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There was much that was casual, and, therefore, callous about the circumstances attending the ceaseless succession of births; they might as well have been kittens, their mothers cats, so Mavis thought, owing to the mean indignities attaching to the initial stages of their motherhood. It did not occur to her how house-room, furniture, doctors, nurses, and servants supply dignity to a commonplace process of nature. It seemed to Mavis that Mrs Gowler lived in an atmosphere of horror and pain. At the same time, the girl had the sense to realise that Mrs Gowler had her use in life, inasmuch as she provided a refuge for the women, which salved their pride (no small matter) by enabling them to forego entering the workhouse infirmary, which otherwise could not have been avoided.
Oscar inspired Mavis with an inexpressible loathing. For the life of her, she could not understand why such terrible caricatures of humanity were permitted to live, and were not put out of existence at birth. The common trouble of Mrs Gowler's lodgers seemed to establish a feeling of fellowship amongst them during the time that they were there. Mavis was not a little surprised to receive one day a request from a woman, to the effect that she should give this person's baby a "feed," the mother not being so happily endowed in this respect as Mavis. The latter's indignant refusal gave rise to much comment in the place.
The "permanent" was soon on her feet, an advantage which she declared was owing to her previous fecundity. Mavis could see how the "permanent" despised her because she was merely nursing her first-born.
"'As Piggy 'ad a go at your box yet?" she one day asked Mavis, who replied:
"I'm too careful. I always keep it locked."
"Locks ain't nothin' to her. If you've any letters from a gentleman, as would compromise him, burn them."
"Why?"
"If she gets hold of 'em, she'll make money on 'em."
"Nonsense! She wouldn't dare."
"Wouldn't she! Piggy 'ud do anythink for gin or that there dear comic Oscar."
In further talks with the "permanent," Mavis discovered that, for all her acquaintance's good nature, she was much of a liar, although her frequent deviations from the truth were caused by the woman's boundless vanity. Time after time she would give Mavis varying accounts of the incidents attending her many lapses from virtue, in all of which drugging by officers of His Majesty's army played a conspicuous part.
Mavis, except at meal times, saw little of Mrs Gowler, who was usually in the downstair parlour or in other rooms of the house. Whenever she saw Mavis, however, she persistently urged her to board out her baby with one of the several desirable motherly females she was in a position to recommend. Mrs Gowler pointed out the many advantages of thus disposing of Mavis's boy till such time as would be more convenient for mother and son to live together. But Mavis now knew enough of Mrs Gowler and her ways; she refused to dance to the woman's assiduous piping. But Mrs Gowler was not to be denied. One day, when Mavis was sitting up in bed, Mrs Gowler burst into the room to announce proudly that Mrs Bale had come to see Mavis about taking her baby to nurse.
"Who is Mrs Bale?" asked Mavis, much annoyed at the intrusion.
"Wait till you see her," cried Mrs Gowler, as if her coming were a matter of rare good fortune.
Mavis had not long to wait. In a few moments a tall, spare, masculine-looking woman strode into the room. Mrs Bale's red face seemed to be framed in spacious black bonnet strings. Mavis thought that she had never seen such a long upper lip as this woman had. This was surmounted by a broken, turned-up nose, on either side of which were boiled, staring eyes, which did not hold expression of any kind. If Mavis had frequented music halls, she would have recognised the woman as the original of a type frequently seen on the boards of those resorts, played by male impersonators. Directly she saw Mavis, Mrs Bale hurried to the bedside and seized the baby, to dandle it in her arms, the while she made a clucking noise not unlike the cackling of a hen.
Mavis noticed that Mrs Bale's breath reeked of gin.
"Put my baby down," said Mavis.
"I'll leave you two ladies to settle it between yer," remarked Mrs Gowler, as she left the room.
"I'm not going to put my baby out to nurse. Good morning."
"Not for five shillings a week?" asked Mrs Bale.
"Good morning."
"Say I made it four and six?"
Mavis made no reply, at which Mrs Bale sat down and began to weep.
"What about the trouble and expense of coming all the way here?" asked Mrs Bale.
"I never asked you to come."
"Well, I shan't leave this room till you give me six-pence for refreshment to get me to the station."
"I won't give it to you; I'll give it to Mrs Gowler."
"An' a lot of it I'd see."
Mrs Gowler, who had been listening at the door, came into the room and demanded to know what Mrs Bale meant.
