which he had just deposited himself at her side. 'God bless my soul!' he said.
'She's only saying that to get a rise out of you.' Farnborough seemed unable to bear the momentary shadow obscuring the lady's brightness.
'Ah, yes'—Greatorex leaned back again—'your frocks aren't serious enough.'
'Haven't I been telling you it's an exploded notion that the Suffrage people are all dowdy and dull?'
'Pooh!' said Mr. Greatorex.
'You talk about some of them being pretty,' Farnborough said. 'I didn't see a good-looking one among 'em.'
'Ah, you men are so unsophisticated; you missed the fine feathers.'
'Plenty o' feathers on the one I heard.'
'Yes, but not fine feathers. A man judges of the general effect. We can, at a pinch, see past unbecoming clothes, can't we, Lady Whyteleafe? We see what women could make of themselves if they took the trouble.'
'All the same,' said the lady appealed to, 'it's odd they don't see how much better policy it would be if they did take a little trouble about their looks. Now, if we got our maids to do those women's hair for them—if we lent them our French hats—ah, then'—Lady Whyteleafe nodded till the pear-shaped pearls in her ears swung out like milk-white bells ringing an alarum—'they'd convert you creatures fast enough then.'
'Perhaps "convert" is hardly the word,' said Vida, with ironic mouth. As though on an impulse, she bent forward to say, with her lips near Lady Whyteleafe's pearl drop: 'What if it's the aim of the movement to get away from the need of just these little dodges?'
'Dodges?'
But without the exclamation, Miss Levering must have seen that she had been speaking in an unknown tongue. A world where beauty exists for beauty's sake—which is love's sake—and not for tricking money or power out of men, even the possibility of such a world is beyond the imagining of many.
Something was said about a deputation of women who had waited on Mr. Greatorex.
'Hm, yes, yes.' He fiddled with his watch chain.
As though she had just recalled the circumstances, 'Oh, yes,' Vida said, 'I remember I thought at the time, in my modest way, it was nothing short of heroic of them to go asking audience of their arch opponent.'
'It didn't come off!' He wagged his strange head.
'Oh,' she said innocently, 'I thought they insisted on bearding the lion in his den.'
'Of course I wasn't going to be bothered with a lot of——'
'You don't mean you refused to go out and face them!'
He put on a comic look of terror. 'I wouldn't have done it for worlds! But a friend of mine went and had a look at 'em.'
'Well,' she laughed,'did he get back alive?'
'Yes, but he advised me not to go. "You're quite right," he said. "Don't you think of bothering," he said. "I've looked over the lot," he said, "and there isn't a week-ender among 'em."'
Upon the general laugh that drew Hermione and Captain Beeching into the group, Jean precipitated herself gaily into the conversation. 'Have they told you about Mrs. Freddy's friend who came to tea here in the winter?' she asked Hermione. 'He was a member of Parliament, too—quite a little young one—he said women would never be respected till they had the vote!'
Mr. Greatorex snorted, the other men smiled, and all the women, except Aunt Lydia, did the same.
'I remember telling him,' Mrs. Heriot said, with marked severity, 'that he was too young to know what he was talking about.'
'Yes, I'm afraid you all sat on the poor gentleman,' said Lord Borrodaile.
'It was such fun. He was flat as a pancake when we'd done with him. Aunt Ellen was here. She told him with her most distinguished air she didn't want to be respected.'
'Dear Lady John!' murmured Miss Levering. 'I can hear her!'
'Quite right,' said Captain Beeching. 'Awful idea to think you're respected.'
'Simply revolting,' agreed Miss Heriot.
'Poor little man!' laughed Jean, 'and he thought he was being so agreeable!'
'Instead of which it was you.'
Miss Levering said the curious words quite pleasantly, but so low that only Jean heard them.
The girl looked up. 'Me?'
'You had the satisfaction of knowing you had made yourself immensely popular with all other men.'
The girl flushed. 'I hope you don't think I did it for that reason.'
The little passage was unnoticed by the rest of the company, who were listening to Lord Borrodaile's contented pronouncement: 'I'm afraid the new-fangled seed falls on barren ground in our old-fashioned gardens—pace my charming sister-in-law.'
Greatorex turned sharply. 'Mrs. Tunbridge! God bless my soul, you don't mean——'
'There is one thing I will say for her'—Mrs. Freddy's brother-in-law lazily defended the honour of the house—'she doesn't, as a rule, obtrude her opinions. There are people who have known her for years, and haven't a notion she's a light among the misguided.'
But Greatorex was not to be reassured. 'Mrs. Tunbridge! Lord, the perils that beset the feet of man!' He got up with a half-comic ill humour.
'You're not going!' The hostess flitted over to remonstrate. 'I haven't had a word with you.'
'Yes, yes; I'm going.'
Mrs. Freddy looked bewildered at the general laugh.
'He's heard aspersions cast upon your character,' said Lord Borrodaile. 'His moral sense is shocked.'
'Honestly, Mrs. Tunbridge'—Farnborough was for giving her a chance to clear herself—'what do you think of your friends' recent exploits?'
'My friends?'
'Yes; the disorderly women.'
'They are not my friends,' said Mrs. Freddy, with dignity, 'but I don't think you must call them——'
'Why not?' said Lord Borrodaile. 'I can forgive them for worrying the Liberals'—he threw a laughing glance at Greatorex—'but they are disorderly.'
'Isn't the phrase consecrated to a different class?' said Miss Levering, quietly.
'You're perfectly right.' Greatorex, for once, was at one with Lord Borrodaile. 'They've become nothing less than a public nuisance. Going about with dog-whips and spitting in policemen's faces.'
'I wonder,' said Mrs. Freddy, with a harassed air—'I wonder if they did spit!'
'Of course they did!' Greatorex exulted.
'You're no authority on what they do,' said Mrs. Freddy. 'You run away.'
'Run away?' He turned the laugh by precipitately backing away from her in a couple of agitated steps. 'Yes, and if ever I muster up courage to come back, it will be to vote for better manners in public life, not worse than we have already.'
'So should I,' observed Mrs. Freddy, meekly. 'Don't think I defended the Suffragettes.'
'But still,' said Miss Levering, with a faint accent of impatience, 'you are an advocate for the Suffrage, aren't you?'
'I don't beat the air.'
'Only policemen,' Greatorex mocked.
'If you cared to know the attitude of the real workers in the Reform,' Mrs. Freddy said plaintively, 'you might have seen in any paper that we lost no time in dissociating ourselves from the two or three hysterical——' She caught her brother-in-law's critical eye, and instantly checked her flow of words.
There was a general movement as Greatorex made his good-byes. Mrs. Heriot signalled her daughter.
In the absence of the master, Lord Borrodaile made ready to do the honours of the house to a lady who had had so little profit of her visit. Beeching carried off the reluctant Farnborough. Mrs. Freddy kept up her spirits until after the exodus; then, with a sigh, she sat down beside Vida. 'It's true what that old cynic says,' she admitted sorrowfully. 'The scene has put back the Reform a generation.'
'It must have been awfully exciting. I wish I'd been there,' said Jean.
'I was there.'
'Oh, was it as bad as the papers said?'
'Worse. I've never been so moved in public—no tragedy, no great opera ever gripped an audience as the situation in the House did that night. There we all sat breathless—with everything more favourable to us than it had been within the memory of woman. Another five minutes and the resolution would have passed. Then—all in a moment'—Mrs. Freddy clasped her hands excitedly—'all in a moment a horrible, dingy little flag was poked through the grille of the Woman's Gallery—cries—insults— scuffling—the police—the ignominious turning out of the women—us as well as the—— Oh, I can't think of it without——' She jumped up and walked to and fro. 'Then the next morning!' She paused. 'The people gloating. Our friends antagonized—people who were wavering—nearly won over—all thrown back! Heart-breaking! Even my husband! Freddy's been an angel about letting me take my share when I felt I must—but, of course, I've always known he doesn't like it. It makes him shy. I'm sure it gives him a horrid twist inside when he sees even the discreetest little paragraph to say that I am "one of the speakers." But he's always been an angel about it before this. After the disgraceful scene, he said, "It just shows how unfit women are for any sort of coherent thinking or concerted action."'