Then followed a stream of recriminations, in which each accused the other of a Newgate calendar of crime. Mavis at last got rid of them by giving them threepence each.
Three nights before Mavis left Durley Road, she was awakened by the noise of Jill's subdued growling. Thinking she heard someone outside her room, she went stealthily to the door; she opened it quickly, to find Mrs Gowler on hands and knees before her box, which she was trying to open with a bunch of keys.
"What are you doing?" asked Mavis.
The woman entered into a confused explanation, which Mavis cut short by saying:
"I've heard about your tricks. If I have any more bother from you, I shall go straight from here to the police station."
"Gawd's truth! Why did I ever take you in?" grumbled Mrs Gowler as she waddled downstairs. "I might 'ave known you was a cat by the colour of your 'air."
The time came when Mavis was able to leave Durley Road. Whither she was going she knew not. She paid her bill, refusing to discuss the many extras which Mrs Gowler tried to charge, had her box taken by a porter to the cloak room at the station, dressed her darling baby, said good-bye to Piggy and went downstairs, to shudder as she walked along the passage to the front door. She had not walked far, when an ordinary-looking man came up, who barely lifted his hat.
"Can I speak to you, m'am?"
"What is it?"
"You have just left 9 Durley Road?"
"Y-yes."
"I'm a detective officer. I'm engaged in watching the house. Have you any complaint to make?"
"I don't wish to, thank you."
"We know all sorts of things go on, but it's difficult to get evidence."
"I don't care to give you any because—because—"
"I understand, ma'm," said the man kindly. "I know what trouble is."
Mavis was feeling so physically and mentally low with all she had gone through, that the man's kindly words made the tears course down her cheeks.
She wiped them away, resettled the baby in her arms, and walked sorrowfully up the road, followed by the sympathetic glance of the plain-clothes detective.
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
PIMLICO
Mavis found a resting-place for her tired body in the unattractive district of Pimlico, which is the last halting-place of so many of London's young women before the road to perdition is irretrievably taken. Mavis had purposed going to Hammersmith, but the fates which decide these matters had other views. On the tedious underground journey from New Cross, she felt so unwell that she got out at Victoria to seek refuge in the ladies' cloak room. The woman in charge, who was old, wizened, and despondent, gave Mavis some water and held her baby the while she lamented her misfortunes: these were embodied in the fact that "yesterday there had only been three 'washies' and one torn dress"; also, that "in the whole of the last month there had been but three 'faints' and six ladies the worse for drink." Acting on the cloak-room attendant's advice, Mavis sought harbourage in one of the seemingly countless houses which, in Pimlico, are devoted to the letting of rooms. But Mavis was burdened with a baby; moreover, she could pay so little that no one wished to accommodate her. Directly she stated her simple wants, together with the sum that she could afford to pay, she was, in most cases, bundled into the street with scant consideration for her feelings. After two hours' fruitless search, she found refuge in a tiny milk-shop in a turning off the Vauxhall Bridge Road, where she bought herself a scone and a glass of milk; she also took advantage of the shop's seclusion to give her baby much-needed nourishment. Ultimately, she got a room in a straight street, flanked by stucco-faced high houses, which ran out of Lupus Street. Halverton Street has an atmosphere of its own; it suggests shabby vice, unclean living, as if its inhabitants' lives were mysterious, furtive deviations from the normal. Mavis, for all her weariness, was not insensible to the suggestions that Halverton Street offered; but it was a hot July day; she had not properly recovered from her confinement; she felt that if she did not soon sit down she would drop in the street. She got a room for four shillings a week at the fifth house at which she applied in this street. The door had been opened by a tall, thin, flat-chested girl, whose pasty face was plentifully peppered with pimples. The only room to let was on the ground floor at the back of the house; it was meagre, poorly furnished, but clean. Mavis paid a week's rent in advance and was left to her own devices. For all the presence of her baby and Jill, Mavis felt woefully alone. She bought, and made a meal of bloater paste, bread, butter, and a bottle of stout, to feel the better for it. She then telephoned to the station master at New Cross, to whom she gave the address to which he could forward her trunk. On her return from the shop where she had telephoned, she went into a grocer's, where, for twopence, she purchased a small packing case. With this she contrived to make a cradle for her baby, by knocking out the projecting nails with a hammer borrowed from the pimply-faced woman at her lodging. If the extemporised cradle lacked adornment, it was adorable by reason of the love and devotion with which she surrounded her little one. Her box arrived in the course of the evening, when Mavis set about making the room look as homelike as possible. This done, she made further inroads on her midday purchases of bread and bloater paste, washed, fed her baby, and said her prayers before undressing for the night. At ten o'clock, mother and child were asleep.
Mavis had occupied her room for some days before she learned anything of the house in which she lodged. It was kept by a Mr, Mrs, and Miss Gussle, who lived in the basement. It was Miss Gussle who had opened the door to Mavis on the day she came. Mrs Gussle was never seen. Mavis heard from one source that she was always drunk; from another, that she was a teetotaller and spent her time at devotions; from a third, that she neither drank nor prayed, but passed the day in reading novelettes. But it was Mr Gussle who appealed the most to Mavis's sense of character. He was a wisp of a bald-headed, elderly man, who was invariably dressed in a rusty black frockcoat suit, a not too clean dicky, and a made-up black bow tie, the ends of which were tucked beneath the flaps of a turned down paper collar. He had no business or trade, but did the menial work of the house. He made the beds, brought up the meals and water, laid the tables and emptied the slops; but, while thus engaged, he never made any remark, and when spoken to replied in monosyllables. The ground floor front was let to a third-rate Hebraic music-hall artiste, who perfunctorily attended his place of business. The second and third floors, and most of the top rooms, were let to good-looking young women, who were presumed to belong to the theatrical profession. If they were correctly described, there was no gainsaying their devotion to their calling. They would leave home well before the theatre doors were open to the public, with their faces made up all ready to go on the stage; also, they were apparently so reluctant to leave the scene of their labours that they would commonly not return till the small hours. The top front room was rented by an author, who made a precarious living by writing improving stories for weekly and monthly journals and magazines. Whenever the postman's knock was heard at the door, it was invariably followed by the appearance of the author in the passage, often in the scantiest of raiment, to discover whether the post had brought him any luck. Although his stories were the delight of the more staid among his readers, the writer was on the best of terms with the "theatrical" young women, he spending most of his time in their company. The lodgers at Mrs Gussle's were typical of the inhabitants of Halverton Street. And if a house influences the natures of those who dwell within its walls, how much more does the character of tenants find expression in the appearance of the place they inhabit? Hence the shabbiness and decay which Halverton Street suggested.
Mavis heard from Perigal at infrequent intervals, when he would write scrappy notes inquiring after her health, and particularly after his child. Once, he sent a sovereign, asking Mavis to have the boy photographed and to send him a copy. Mavis did as she was asked. The photographs cost eight shillings. Although she badly wanted a few shillings to get her boots soled and heeled, she returned the money which was over after paying for the photographs, to Perigal. She was resolved that no sordid question of money should soil their relationship, however attenuated this might become.
Much of Mavis's time was taken up with her baby. She washed, dressed, undressed, and took out her little one, duties which took up a considerable part of each day. From lack of means she was compelled to wash her own and the baby's body-linen, which she dried by suspending from cords stretched across the room. All these labours were an aspect of maternity which she had never encountered in books. Much of the work was debasing and menial; its performance left her weak and irritable; she believed that it was gradually breaking the little spirit she had brought from Mrs Gowler's nursing home. When she recalled the glowing periods she had chanced upon in her reading, which eulogised the supreme joys of motherhood, she supposed that they had been penned by writers with a sufficient staff of servants and with means that made a formidable laundry bill of no account. She wondered how working-class women with big families managed, who, in addition to attending to the wants of their children, had all the work of the house upon their hands. Mavis's spare time was filled by the answering of advertisements in the hope of getting sorely needed work; the sending of these to their destination cost money for postage stamps, which made sad inroads on her rapidly dwindling funds. But time and money were expended in vain. The address from which she wrote was a poor recommendation to possible employers. She could not make personal application, as she dared not leave her baby for long at a stretch. Sometimes, her lover's letters would not bring her the joy that they once occasioned; they affected her adversely, leaving her moody and depressed. Conversely, when she did not hear from Melkbridge for some days, she would be cheerful and light-hearted, when she would spend glad half-hours in reading the advertisements of houses to let and deciding which would suit her when she was married to Perigal. Sometimes, when burdened with care, she would catch sight of her reflection in the glass, to be not a little surprised at the strange, latent beauty which had come into her face. Maternity had invested her features with a surpassing dignity and sweetness, which added to the large share of distinction with which she had originally been endowed. At the same time, she noticed with a sigh that sorrow had sadly chastened the joyous light-heartedness which formerly found constant expression in her eyes.