'To think,' said Jean, more sympathetically, 'that it should be women who've given their own scheme the worst blow it ever had!'
'The work of forty years destroyed in five minutes!'
'They must have felt pretty sick,' said the girl, 'when they waked up the next morning—those Suffragettes.'
'I don't waste any sympathy on them. I'm thinking of the penalty all women have to pay because two or three hysterical——'
'Still, I think I'm sorry for them,' the girl persisted. 'It must be dreadful to find you've done such a lot of harm to the thing you care most about in the world.'
'Do you picture the Suffragettes sitting in sack-cloth?' said Vida, speaking at last.
'Well, they can't help realizing now what they've done.'
'Isn't it just possible they realize they've waked up interest in the Woman Question so that it's advertised in every paper, and discussed under every roof, from Land's End to John-o'-Groats? Don't you think they know there's been more said and written about it in these days since the scene than in the ten years before it!'
'You aren't saying you think it was a good way to get what they wanted!' exclaimed Mrs. Freddy.
'I'm only pointing out that it seems not such a bad way to get it known they do want something, and—"want it bad,"' Vida added, smiling.
Jean drew her low chair almost in front of the lady who had so wounded her sensibilities a little while before with that charge of popularity-hunting.
'Mrs. Tunbridge says before that horrid scene everything was favourable at last,' the girl hazarded.
'Yes,' said Mrs. Freddy, 'we never had so many friends in the House before——'
'"Friends,"' echoed the other woman, with a faint smile.
'Why do you say it like that?'
'Because I was thinking of a funny story—(he said it was funny)—a Liberal Whip told me the other day. A Radical member went out of the House after his speech in favour of the Women's Bill, and as he came back half an hour later he heard some members talking in the lobby about the astonishing number who were going to vote for the measure. And the Friend of Woman dropped his jaw and clutched the man next him. "My God!" he said, "you don't mean they're going to give it to them!"'
'Sh! Here is Ronald.' Mrs. Freddy's tact brought her smiling to her feet as the figure of her brother-in-law appeared in the doorway. But she turned her back on him and affected absorption in the tableau presented by Jean leaning forward, elbow on knee, chin in hand, gazing steadily in Vida Levering's face.
'I don't want to interrupt you two,' said the hostess, 'but I think you must look at the pictures.'
'Oh, yes, I brought them specially'—Lord Borrodaile deflected his course in order to take up from the table two squares of cardboard tied face to face with tape.
'Bless the man!' Mrs. Freddy contemplated him with smiling affectation of scorn. 'I mean the new photographs of the children. He's thinking of some reproductions Herbert Tunbridge got while he was abroad—pictures of things somebody's unearthed in Sicily or Cyprus.'
'Crete, my dear.' He turned his back on the fond mother and Jean who was already oh-ing with appreciation at the first of a pile of little Saras and Cecils. When he came back to his corner of the sofa he made no motion to undo his packet, but 'Now then!' he said, as he often did on sitting down beside Vida Levering—as though they had been interrupted on the verge of coming to an agreement about something.
She, with an instinct of returning the ball, usually tossed at him some scrap of news or a jest, or some small social judgment. This time when he uttered his 'Now then,' with that anticipatory air, she answered instantly—'Yes; something rather odd has been happening. I've been seeing beyond my usual range.'
'Really!' He smiled at her with a mixture of patronage and affection. 'And did you find there was "something new under the sun" after all?'
'Well, perhaps not so new, though it seemed new to me. But something differently looked at. Why do we pretend that all conversion is to some religious dogma—why not to a view of life?'
'Bless my soul! I begin to feel nervous.'
'Do you remember once telling me that I had a thing that was rare in my sex—a sense of humour?'
'I remember often thinking it,' he said handsomely.
'It wasn't the first time I'd heard that. And it was one of the compliments I liked best.'
'We all do. It means we have a sense of proportion—the mental suppleness that is capable of the ironic view; an eye that can look right as well as left.'
She nodded. 'When you wrote to me once, "My dear Ironist," I—yes—I felt rather superior. I'm conscious now that it's been a piece of hidden, intellectual pride with me that I could smile at most things.'
'Well, do you mean to forswear pride? For you can't live without smiling.'
'I've seen something to-day that I don't feel I want to smile at. And yet to you it's the most ludicrous spectacle in London.'
'This is all very mysterious.' He turned his long, whimsical face on one side as he settled himself more comfortably against the cushion.
'You heard why I was late?' she said.
'I took the liberty of doubting the reason you gave!'
'You mustn't. It wasn't even my first offence.'
'You must find time hang very heavy on your hands.'
'On the contrary. I've never known the time to go so fast. Oh, heaps of people would do what I have, if they only knew how queer and interesting it is, and how already the outer aspect of the thing is changing. At the first meetings very few women of any class. Now there are dozens—scores. Soon there'll be hundreds. There were three thousand people in the park this afternoon, so a policeman told me, but hardly any of the class that what Dick Farnborough calls "runs England."'
'I suppose not.'
'You don't even know yet you'll have to deal with all that passionate feeling, all that fixed determination to bring about a vast, far-reaching change!—a change so great——'
'That it would knock civilized society into a cocked hat.'
'I wonder.'
'You wonder?'
'I wonder if you oughtn't to be reassured by the—bigness of the thing. It isn't only these women in Hyde Park. They have a Feministe Movement in France. They say there's a Frauenbewegung in Germany. From Finland to Italy——'
'Oh, yes, strikes and uprisings. It's an uneasy Age.'
'People in India wanting a greater share in the government——'
'Mad as the Persians——' he smiled—'fancy Persians clamouring for a representative chamber! It's a sort of epidemic.'
'The Egyptians, too, restless under "benefits." And now everywhere, as if by some great concerted movement—the Women!'
'Yes, yes; there's plenty of regrettable restlessness up and down the world, a sort of wave of revolt against the constituted authorities. If it goes too far—nothing for us but a military despotism!'
She shook her head with a look of such serene conviction that he persisted, 'I'd be sorry if we came to it—but if this spirit grows, this rebellion against all forms of control——'
'No, no, against other people's control. Suppose it ends in people learning self-control.'
'That's the last thing the masses can do. There are few, even of the elite, who have ever done it, and they belong to the Moral Aristocracy—the smallest and most rigid in the world. This thing that you're just opening your eyes to, is the rage against restraint that goes with decadence. But the phlegmatic Englishman won't lead in that degringolade.'
'You mean we won't be among the first of the great nations to give women the Suffrage?'
'England?' The slow head-shake and the smile airily relegated the Woman's Movement to the limbo of the infinitely distant.
'Just because the men won't have it?' and for the second time she said, 'I wonder. For myself, I rather think the women are going to win.'
'Not in my time. Not even in yours.'
'Why?'
'Oh, the men will never let it come to the point.'
'It's interesting to hear you say that. You justify the militant women, you know.'
'That is perhaps not to hit the bull's eye!' he said, a little grimly. Then dropping his unaccustomed air of chill disapproval, he appealed to his friend's better taste. A confession of sheer physical loathing crept into his face as he let fall two or three little sentences about these women's offence against public decorum. 'Why, it is as hideous as war!' he wound up, dismissing it.
'Perhaps it is war.' Her phrase drew the cloud of menace down again; it closed about them. It seemed to trouble her that he would not meet her gaze. 'Don't think——' she prayed, and stumbling against the new hardness in his face, broke off, withdrew her eyes and changed the form of what she had meant to say. 'I think I like good manners, too, but I see it would be a mistake to put them first. What if we have to earn the right to be gentle and gracious without shame?'
'You seriously defend these people!'