Mavis had been at Mrs Gussle's about three weeks when she made the acquaintance of one of the "theatrical" young women upstairs. They had often met in the passage, when the girl had smiled sympathetically at Mavis. One afternoon, when the latter was feeling unusually depressed, a knock was heard at her door. She cried "Come in," when the girl opened the door a few inches to say:
"May I?"
"I didn't know it was you," remarked Mavis, distressed at her poverty being discovered.
"I came to ask if I could do anything for you," said the girl.
"That's very nice of you. Do come in."
The girl came in and stayed till it was time for her to commence the elaborate dressing demanded by her occupation. Mavis made her some tea, and the girl (who was called "Lil") prevailed upon her hostess to accept cigarettes. If the girl had been typical of her class, Mavis would have had nothing to do with her; but although Lil made a brave show of cynicism and gay worldliness, Mavis's keen wits perceived that these were assumed in order to conceal the girl's secret resentment against her habit of life. Mavis, also, saw that the girl's natural kindliness of heart and refined instincts entitled her to a better fate than the one which now gripped her. Lil was particularly interested in Mavis's baby. She asked continually about him; she sought him with her eyes when talking to Mavis, conduct that inclined the latter in her favour.
When Lil was going she asked:
"May I come again?"
"Why not?" asked Mavis.
"I didn't know I—I—So long," cried Lil, as she glanced in the direction of the baby.
On the occasion of her next visit, which took place two afternoons later, Lil asked:
"May I nurse your baby?" to add, as Mavis hesitated, "I promise I won't kiss him."
Mavis consented, greatly to Lil's delight, who played with the baby for the rest of the afternoon.
"You're fond of children?" commented Mavis.
The girl nodded, the while she bit her lip.
"I can see you've had baby brothers or sisters," remarked Mavis.
"How do you know?"
"By the way you hold him."
"What do you think of Gertie?" asked Lil quickly.
"Who's Gertie?"
"Mr Gussle. Upstairs we always call him Gertie."
"I can't make him out," said Mavis, at which she learned from Lil that Mr Gussle loathed his present means of earning a livelihood; also, that he hungered for respectability, and that, to satisfy his longing, he frequented, in his spare time, a tin tabernacle of evangelical leanings. Mavis also learned that the girls upstairs, knowing of Mr Gussle's proclivities, tempted him with cigarettes, spirits, and stimulating fleshly allurements.
One day, when Mavis had left her sleeping baby to go out for a few minutes, she returned to find Lil nursing her boy, the while tears fell from her eyes. Mavis pretended not to notice the girl's grief. She busied herself about the room, till Lil recovered herself. Later, when Mavis was getting seriously pressed for money, she came across odd half sovereigns in various parts of the room, which she rightly suspected had been put there by her friend. For all Lil's entreaties, Mavis insisted on returning the money. Lil constantly wore a frock to which Mavis took exception because it was garish. One day she spoke to Lil about it.
"Why do you so often wear that dress?" she asked.
"Don't you like it?"
"Not a bit. It's much too loud for you."
"I don't like it myself."
"Then why wear it?"
"It's my 'lucky dress.'"
"Your what?"
"'Lucky' dress. Don't you know all we girls have their 'lucky' dresses?"
This was news to Mavis.
"You mean a dress that—"
"Brings us luck with the gentlemen," interrupted Lil.
The subject thus opened, Lil became eloquent upon many aspects of her occupation. Presently she said:
"It isn't always the worst girls who are 'on the game.'"
"Indeed!"
"So many are there through no fault of their own."
"How is that?" asked Mavis.
"They get starved into it. It's all these big shops and places. They pay sweating wages, and to get food the girls pick up men. That's the beginning."
Mavis nodded assent. She remembered all she had heard and seen on this matter when at "Dawes'."
"And the small employers are getting just as bad. And of them the women are the worst. They don't care how much they grind poor girls down. If anything, I b'lieve they enjoy it. And if once a girl goes wrong, they're the ones to see she don't get back. Why is it they hate us so?"
"Give it up," replied Mavis, who added, "I should think it wanted an awful lot of courage."
"Courage! courage! You simply mustn't think. And that's where drink comes in."
Mavis sighed.
"Don't you ever take to the life," admonished Lil.
"I'm not likely to," shuddered Mavis.
"'Cause you ain't the least built that way. And thank God you ain't."
"I do; I do," said Mavis fervently.
"It's easy enough to blame, I know; but if you've a little one and no one in the wide world to turn to for help, and the little one's crying for food, what can a poor girl do?" asked Lil, as she became thoughtful and sad-looking.
A time came when Mavis was sorely pressed for money to buy the bare necessaries of life. She could not even afford soap with which to wash her own and her baby's clothes. Of late, she had made frequent visits to Mrs Scatchard's, where she had left many of her belongings. All of these that were saleable she had brought away and had disposed of either at pawnshops or at second-hand dealers in clothes. She had at last been constrained to part with her most prized trinkets, even including those which belonged to her father and the ring that Perigal had given her, and which she had worn suspended from her neck.
She now had but one and sixpence in the world. The manifold worries and perplexities consequent upon her poverty had affected her health. She was no longer able to supply her baby with its natural food. She was compelled to buy milk from the neighbouring dairy and to sterilise it to the best of her ability. To add to her distress, her boy's health suffered from the change of diet. Times without number, she had been on the point of writing to Perigal to tell him of all she had suffered and to ask for help, but pride had held her back. Now, the declension in her boy's health urged her to throw this pride to the winds, to do what common sense had been suggesting for so long. She had prayed eloquently, earnestly, often, for Divine assistance: so far, no reply had been vouchsafed. When evening came, she could bear no longer the restraint imposed by the four walls of her room. She had had nothing to eat that day; all she had had the day before was a crust of bread, which she had gleefully lighted upon at the back of her cupboard. This she would have shared with Jill, had not her friend despised such plain fare. Jill had lately developed a habit of running upstairs at meal times, when, after an interval, she would come down to lick her chops luxuriously before falling asleep.
Mavis was faint for lack of nourishment; hunger pains tore at her stomach. She felt that, if she did not get some air, she would die of the heat and exhaustion. Her baby was happily sleeping soundly, so she had no compunction in setting out. She crossed Lupus Street, where her nostrils were offended by the smell of vegetable refuse from the costermonger stalls, to walk in the direction of Victoria. The air was vapid and stale, but this did not prevent the dwellers in Pimlico from sitting at open windows or standing on doorsteps in order to escape the stuffiness of their houses. They were mostly vulgar lodging-house people, who were enjoying their ease following upon the burden of the day; but Mavis found herself envying them, if only for the fact that their bodies were well supplied with food. Hunger unloosed a savage rage within her, not only against everyone she encountered, but also against the conditions of her life. "What was the use of being of gentle birth?" she asked herself, if this were all it had done for her. She deeply regretted that she had not been born an ordinary London girl, in which case she would have been spared the possession of all those finer susceptibilities with which she now believed herself to be cursed, and which had prevented her from getting assistance from Perigal. She lingered by the cook shop in Denbigh Street, where she thought that she had never smelt anything so delicious as the greasy savours which came from the eating-house. It was only with a great effort of will that she stopped herself from spending her last one and sixpence (which she was keeping for emergency) in food. When she reached the Wilton Road, she walked of a set purpose on the station side of that thoroughfare. She feared that the restaurants opposite might prevail against her already weakened resolution. By the time she reached the Victoria Underground Station, her hunger was no longer under control. Her eyes searched the gutters greedily for anything that was fit to eat. She glared wolfishly at a ragged boy who picked up an over-ripe banana, which had been thrown on the pavement. The thought of the little one at home decided her. She turned in the direction of the post-office, having at last resolved to wire to her lover for help.
"Well, I'm blowed!" said a familiar voice at her side. Mavis turned, to see the ill-dressed figure of flat-chested, dumpy Miss Toombs.
"Miss Toombs!" she faltered.
"Didn't you see me staring at you?"
"Of course not. What are you doing in London?"
"I'm up here on a holiday. I am glad to see you."
"So am I. Good night."
"Eh!"
"I must go home. I said good night."
"You are a pig. I thought you'd come and have something to eat."
"I'm not—I'm not hungry."