'I'm not sure they haven't taken the only way.' She looked at her friend with a fresh appeal in her eyes. But his were wearing their new cold look. She seemed to nerve herself to meet some numbing danger of cowardice. 'The old rule used to be patience—with no matter what wrong. The new feeling is: shame on any one who weakly suffers wrong! Isn't it too cheap an idea of morals that women should take credit for the enduring that keeps the wrong alive? You won't say women have no stake in morals. Have we any right to let the world go wrong while we get compliments for our forbearance and for pretty manners?'
'You began,' said Borrodaile, 'by explaining other women's notions. You have ended by seeming to adopt them as your own. But you are a person of some intelligence. You will open your eyes before you go too far. You belong to the people who are responsible for handing on the world's treasure. As we've agreed, there never was a time when it was attacked from so many sides. Can't you see what's at stake?'
'I see that many of the pleasantest things may be in eclipse for a time.'
'My dear, they would die off the face of the earth.'
'No, they are too necessary.'
'To you and me. Not to the brawlers in Hyde Park. The life of civilized beings is a very complex thing. It isn't filled by good intentions nor even by the cardinal virtues. The function of the older societies is to hand on the best things the world has won, so that those who come after, instead of having to go back to barbarism, may start from where the best of their day left off. We do for manners and the arts in general what the Moors did for learning when the wild hordes came down. There were capital chaps among the barbarians,' he smiled, 'I haven't a doubt! But it was the men who held fast to civilization's clue, they were the people who mattered. We matter. We hold the clue.' He was recovering his spirits. 'Your friends want to open the gates still wider to the Huns. You want even the Moors overwhelmed.'
'Many women are as jealous to guard the old gains as the men are. Wait!' She leaned forward. 'I begin to see! They are more keen about it than the mass of men. The women! They are civilization's only ally against your brother, the Goth.'
He laughed. 'When you are as absurd as that, my dear, I don't mind. No, not a little bit. And I really believe I'm too fond of you to quarrel on any ground.'
'You don't care enough about anything to quarrel about it,' she said, smiling, too. 'But it's just as well'—she rose and began to draw on her glove—'just as well that each of us should know where to find the other. So tell me, what if it should be a question of going forward in the suffrage direction or going back?'
'You mean——'
'——on from latchkeys and University degrees to Parliament, or back.'
'Oh, back,' he said hastily. 'Back. Yes, back to the harem.'
When the words were out, Lord Borrodaile had laughed a little uneasily—like one who has surprised even himself by some too-illuminating avowal. 'See here,' he put out a hand. 'I'm not going to let you go for a minute or two. I've brought something to show you. This foolish discussion put it out of my head.' But the revealing word he had flung out—it seemed to have struck wide some window that had been shuttered close before. The woman stood there in the glare. She did not refuse to be drawn back to her place on the sofa, but she looked round first to see if the others had heard and how they took it. A glimpse of Mrs. Freddy's gown showed her out of earshot on the balcony.
'I've got something here really rather wonderful,' Lord Borrodaile went on, with that infrequent kindling of enthusiasm. He had taken one of the unmounted photographs from between its two bits of cardboard and was holding it up before his eyeglass. 'Yes, he's an extraordinary beggar!'—which remark in the ears of those who knew his lordship, advertized his admiration of either some man of genius or 'Uebermensch' of sorts. Before he shared the picture with his companion he told her of what was not then so widely known—details of that most thrilling moment perhaps in all the romance of archaeology—where the excavators of Knossos came upon the first authentic picture of a man belonging to that mysterious and forgotten race that had raised up a civilization in some things rivalling the Greek—a race that had watched Minoan power wane and die, and all but the dimmest legend of it vanish, before the builders of Argos and Mycenae began laying their foundation stones. Borrodaile, with an accent that for him was almost emotion, emphasized the strangeness to the scholar of having to abandon the old idea of the Greek being the sole flower of Mediterranean civilization. For here was this wonderful island folk—a people standing between and bridging East and West—these Cretan men and women who, though they show us their faces, their delicate art and their stupendous palaces, have held no parley with the sons of men, some say for three and thirty centuries. 'But wait! They'll tell us tales before those fellows have done! I wouldn't mind hearing what this beggar has to say for himself!' At last he shared the picture. They agreed that he was a beggar to be reckoned with—this proud athlete coming back to the world of men after his long sleep, not blinded by the new day, not primitive, apologetic, but meeting us with a high imperial mien, daring and beautiful.
'What do you suppose he is carrying in that vase?' Vida asked; 'or is that some trophy?'
'No, no, it's the long drinking cup—to the expert eye that is added evidence of his high degree of civilization. But think, you know, a man like that walking the earth so long before the Greeks! And here. This courtly train looking on at the games. What do you say to the women!'
'Why, they had got as far as flouncing their gowns and puffing their sleeves! Their hair!'—'Dear me, they must have had a M. Raoul to ondule and dress it.' 'Amazing!—was there ever anything so modern dug out of the earth before?' 'No, nothing like it!' he said, holding the pictures up again between the glass and his kindling eye. 'Ce sont vraiment des Parisiennes!'
Over his shoulder the modern woman looked long at that strange company. 'It is nothing less than uncanny,' she said at last. 'It makes one vaguely wretched.'
'What does?'
'To realize that so long ago the world had got so far. Why couldn't people like these go further still? Why didn't their sons hold fast what so great a race had won?'
'These things go in cycles.'
'Isn't that a phrase?'—the woman mused—'to cover our ignorance of how things go—and why? Why should we be so content to go the old way to destruction? If I were "the English" of this splendid specimen of a Cretan, I would at least find a new way to perdition.'
'Perhaps we shall!'
They sat trying from the accounts of Lord Borrodaile's archaeological friends to reconstruct something of that vanished world. It was a game they had played at before, with Etruscan vases and ivories from Ephesus—the man bringing to it his learning and his wit, the woman her supple imagination and a passion of interest in the great romance of the Pilgrimage of Man.
But to-day she bore a less light-hearted part—'It all came to an end!' she repeated.
'Well, so shall we.'
'But—we—you will leave your like behind to "hold fast to the clue," as you said a little while ago.'
'Till the turn of the wheel carries the English down. Then somewhere else on our uneasy earth men will begin again——'
'——the fruitless round! But it's horrible—the waste of effort in the world! It's worse than horrible. It's insane.' She looked up suddenly into his face. 'You are wise. Tell me what you think the story of the world means, with its successive clutches at civilization—all those histories of slow and painful building—by Ganges and by Nile and in the Isles of Greece.'
'It's a part of the universal rhythm that all things move to—Nature's way,' he answered.
'Or was it because of some offence against one of her high laws that she wiped the old experiments out? What if the meaning of history is that an Empire maintained by brute force shall perish by brute force!'
'Ah,' he fixed her with those eyes of his. 'I see where you are going.'
'You can't either of you go anywhere,' said Mrs. Freddy, appearing through the balcony window, 'till you've seen the children's pictures.' Vida's eye had once more fallen on the reproduction of one of the Cretan frescoes with a sudden intensification of interest.
'What is it?' Borrodaile asked, looking over her shoulder.
Woman-like she offered the man the outermost fringe of her thought. 'Even Lady Whyteleafe,' she said, 'would be satisfied with the attention they paid to their hair.'
'Come, you two.' Mrs. Freddy was at last impatient. 'Jean's got the really beautiful pictures, showing them to Geoffrey. Let us all go down to help him to decide which is the best.'
'Geoffrey?'
'Geoffrey Stonor—you know him, of course. But nobody knows the very nicest side of Geoffrey, do they?' she appealed to Borrodaile,—'nobody who hasn't seen him with children?'
'I never saw him with children,' said Vida, buttoning the last button of her glove.
'Well, come down and watch him with Sara and Cecil. They perfectly adore him.'
'No, it's too late.'
But the fond mother drew her friend to the window. 'You can see them from here.'
Vida was not so hurried, apparently, but what she could stand there taking in the picture of Sara and Cecil climbing about their big, kind cousin, with Jean and Mr. Freddy looking on.