"Well, sit down by me while I feed. I feel I want a jolly good blow out."
They had reached the doors of the restaurant opposite the main entrance to the underground railway. The issuing odours smote Mavis's hesitation hip and thigh.
"I—I really must be off," faltered Mavis, as she stood stockstill on the pavement.
By way of reply, Miss Toombs shoved the unresisting Mavis through the swing doors of the eating house; then, taking the lead, she piloted her to a secluded corner on the first floor, which was not nearly so crowded as the downstair rooms.
"It's nice to see good old Keeves again," remarked Miss Toombs, as she thrust a list of appetising foods under Mavis's nose.
"I'm really not a bit hungry," declared Mavis, who avoided looking at the toothsome-looking bread-rolls as far as her ravening hunger would permit. She grasped the tablecloth to stop herself from attacking these.
"Got any real turtle soup?" asked Miss Toombs of the polyglot waiter who now stood beside the table.
"Mock turtle," said the man, as he put his finger on this item in the menu card.
"Two oxtail soups," Miss Toombs demanded.
"Apres?"
"Two stewed scallops, and after that some lamb cutlets, new potatoes, and asparagus."
"Bon! Next, meiss," said the waiter, who began to think that the diner's prodigality warranted an unusually handsome tip.
Miss Toombs ordered roast ducklings and peas, together with other things, which included a big bottle of Burgundy, the while Mavis stared at her wide-eyed, open-mouthed; the starving girl could scarcely believe her ears.
"Is it—is it all true?" she murmured.
"Is what true?"
"Oh, meeting with you."
"Why? Have I altered much?"
It seemed a long time to Mavis till the soup was placed before her. Even when its savoury appeal made her faint with longing, she said:
"I'm—I'm really not a bit—"
She got no further. She had taken a mouthful of the soup, to hold it for a few moments in her mouth. She had no idea till then that it was possible to enjoy such delicious sensations. Once her fast was broken, the floodgates of appetite were open. She no longer made pretence of concealing her hunger; she would not have been able to if she had wished. She swallowed great mouthfuls of food greedily, silently, ravenously; she ate so fast that once or twice she was in danger of choking. If anyone had taken her food away, she would have fought to get it back. Thus Mavis devoured course after course, unaware, careless that Miss Toombs herself was eating next to nothing, and was watching her with quiet satisfaction from the corners of her eyes.
At last, Mavis was satisfied. She lay back silent and helpless on her plush seat, enjoying to the full the sensation of the rich, fat food nourishing her body. She closed her eyes and was falling into a deep sleep.
"Have some coffee and brandy," said Miss Toombs.
Mavis pulled herself together and drank the coffee.
"I'd give my soul for a cigarette," murmured Mavis, as she began to feel more awake.
"Blow you!" complained Miss Toombs, as she signalled to the waiter.
Mavis looked at her surprised, when her hostess said:
"You're prettier than ever. When I first saw you, I was delighted to think you were 'going off.'"
Mavis, regardless what others might think of her, lit the cigarette. Although she took deep, grateful puffs, which she wholly enjoyed, she soon let it go out; neither did she trouble to relight it, nor did she pay any attention to Miss Toombs's remarks. Mavis's physical content was by no means reflected in her mind. Her conscience was deeply troubled by the fact of her having, as it were, sailed with her benefactress under false colours.
Her cogitations were interrupted by Miss Toombs putting a box of expensive cigarettes (which she had got from the waiter) in her hand.
"Why are you so good to me?" asked Mavis.
"I've always really liked you."
"You wouldn't if you knew."
"Knew what?"
"Come. I'll show you."
After Miss Toombs had settled with the waiter, they left the restaurant. Miss Toombs accompanied Mavis along the Wilton Road and Denbigh Street. Halverton Street was presently reached. Mavis opened the door of Mrs Gussle's; with set face, she walked the passage to her room, followed by plain Miss Toombs. She unlocked the door of this and made way for her friend to enter. Clothes hung to dry from ropes stretched across the room: the baby slept in his rough, soap-box cradle.
Miss Toombs seemed to disregard the appearance of the room; her eyes sought the baby sleeping in the box.
"There!" cried Mavis. "Now you know."
"A baby!" gasped Miss Toombs.
"You've been kind to me. I had to let you know."
"Oh, you damn beast!" cried Miss Toombs.
Mavis looked at her defiantly.
"Oh, you damn beast!" cried Miss Toombs again. "You were always lucky!"
"Lucky!" echoed Mavis.
"To go and have a little baby and not me. Oh, it's too bad: too bad!"
Mavis looked inquiringly at her friend to see if she were sincere. The next moment, the two foolish women were weeping happy tears in each other's arms over the unconscious, sleeping form of Mavis's baby.
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
MISS TOOMBS REVEALS HERSELF
"Fancy you being like this," said Mavis, when she had dried her eyes.
"Like what?"
"Not minding my having a baby without being married."
"I'm not such a fool as to believe in that 'tosh,'" declared Miss Toombs.
"What 'tosh,' as you call it?"
"About thinking it a disgrace to have a child by the man you love."
"Isn't it?"
"How can it be if it's natural and inevitable?"
Mavis looked at Miss Toombs wide-eyed.
"Does the fact of people agreeing to think it wrong make it really wrong?" asked Miss Toombs, to add, "especially when the thinking what you call 'doing wrong' is actuated by selfish motives."
"How can morality possibly be selfish?" inquired Mavis.
"It's never anything else. If it weren't selfish it wouldn't be of use; if it weren't of use it couldn't go on existing."
"I'm afraid I don't follow you," declared Mavis, as she lit a cigarette.
"Wait. What would nearly all women do if you were mad enough to tell them what you've done?"
"Drop on me."
"Why?"
"Because I've done wrong."
"Are women 'down' on men for 'getting round' girls, or forgery, or anything else you like?"
Mavis was compelled to acknowledge her sex's lack of enthusiasm in the condemnation of such malpractices.
"Then why would they hunt you down?" cried Miss Toombs triumphantly. "Because, in doing as you've done, you've been a traitress to the economic interests of our sex. Women have mutually agreed to make marriage the price of their surrender to men. Girls who don't insist on this price choke men off marrying, and that's why they're never forgiven by other women."
"Is it you talking?"
"No, my dear Keeves; women, in this world, who look for marriage, have to play up to men and persuade them they're worth the price of a man losing his liberty."
"But fancy you talking like that!"
"If they're pretty, and play their cards properly, they're kept for life. If they're like you, and don't get married, it's a bad look-out. If they're pretty rotten, and have business instincts, they must make hay while the sun shines to keep them when it doesn't."
"And you don't really think the worse of me?"
"I think the more. It's always the good girls who go wrong."
"That means that you will."
"I haven't the chance. When girls are plain, like me, men don't notice them, and if they've no money of their own they have to earn a pittance in Melkbridge boot factories."
"I can't believe it's you, even now."
"I don't mind giving myself away, since you've done the same to me. And it's a relief to let off steam sometimes."
"And you really don't think the worse of me for having—having this?"
"I'd do the same myself to-morrow if I'd the chance and could afford to keep it, and knew it wouldn't curse me when it grew up."
Mavis winced to recover herself and say:
"But I may be married any day now."
"Whoever the father is, he seems a bit of a fool," remarked Miss Toombs, as she took the baby on her knee.
"To love me?"
"In not marrying you and getting you for life. From a man's point of view, you're a find, pretty Mavis."
"Nonsense!"
"I don't call it nonsense. Just look at your figure and your hips and the colour of your hair, your lovely white skin and all, to say nothing of the passion in your eyes."
"Is it staid Miss Toombs talking?"
"If I'm staid, it's because I have to be. No man 'ud ever want me. As for you, if I were a man, I'd go to hell, if there were such a place, if I could get you for all my very own."
"Don't you believe in hell?"
"Do you?"
"I don't know. Don't you?"
"The only hell I know is the jealous anger in a plain woman's heart. Of course there are others. You've only to dip into history to read of the hells that kings and priests, mostly priests, have made of this earth."
"What about Providence?" asked Mavis.
"Don't talk that 'tosh' to me," cried Miss Toombs vehemently.
"But is it 'tosh'?"
"If I were to give you a list of even the few things I've read about, the awful, cruel, blood-thirsty, wicked doings, it would make your blood boil at the injustice, the wantonness of it all. Read how the Spaniards treated the Netherlanders once upon a time, the internal history of Russia, the story of Red Rubber, loads of things, and over and over again you'd ask, 'What was God doing to allow such unnecessary torture?'"