'Children!' Their mother waved a handkerchief. 'Here's another friend! Chil—— They're too absorbed to notice,' she said apologetically, turning to find Vida had left the window, and was saying good-bye to Borrodaile.
'Oh, yes,' he agreed, 'they won't care about anybody else while Geoffrey is there.' Lord Borrodaile stooped and picked up a piece of folded paper off the sofa. 'Did I drop that?' He opened it. 'Votes for——' He read the two words out in an accent that seemed to brand them with foolishness, even with vulgarity. 'No, decidedly I did not drop it.'
He was conveying the sheet to the wastepaper basket as one who piously removes some unsavoury litter out of the way of those who walk delicately. Miss Levering arrested him with outstretched hand.
'Do you want it?' His look adjured her to say, 'No.'
'Yes, I want it.'
'What for?' he persisted.
'I want it for an address there is on it.'
CHAPTER XI
It was Friday, and Mrs. Fox-Moore was setting out to alleviate the lot of the poor in Whitechapel.
'Even if it were not Friday,' Vida said slyly as her sister was preparing to leave the house, 'you'd invent some errand to take you out of the contaminated air of Queen Anne's Gate this afternoon.'
'Well, as I told you,' said the other woman, nervously, 'you ask that person here on your own responsibility.'
Vida smiled. 'I'm obliged to ask people here if I want to see them quietly. You make such a fuss when I suggest having a house of my own!'
Mrs. Fox-Moore ignored the alternative. 'You'll see you're only making trouble for yourself. You'll have to pay handsomely for your curiosity.'
'Well, I've been rather economical of late. Maybe I'll be able "to pay."'
'Don't imagine you'll be able to settle an account of that kind with a single cheque. Give people like that an inch, and they'll expect a weekly ell.'
'Are you afraid she'll abstract the spoons?'
'I'm not only afraid, I know she won't be satisfied with one contribution, or one visit. She'll regard it as the thin end of the wedge—getting her nose into a house of this kind.' Irresistibly the words conjured up a vision of some sharp-visaged female marauder insinuating the tip of a very pointed nose between the great front door and the lintel. 'I only hope,' the elder woman went on, 'that I won't be here the first time Donald encounters your new friend on the doorstep. That's all!'
Wherewith she departed to succour women and children at long range in the good old way. Little Doris was ill in bed. Mr. Fox-Moore was understood to have joined his brother's coaching party. The time had been discreetly chosen—the coast was indubitably clear. But would it remain so?
To insure that it should, Miss Levering had a private conference with the butler.
'Some one is coming to see me on business.'
'Yes, miss.'
'At half-past five.'
'Yes, miss.'
'I specially don't want to be interrupted.'
'No, miss.'
'Not by anybody, no matter whom.'
'Very well, miss.' A slight pause. 'Shall I show the gentleman into the drawing-room, miss?'
'It's not a gentleman, and I'll see her upstairs in my sitting-room.'
'Yes, miss. Very well, miss.'
'And don't forget—to any one else I'm not at home.'
'No, miss. What name, miss?'
Vida hesitated. The servants nowadays read everything. 'Oh, you can't make a mistake. She—— It will be a stranger—some one who has never been here before. Wait! I'll look out of the morning-room window. If it is the person I'm expecting, I'll ring the bell. You understand. If the morning-room bell has rung just as this person comes, it will be the one I'm expecting.'
'Yes, miss.' With a splendid impassivity in the face of precautions so unprecedented, the servant withdrew.
Vida smiled to herself as she leaned back among the cushions of her capacious sofa, cutting the pages of a book. A pleasant place this room of hers, wide and cool, where the creamy background of wall and chintz-cover was lattice-laced with roses. The open windows looked out upon one of those glimpses of greenery made vivid to the London eye, not alone by gratitude, but by contrast of the leafage against the ebonized bark of smoke-ingrained bole and twig.
The summer wind was making great, gentle fans of the plane branches; it was swaying the curtains that hung down in long, straight folds from the high cornices. No other sound in the room but the hard grate of the ivory paper-knife sawing its way through a book whose outside alone (a muddy-brown, pimpled cloth) proclaimed it utilitarian. Among the fair-covered Italian volumes, the vellum-bound poets, and those friends-for-a-lifetime wearing linen or morocco to suit a special taste; above all, among that greater company 'quite impudently French' that stood close ranked on shelves or lay about on tables—the brown book on its dusty modern theme wore the air of a frieze-coated yeoman sitting amongst broadcloth and silk. The reader glanced from time to time at the clock. When the small glittering hand on the porcelain face pointed to twenty minutes past five, the lady took her book and her paper-knife into a front room on the floor below. She sat down behind the lowered persienne, and every now and then lifted her eyes from the page and peered out between the tiny slits. As the time went on she looked out oftener. More than once she half rose and seemed about to abandon all hope of the mysterious visitor when a hansom dashed up to the door. One swift glance: 'They go in cabs!'—and Miss Levering ran to the bell.
A few moments after, she was again established in her sofa corner, and the door of her sitting-room opened. 'The lady, miss.' Into the wide, harmonious space was ushered a hot and harassed-looking woman, in a lank alpaca gown and a tam-o'-shanter. Miss Claxton's clothes, like herself, had borne the heat and burden of the day. She frowned as she gave her hand.
'I am late, but it was very difficult to get away at all.'
Miss Levering pushed towards her one of the welcoming great easy-chairs that stood holding out cool arms and a lap of roses. The tired visitor, with her dusty clothes and brusque manner, sat down without relaxing to the luxurious invitation. Her stiffly maintained attitude and direct look said as plain as print, Now what excuse have you to offer for asking me to come here? It may have been recollection of Mrs. Fox-Moore's fear of 'the thin end of the wedge' that made Miss Levering smile as she said—
'Yes, I've been expecting you for the last half hour, but it's very good of you to come at all.'
Miss Claxton looked as if she quite agreed.
'You'll have some tea?' Miss Levering was moving towards the bell.
'No, I've had my tea.'
The queer sound of 'my' tea connoting so much else! The hostess subsided on to the sofa.
'I heard you speak the other day as I told you in my note. But all the same I came away with several unanswered questions—questions that I wanted to put to you quietly. As I wrote you, I am not what you would call a convert. I've only got as far as the inquiry stage.'
Miss Claxton waited.
'Still, if I take up your time, I ought not to let you be out of pocket by it.'
The hostess glanced towards the little spindle-legged writing-table, where, on top of a heap of notes, lay the blue oblong of a cheque-book.
'We consider it part of every day's business to answer questions,' said Miss Claxton.
'I suppose I can make some little contribution without—without its committing me to anything?'
'Committing you——'
'Yes; it wouldn't get into the papers,' she said, a little shamefaced, 'or—or anything like that.'
'It wouldn't get into the papers unless you put it in.'
The lady blinked. There was a little pause. She was not easy to talk to—this young woman. Nor was she the ideal collector of contributions.
'That was a remarkable meeting you had in Hyde Park last Sunday.'
'Remarkable? Oh, no, they're all pretty much alike.'
'Do they all end like that?'
'Oh, yes; people come to scoff, and by degrees we get hold of them—even the Hyde Park loafers.'
'I mean, do they often crowd up and try to hustle the speakers?'
'Oh, they are usually quite good-natured.'
'You handled them wonderfully.'
'We're used to dealing with crowds.'
Her look went round the room, as if to say, 'It's this kind of thing I'm not used to, and I don't take to it over-kindly.'
'In the crush at the end,' said Miss Levering, 'I overheard a scrap of conversation between two men. They were talking about you. "Very good for a woman," one said.'
Miss Claxton smiled a scornful little smile.
'And the other one said, "It would have been very good for a man. And personally," he said, "I don't know many men who could have kept that crowd in hand for two hours." That's what two men thought of it.'
She made no answer.
'It doesn't seem to me possible that your speakers average as good as those I heard on Sunday.'
'We have a good many who speak well, but we look upon Ernestine Blunt as our genius.'
'Yes, she seems rather a wonderful little person, but I wrote to you because—partly because you are older. And you gave me the impression of being extremely level-headed.'
'Ernestine Blunt is level-headed too,' said Miss Claxton, warily.
She was looking into the lady's face, frowning a little in that way of hers, intent, even somewhat suspicious.
'Oh, I dare say, but she's such a child!'
'We sometimes think Ernestine Blunt has the oldest head among us.'
'Really,' said Miss Levering. 'When a person is as young as that, you don't know how much is her own and how much borrowed.'
'She doesn't need to borrow.'
'But you. I said to myself, "That woman, who makes other things so clear, she can clear up one or two things for me."'
'Well, I don't know.' More wary than ever, she suspended judgment.
'I noticed none of you paid any attention when the crowd called out—things about——'
Miss Claxton's frown deepened. It was plain she heard the echo of that insistent, never-answered query of the crowd, 'Got your dog-whip, miss?' She waited.
It looked as though Miss Levering lacked courage to repeat it in all its violent bareness.
'——when they called out things—about the encounters with the police. It's those stories, as I suppose you know, that have set so many against the movement.'
No word out of Miss Claxton. She sat there, not leaning back, nor any longer stiffly upright, but hunched together like a creature ready to spring.
'I believed those stories too; but when I had watched you, and listened to you on Sunday,' Miss Levering hastened to add, a little shamefaced at the necessity, 'I said to myself, not' (suddenly she stopped and smiled with disarming frankness)—'I didn't say, "That woman's too well-behaved, or too amiable;" I said, "She's too intelligent. That woman never spat at a policeman.'"
'Spit? No,' she said grimly.
'"Nor bit, nor scratched, nor any of those things. And since the papers have lied about that," I said to myself, "I'll go to headquarters for information."'
'What papers do you read?'
'Oh, practically all. This house is like a club for papers and magazines. My brother-in-law has everything.'
'The Clarion?'
'No, I never saw the Clarion.'
'The Labour Leader?'
'No.'
'The Labour Record?'
'No.'
'It is the organ of our party.'
'I—I'm afraid I never heard of any of them.'
Miss Claxton smiled.
'I'll take them in myself in future,' said the lady on the sofa. 'Was it reading those papers that set you to thinking?'
'Reading papers? Oh, no. It was——' She hesitated, and puckered up her brows again as she stared round the room.
'Yes, go on. That's one of the things I wanted to know, if you don't mind—how you came to be identified with the movement.'
A little wearily, without the smallest spark of enthusiasm at the prospect of imparting her biography, Miss Claxton told slowly, even dully, and wholly without passion, the story of a hard life met single-handed from even the tender childhood days—one of those recitals that change the relation between the one who tells and the one who listens—makes the last a sharer in the life to the extent that the two can never be strangers any more. Though they may not meet, nor write, nor have any tangible communication, there is understanding between them.
At the close Miss Levering stood up and gave the other her hand. Neither said anything. They looked at each other.
After the lady had resumed her seat, Miss Claxton, as under some compulsion born of the other's act of sympathy, went on—
'It is a newspaper lie—as you haven't needed to be told—about the spitting and scratching and biting—but the day I was arrested; the day of the deputation to Effingham, I saw a policeman knocking some of our poorer women about very roughly' (it had its significance, the tone in which she said 'our poorer women'). 'I called out that he was not to do that again. He had one of our women like this, and he was banging her against the railings. I called out if he didn't stop I would make him. He kept on'—a cold glitter came into the eyes—'and I struck him. I struck the coward in the face.'
The air of the mild luxurious room grew hot and quivered. The lady on the sofa lowered her eyes.
'They must be taught,' the other said sternly, 'the police must be taught, they are not to treat our women like that. On the whole the police behave well. But their power is immense and almost entirely unchecked. It's a marvel they are as decent as they are. How should they be expected to know how to treat women? What example do they have? Don't they hear constantly in the courts how little it costs a man to be convicted of beating his own wife?' She fired the questions at the innocent person on the sofa, as if she held her directly responsible for the need to ask them. 'Stealing is far more dangerous; yes, even if a man's starving. That's because bread is often dear and women are always cheap.'
She waited a moment, waited for the other to contradict or at least resent the dictum. The motionless figure among the sofa cushions, whose very look and air seemed to proclaim 'some of us are expensive enough,' hardly opened her lips to say, as if to herself—
'Yes, women are cheap.'
Perhaps Miss Claxton thought the agreement lacked conviction, for she went on with a harsh hostility that seemed almost personal—
'We'd rather any day be handled by the police than by the self-constituted stewards of political meetings.'
Partly the words, even more the look in the darkening face, made Miss Levering say—
'That brings me to something else I wanted to be enlightened about. One reason I wrote to ask for a little talk with you specially, was because I couldn't imagine your doing anything so futile as to pit your physical strength—considerable as it may be—but to pit your muscle against men's is merely absurd. And I, when I saw how intelligent you were, I saw that you know all that quite as well as I. Why, then, carry a whip?'
The lowered eyelids of the face opposite quivered faintly.
'You couldn't think it would save you from arrest.'
'No, not from arrest.' The woman's mouth hardened.
'I know'—Miss Levering bridged the embarrassment of the pause—'I know there must be some rational explanation.'
But if there were it was not forthcoming.
'So you see your most indefensible and even futile-appearing action gave the cue for my greatest interest,' said Vida, with a mixture of anxiety and bluntness. 'For just the woman you were, to do so brainless a thing—what was behind? That was what I kept asking myself.'
'It—isn't—only—rough treatment one or two of us have met'—she pulled out the words slowly—'it's sometimes worse.' They both waited in a curious chill embarrassment. 'Not the police, but the stewards at political meetings, and the men who volunteer to "keep the women in order," they'—she raised her fierce eyes and the colour rose in her cheeks—'as they're turning us out they punish us in ways the public don't know.' She saw the shrinking wonder in the woman opposite, and she did not spare her. 'They punish us by underhand maltreatment—of the kind most intolerable to a decent woman.'
'Oh, no, no!' The other face was a flame to match.
'Yes!' She flung it out like a poisoned arrow.
'How dare they!' said Vida in a whisper.
'They know we dare not complain.'
'Why not?'
A duller red overspread the face as the woman muttered, 'Nobody, no woman, wants to talk about it. And if we did they'd only say, "See! you're killing chivalry." Chivalry!' She laughed. It was not good to hear a laugh like that.
The figure on the sofa winced. 'I assure you people don't know,' said Vida.
'It's known well enough to those who've had to suffer it, and it's known to the brutes of men who——'
'Ah, but you must realize'—Miss Levering jumped to her feet—'you must admit that the great mass of men would be indignant if they knew.'
'You think so?' The question was insulting in its air of forbearance with a fairy-tale view of life.
'Think so? I know it. I should be sorry for my own powers of judgment if I believed the majority of men were like the worst specimens—like those you——'
'Oh, well, we don't dwell on that side. It's enough to remember that women without our incentive have to bear worse. It's part of a whole system.'
'I shall never believe that!' exclaimed Vida, thinking what was meant was an organized conspiracy against the Suffragettes.
'Yes, it's all part of the system we are in the world to overturn. Why should we suppose we'd gain anything by complaining? Don't hundreds, thousands of meek creatures who have never defied anybody, don't they have to bear worse ignominies? Every man knows that's true. Who troubles himself? What is the use, we say, of crying about individual pains and penalties? No. The thing is to work day and night to root out the system that makes such things possible.'
'I still don't understand—why you thought it would be a protection to carry——'
'A man's fear of ridicule will restrain him when nothing else will. If one of them is publicly whipped, and by a woman, it isn't likely to be forgotten. Even the fear of it—protects us from some things. After an experience some of the women had, the moment our committee decided on another demonstration, little Mary O'Brian went out, without consulting anybody, and bought me the whip. "If you will go," she said, "you shan't go unarmed. If we have that sort of cur to deal with, the only thing is to carry a dog-whip."'
Miss Claxton clenched her hands in their grey cotton gloves. There was silence in the room for several seconds.
'What we do in asking questions publicly—it's only what men do constantly. The greatest statesman in the land stops to answer a man, even if he's a fool naturally, or half drunk. They treat those interrupters with respect, they answer their questions civilly. They are men. They have votes. But women: "Where's the chucker out?"'
'Are you never afraid that all you're going through may be in vain?'
'No. We are quite certain to succeed. We have found the right way at last.'
'You mean what are called your tactics?'
'I mean the spirit of the women. I mean: not to mind the price. When you've got people to feel like that, success is sure.'
'But it comes very hard on those few who pay with the person, as the French say, pay with prison—and with——'
'Prison isn't the worst!'
A kind of shyness came over the woman on the sofa; she dropped her eyes from the other's face.
'Of course,' the ex-prisoner went on, 'if more women did a little it wouldn't be necessary for the few to do so much.'
'I suppose you are in need of funds to carry on the propaganda.'
'Money isn't what is most needed. One of our workers—a little mill girl—came up from the country with only two pounds in her pocket to rouse London. And she did it!' her comrade exulted. 'But there's a class we don't reach. If only'—she hesitated and glanced reflectively at the woman before her.
'Yes?' Miss Levering's eye flew to the cheque-book.
'If only we could get women of influence to understand what's at stake,' said Miss Claxton, a little wistfully.
'They don't?'
'Oh, some. A few. As much as can be expected.'
'Why do you say that?'
'Well, the upper-class women, I don't say all' (she spoke as one exercising an extreme moderation); 'but many of them are such sexless creatures.'
Miss Levering opened wide eyes—a glint of something like amazed laughter crossed her face, as she repeated—
'They are sexless, you think?'
'We find them so,' said the other, firmly.
'Why'—Miss Levering smiled outright—'that's what they say of you.'
'Well, it's nonsense, like the rest of what they say.'
The accusation of sexlessness brought against the curled darlings of society by these hard-working, hard-hitting sisters of theirs was not the least ironic thing in the situation.
'Why do you call them——?'
'Because we see they have no sex-pride. If they had, they couldn't do the things they do.'
'What sort of things?'
'Oh, I can't go into that.' She stood up and tugged at her wrinkled cotton gloves. 'But it's easy for us to see they're sexless.' She seemed to resent the unbelief in the opposite face. 'Lady Caterham sent for me the other day. You may have heard of Lady Caterham.'
Miss Levering suppressed the fact of how much, by a vague-sounding—
'Y—yes.'
'Well, she sent for me to—— Oh, I suppose she was curious!'
'Like me,' said the other, smiling.
'She's a very great person in her county, and she said she sympathized with the movement—only she didn't approve of our tactics, she said. We are pretty well used by now to people who don't approve of our tactics, so I just sat and waited for the "dog-whip."'
It was obvious that the lady without influence in her county winced at that, almost as though she felt the whip on her own shoulders. She was indeed a hard-hitter, this woman.
'I don't go about talking of why I carry a whip. I hate talking about it,' she flung the words out resentfully. 'But I'd been sent to try to get that woman to help, and so I explained. I told her when she asked why it seemed necessary'—again the face flushed—'I told her!—more than I've told you. And will you believe it, she never turned a hair. Just sat there with a look of cool curiosity on her face. Oh, they have no sex-pride, those upper-class women!'
'Lady Caterham probably didn't understand.'
'Perfectly. She asked questions. No, it just didn't matter much to her that a woman should suffer that sort of thing. She didn't feel the indignity of it. Perhaps if it had come to her, she wouldn't have suffered,' said the critic, with a grim contempt.
'There may be another explanation,' said Miss Levering, a little curtly, but wisely she forbore to present it.
If the rough and ready reformer had chilled her new sympathizer by this bitterness against 'the parasite class,' she wiped out the memory of it by the enthusiasm with which she spoke of those other women, her fellow-workers.
'Our women are wonderful!' she lifted her tired head. 'I knew they'd never had a chance to show what they were, but there are some things—— No! I didn't think women had it in them.'
She had got up and was standing now by the door, her limp gown clinging round her, her weather-beaten Tam on one side. But in the confident look with which she spoke of 'our women,' the brow had cleared. You saw that it was beautiful. Miss Levering stood at the door with an anxious eye on the stair, as if fearful of the home-coming of 'her fellow-coward,' or, direr catastrophe—old Mr. Fox-Moore's discovering the damning fact of this outlaw's presence under his roof! Yet, even so, torn thus between dread and desire to pluck out the heart of the new mystery, 'the militant woman,' Miss Levering did not speed the parting guest. As though recognizing fully now that the prophesied use was not going to be made of the 'thin end of the wedge,' she detained her with—
'I wonder when I shall see you again.'
'I don't know,' said the other, absently.
'When is the next meeting?'
'Next Sunday. Every Sunday.'
'I shall be glad to hear you speak again; but—you'll come and see me—here.'
'I can't. I'm going away.'
'Oh! To rest, I hope.'
'Rest?' She laughed at an idea so comic. 'Oh, no. I'm going to work among the women in Wales. We have great hopes of those West-country women. They're splendid! They're learning the secret of co-operation, too. Oh, it's good stuff to work on—the relief of it after London!'
Miss Levering smiled. 'Then I won't be seeing you very soon.'
'No.' She seemed to be thinking. 'It's true what I say of the Welsh women, and yet we oughtn't to be ungrateful to our London women either.' She seemed to have some sense of injustice on her soul. 'We've been seeing just recently what they're made of, too!' She paused on the threshold and began to tell in a low voice of women 'new to the work,' who had been wavering, uncertain if they could risk imprisonment—poor women with husbands and children. 'When they heard what it might mean—this battle we're fighting—they were ashamed not to help us!'
'You mean——' Vida began, shrinking.
'Yes!' said the other, fiercely. 'The older women saw they ought to save the younger ones from having to face that sort of thing. That was how we got some of the wives and mothers.'
She went on with a stern emotion that was oddly contagious, telling about a certain scene at the Headquarters of the Union. Against the grey and squalid background of a Poor Women's movement, stood out in those next seconds a picture that the true historian who is to come will not neglect. A call for recruits with this result—a huddled group, all new, unproved, ignorant of the ignorant. The two or three leaders, conscience-driven, feeling it necessary to explain to the untried women that if they shared in the agitation, they were not only facing imprisonment, but unholy handling.
'It was only fair to let them know the worst,' said the woman at the door, 'before they were allowed to join us.'
As the abrupt sentences fell, the grim little scene was reconstituted; the shrinking of the women who had offered their services ignorant of this aspect of the battle—their horror and their shame. At the memory of that hour the strongly-controlled voice shook.
'They cried, those women,' she said.
'But they came?' asked the other, trembling, as though for her, too, it was vital that these poor women should not quail.
'Yes,' answered their leader a little hoarsely, 'they came!'
CHAPTER XII
One of the oddest things about these neo-Suffragists was the simplicity with which they accepted aid—the absence in the responsible ones of conventional gratitude. This became matter for both surprise and instruction to the outsider. It no doubt had the effect of chilling and alienating the 'philanthropist on the make.' Even to the less ungenerous, not bargainers for approbation or for influence, even in their case the deep-rooted suspicion we have been taught to cultivate for one another, makes the gift of good faith so difficult that it can be given freely only to people like these, people who plainly and daily suffered for their creed, who stood to lose all the things most of us strive for, people who valued neither comfort, nor money, nor the world's good word. That they took help, and even sacrifice, as a matter of course, seemed in them mere modesty and sound good sense; tantamount to saying, 'I am not so silly or self-centred as to suppose you do this for me. You do it, of course, for the Cause. The Cause is yours—is all Women's. You serve humanity. Who am I that I should thank you?'
This attitude extended even to acts that were in truth prompted less by concern for the larger issue than by sheer personal interest.
Vida Levering's first experience of this 'new attitude' came one late afternoon while on her way to leave cards on some people in Grosvenor Road. Driving through Pimlico about half-past six, she lifted up her eyes at the sound of many voices and beheld a mob of men and boys in the act of pursuing a little group of women, who were fleeing up a side street away from the river. The natural shrinking and disgust of 'the sheltered woman' showed in the face of the occupant of the brougham as she leaned forward and said to the coachman—
'Not this way! Don't you see there's some disturbance? Turn back.'
The man obeyed. The little crowd had halted. It looked as if the thief, or drunken woman, or what not, had been surrounded and overwhelmed. The end of the street abutted on Pimlico Pier. Two or three knots of people were still standing about, talking and looking up the street at the little crowd of shouting, gesticulating rowdies. A woman with a perambulator, making up her mind at just the wrong moment to cross the road, found herself almost under the feet of the Fox-Moore horses. The coachman pulled up sharply, and before he had driven on, the lady's eyes had fallen on an inscription in white chalk on the flagstone—
'VOTES FOR WOMEN.
'Meeting here to-night at a quarter to six.'
The occupant of the carriage turned her head sharply in the direction of the 'disturbance,' and then—
'After all, I must go up that street. Drive fast till you get near those people. Quick!'
'Up there, miss?'
'Yes, yes. Make haste!' For the crowd was moving on, and still no sign of a policeman.
By the time the brougham caught up with them, the little huddle of folk had nearly reached the top of the street. In the middle of the melee a familiar face. Ernestine Blunt!
'Oh, Henderson!'—Miss Levering put her head out of the window—'that girl! the young one! She's being mobbed.'
'Yes, miss.'
'But something must be done! Hail a policeman.'
'Yes, miss.'
'Do you see a policeman?'
'No, miss.'
'Well, stop a moment,' for even at this slowest gait the brougham had passed the storm centre.
The lady hanging out of the window looked back and saw that Ernestine's face, very pink as to cheeks, very bright as to eyes, was turned quite unruffled on the rabble.
'Can't you see the meeting's over?' she called out. 'You boys go home now and think about what we've told you.'
The reply to that was a laugh and a concerted 'rush' that all but carried the girl and her companions off their feet. To Henderson's petrifaction, the door of the brougham was hastily opened and then slammed to, leaving Miss Levering in the road, saying to him over her shoulder—
'Wait just round the corner, unless I call.'
With which she hurried across the street, her eyes on the little face that, in spite of its fresh colouring, looked so pathetically tired. Making her way round the outer fringe of the crowd, Vida saw on the other side—near where Ernestine and her sore-beset companions stood with their backs to the wall—an opening in the dingy ranks. Fleet of foot, she gained it, thrust an arm between the huddled women, and, taking the foolhardy girl by the sleeve, said, sotto voce—
'Come! Come with me!'
Ernestine raised her eyes, fixed them for one calm instant on Vida Levering's face, and then, turning round, said—
'Where's Mrs. Brown?'
'Never mind Mrs. Brown!' whispered the strange lady, drawing off as the rowdy young men came surging round that side.
There was another rush and a yell, and Vida fled. When next she turned to look, it was to see two women making a sudden dash for liberty. They had escaped through the rowdy ranks, and they tore across the street, running for their lives and calling for help as they ran.
Vida, a shade or two paler, stood transfixed. What was going to happen? But there was the imperturbable Ernestine holding the forsaken position, still the centre of the pushing, shouting little mob who had jeered frantically as the other women fled.
It was too much. Not Ernestine's isolation alone, the something childish in the brilliant face would have enlisted a less sympathetic observer. A single moment's wavering and the lady made for the place where the besiegers massed less thick. She was near enough now to call out over the rowdies' heads—
'Come. Why do you stay there?'
Faces turned to look at her; while Ernestine shouted back the cryptic sentence—
'It wasn't my bus!'
Bus? Had danger robbed her of her reason? The boys were cheering now and looking past Miss Levering: she turned, bewildered, to see 'Mrs. Brown' and a sister reformer mounting the top of a sober London Road car. They had been running for that, then—and not for life! Miss Levering raised her hand and her voice as she looked back at Ernestine—
'I've got a trap. Come!'
'Where?'
Ernestine stepped out from the vociferating, jostling crowd and followed the new face as simply as though she had been waiting for just that summons. The awful moment was when, with a shout, the tail of rowdies followed after. Miss Levering had not bargained for that. Her agitated glance left the unsavoury horde at her heels and went nervously up and down the street. It was plainly not only, nor even chiefly, the hooligans she feared, but the amazed eye of some acquaintance. Bad enough to meet Henderson's!
'Jump in!' she said hastily to the girl, and then, 'Go on!' she called out desperately, flying in after Ernestine and slamming the door. 'Drive fast!' She thrust her head through the window to add, 'Anywhere!' And she sank back. 'How dreadful that was!'
'What was?' said the rescued one, glancing out of the carriage with an air of suddenly renewed interest.
'Why, the attack of those hooligans on a handful of defenceless women.'
'Oh, they weren't attacking us.'
'What were they doing?'
'Oh, just running after us and screaming a little.'
'But I saw them—pushing and jostling and——'
'Oh, it was all quite good-natured.'
'You mean you weren't frightened?'
'There's nothing to be frightened at.' She was actually saying it in a soothing, 'motherly' sort of way, calculated to steady the lady's nerves—reassuring the rescuer.
Vida's eye fell on the festoon of braid falling from the dark cloth skirt.
'Well, the polite attentions of your friends seem to have rather damaged your gown.'
Over a big leather portfolio that she held clasped in her arms, Ernestine, too, looked down at the torn frock.
'That foolish trimming—it's always getting stepped on.'
Miss Levering's search had produced a pin.
'No; I'll just pull it off.'
Ernestine did so, and proceeded to drop a yard of it out of the window. Miss Levering began to laugh.
'Which way are we going?' says Miss Blunt, looking out. 'I have to be at Battersea at——'
'What were you doing at Pimlico Pier?'
'Holding a meeting for the Government employees—the people who work for the Army and Navy Clothing Department.'
'Oh. And you live at Battersea?'
'No; but I have a meeting there to-night. We had a very good one at the Docks, too.' Her eyes sparkled.
'A Suffrage meeting?'
'Yes; one of the best we've had——'
'When was that?'
'During the dinner hour. The men stood with their pails and ate while they listened. They were quite nice and understanding, those men.'
'What day was that?'
'This morning.'
'And the Battersea meeting?'
'That's not for another hour; but I have to be there first—to arrange.'
'When do you dine?'
'Oh, I'll get something either before the meeting or after—whenever there's time.'
'Isn't it a pity not to get your food regularly? Won't you last longer if you do?'
'Oh, I shall last.' She sat contentedly, hugging her big portfolio.
The lady glanced at the carriage clock. 'In the house where I live, dinner is a sort of sacred rite. If you are two seconds late you are disgraced, so I'm afraid I can't——'
'There's the bus I was waiting for!' Ernestine thrust her head out. 'Stop, will you!' she commanded the astonished Henderson. 'Good-bye.' She nodded, jumped out, shut the door, steadied her hat, and was gone.
It was so an acquaintance began that was destined to make a difference to more than one life. Those days of the summer that Miss Claxton spent indoctrinating the women of Wales, and that Mrs. Chisholm utilized in 'organizing Scotland,' were dedicated by Ernestine and her friends to stirring up London and the various dim and populous worlds of the suburbs.
Much oftener than even Mrs. Fox-Moore knew, her sister, instead of being in the houses where she was supposed to be, and doing the things she was expected to be doing, might have been seen in highly unexpected haunts prosecuting her acquaintance with cockney crowds, never learning Ernestine's fearlessness of them, and yet in some way fascinated almost as much as she was repelled. At first she would sit in a hansom at safe distance from the turmoil that was usually created by the expounders of what to the populace was a 'rum new doctrine' invented by Ernestine. Miss Levering would lean over the apron of the cab hearing only scraps, till the final, 'Now, all who are in favour of Justice, hold up their hands.' As the crowd broke and dissolved, the lady in the hansom would throw open the doors, and standing up in front of the dashboard, she would hail and carry off the arch-agitator, while the crowd surged round. Several times this programme had been carried out, when one afternoon, after seeing the girl and her big leather portfolio safe in the cab, and the cab safe out of the crowd, Vida heaved a sigh of relief.
'There! Now tell me, what did you do yesterday?'—meaning, How in the world did you manage without me to take care of you?
'Yesterday? We had a meeting down at the Woolwich Arsenal. And we distributed handbills for two hours. And we had a debate in the evening at the New Reform Club.'
'Oh, you didn't hold a meeting here in the afternoon?'
'Yes we did. I forgot that.' She seemed also to have forgotten that her new friend had been prevented from appearing to carry her off.
Miss Levering smiled down at her. 'What a funny little person you are. Do you know who I am?'
'No.'
'It hasn't ever occurred to you to ask?'
The face turned to her with a half roguish smile. 'Oh, I thought you looked all right.'
'I'm the person who had the interview with your friend, Miss Claxton.' As no recollection showed in the face, 'At Queen Anne's Gate,' she added.
'I don't think I knew about that,' said Ernestine, absently. Then alert, disdainful, 'Fancy the member for Wrotton saying—— Yes, we went to see him this morning.'
'Oh, that is very exciting! What was he like?'
'Quite a feeble sort of person, I thought.'
'Really!' laughed Miss Levering.
'He talked such nonsense to us about that old Plural Voting Bill. His idea seemed to be to get us to promise to behave nicely while the overworked House of Commons considered the iniquity of some men having more than one vote—they hadn't a minute this session to consider the much greater iniquity of no women having any vote at all! Of course he said he had been a great friend to Woman Suffrage, until he got shocked with our tactics.' She smiled broadly. 'We asked him what he'd ever done to show his friendship.'
'Well?'
'He didn't seem to know the answer to that. What strikes me most about men is their being so illogical.'
* * * * *
Lady John Ulland had been openly surprised, even enthusiastically grateful, at discovering before this that Vida Levering was ready to help her with some of the unornamental duties that fall to the lot of the 'great ladies' of England.
'I don't know what that discontented creature, her sister, means by saying Vida is so unsympathetic about charity work.'
Neither could Lady John's neighbour, the Bishop, understand Mrs. Fox-Moore's reproach. Had not his young kinswoman's charity concerts helped to rebuild the chantry?
'Such a nice creature!' was Lord John's contribution. Then, showing the profundity of his friendly interest, 'Why doesn't she find some nice fella to marry her?'
'People don't marry so early nowadays,' his wife reassured him.
Lord Borrodaile, to whom Vida still talked freely, he alone had some understanding of the changed face life was coming to wear for her. When he found that laughing at her failed of the desired effect, he offered touching testimony to his affection for her by trying to understand. It was no small thing for a man like Borrodaile, who, for the rest, found it no easier than others of his class rightly to interpret the modern scene as looked down upon from the narrow lancet of the mediaeval tower which was his mind.
When she got him to smile at her report of the humours of the populace, he did so against his will, shaking his long Van Dyke head, and saying—
'It spoils the fun for me to think of your being there. I have a quite unconquerable distrust of eccentricity.'
'There's nothing the least original about my mixing with "The People," as my sister would call them. The women of my world would often go slumming. The only difference between me and them may be that I, perhaps, shall go a little farther, that's all.'
'Well, I devoutly hope you won't!' he said, with unusual emphasis. 'Let the proletariat attend to the affairs of the proletariat. They don't need a woman like you.'
'They not only need—what's more, they are getting, all kinds! It's that, more than anything else, that shows their strength. The miracle it is, to see the way they all work together! Women, the poorest and most ignorant (except of hardship), working shoulder to shoulder with women of substance and position. Oh, yes, they are winning over that sort, teachers and university graduates—a whole group who would be called Intellectuals if they were men—all doing what men have said women could never do—pulling together. And, oh! that reminds me,' she said suddenly, smiling as one who has thought of a capital joke at her companion's expense: 'it's my duty to warn you. I went with your daughter to lunch at her Country Club, and they were all discussing the Suffrage! A good dozen! And Sophia—well, Sophia came out in a new light. I want you, please, to believe I've never talked to her.'
'Oh,' said Borrodaile, with an unconscious arrogance, 'Sophia doesn't wait to be talked to. She takes her own line. Politics are a tradition with our women. I found her reading the parliamentary debates when she was fourteen.'
'And your boys, are they equally——?'
He sighed. 'The world has got very topsy-turvy. All my girls are boys—and all my boys are girls.'
'Well, Sophia can take care of the Country Club! I remember how we scoffed when she organized it.'
'It's had precisely the effect I expected. Takes her away from her own home, where she ought to be——'
'Who wants her at home?'
Unblushingly he answered, 'I do.'
'Why, you're never there yourself.' He blinked. 'When you aren't in your garden you're——'
'Here?' he laughed.
'I don't myself,' she went on, 'I don't belong to any clubs——'
'I should hope not, indeed! Where should I go for tea and for news of the workings of the Zeitgeist?' he mocked.
'But I begin to see what women's clubs are for.'
'They're for the dowdy, unattached females to meet and gossip in, to hold feeble little debates in, to listen to pettifogging little lectures, and imagine they're dans le mouvement.'
'They are to accustom women to thinking and acting together. While you and I have been laughing at them, they've been building up a huge machinery of organization, ready to the hand of the chief engineer who is to come.'
'Horrible thought!'
'Well, horrible or not, I don't despise clubs any more. They're largely responsible for the new corporate spirit among women.'
He pulled himself out of the cavernous comfort of his chair, and stood glooming in front of the screen that hid the fireless grate.
'Clubs, societies, leagues, they're all devices for robbing people of their freedom. It's no use to talk to me. I'm one of the few individualists left in the world. I never wanted in my life to belong to any body.' Her pealing laughter made him explain, smiling, 'To any corporation, was what I meant.'
'No, no. You got it right the first time! The reason that, in spite of my late perversities, you don't cast me off is because I'm one of the few women who don't make claims.'
'It is the claim of the community that I resent. I want to keep clear of all complication. I want to be really free. I could never have pledged myself to any Church or any party.'
'Perhaps'—she smiled at him—'perhaps that's why you are a beautiful and ineffectual angel.'
'The reason I never did is because I care about liberty—the thing itself. You are in danger, I see, of being enamoured of the name. In thought women are always half a century or so behind. What patriot's voice is heard in Europe or America to-day? Where is the modern Kossuth, Garibaldi? What poet goes out in these times to die at Missolonghi? Just as men are finding out the vanity of the old dreams, the women seem to be seizing on them. The mass of intelligent men have no longing for political power. If a sort of public prominence is thrust on men'—he shrugged as if his shoulders chafed under some burden—'in their hearts they curse their lot. I suppose it's all so new to the woman she is amused. She even—I'm told'—his lifted hand, with the closed fingers suddenly flung open, advertised the difficulty a sane person found in crediting the uncanny rumour—'I'm told that women even like public dinners.'
'Well, you do.'
'I?'
'You go—to all the most interesting ones.'
'Part of my burden! Unlike your new friends, there's nothing I hate so much, unless it is having to make a speech.'
'Well, now, shall I stop "playing at ma'ams" and just say that when I hear a man like you explaining in that superior way how immensely he doesn't care, I seem to see that that is precisely the worst indictment against your class. If special privilege breeds that——'
It merely amused him to see that she was forgetting herself. He sat down again. He stretched out his long legs and interlaced his fingers across his bulging shirt front. His air of delicate mockery supplied the whip. |
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