Miss Toombs paused for breath. Seeing Mavis looking at her with open-mouthed astonishment, she said:
"Have I astonished you?"
"You have."
"Haven't you heard anyone else talk like that?"
"What I was thinking of was, that you, of all people, should preach revolt against accepted ideas. I always thought you so straitlaced."
"Never mind about me."
"But I do. If you believe all you say, why do you go to church and all that?"
"What does it matter to anyone what an ugly person like me thinks or does?"
"Anyway, you're quite interesting to me."
"Really: really interesting?" asked Miss Toombs, with an inflection of genuine surprise in her voice.
"Why should I say so if I didn't think so?"
A flush of pleasure overspread the plain woman's face as she said:
"I believe you're speaking the truth. If ever I play the hypocrite, it's because I'm a hopeless coward."
"Really!" laughed Mavis, who was beginning to recover her spirits.
"Although I believe my cowardice is justified," declared Miss Toombs. "I haven't a friend or relation in the world. If I were to get ill, or lose my job to-morrow, I've no one to turn to. I've a bad circulation and get indigestion whenever I eat meat. I've only one pleasure in life, and I do all I know to keep my job so that I can indulge in it."
"What's that?"
"You'll laugh when I tell you."
"Nothing that gives a human being innocent pleasure can be ridiculous," remarked Mavis.
"My happiness comes in winter," declared Miss Toombs. "I love nothing better than to go home and have tea and hot buttered toast before the blazing fire in my bed-sitting room. Then, about seven, I make up the fire and go to bed with my book and hot-water bottles. It's stuffy, but it's my idea of heaven."
Mavis did not offer any comment.
"Now laugh at me," said Miss Toombs.
Instead of doing any such thing, Mavis bent over to kiss Miss Toombs's cheek.
"No one's ever wanted to kiss me before," complained Miss Toombs.
"Because you've never let anyone know you as you really are," rejoined Mavis.
"Now we've talked quite enough about me. Let's hear a little more about yourself."
"My history is written in this room."
"Don't talk rot. I suppose it all happened when you went away for your holidays last year?"
"You didn't think—"
"No. I didn't think you had the pluck."
"It doesn't require much of that."
"Doesn't it? There are loads of girls, nice girls too, who'd do as you've done to-morrow if they only dared," declared Miss Toombs. "And why not?" she added defiantly.
"You take my breath away," laughed Mavis.
"Don't laugh, dear. It's much too serious to laugh at," remonstrated Miss Toombs. "We're here for such a short time, and so much of that is taken up with youth and age and illness and work that it's our duty to get as much happiness as we can. And if two people love each other—"
"The woman can be brought down to this."
"And wasn't it worth it?" cried Miss Toombs hotly.
"Worth it!" echoed Mavis.
"Didn't you have a lovely time when you were away?"
"Heavenly!"
"Didn't he kiss your hands and feet and hair and tell you you were the most beautiful woman in the whole world, as they do in books?"
Mavis nodded.
"And didn't he hold you to his heart all the night through, and didn't you think you were in heaven? No—no, don't tell me. It would make me miserable and jealous for weeks."
"Why should it?"
"Who's ever wanted to love and kiss my feet and hands? But there it is—you're a pretty girl, and all that, but you can't have everything in this world. You've had to pay one of the chief penalties for your attractiveness."
Just then Mavis's baby began to cry.
"It's my hard knee," remarked Miss Toombs ruefully. "They always cry when I nurse them."
"I think he's hungry," remarked Mavis.
"Then give the boy his supper. Don't mind me."
Mavis busied herself with the preparations for sterilising the milk, but the boy cried so lustily that, to quiet him, Mavis blushingly undid her bodice to put the nipple of her firm, white breast in his mouth.
"It's the only thing to quiet him," explained Mavis.
"No wonder. He's got taste, has that boy. Don't turn away. It's all so beautiful, and there's nothing wrong in nature."
"What are you thinking of?" asked Miss Toombs presently, after Mavis had been silent for a while. "Don't you feel at home with me?"
"Don't be silly! You know you profess not to believe in Providence."
"What of it?"
"I've been in a bad way lately and I've prayed for help. Surely meeting with you in a huge place like London is an answer to my prayer."
"Meeting you, when you were hard up, was like something out of a book, eh?"
"Something out of a very good book," replied Mavis.
"Well, it wasn't chance at all. These sort of things never happen when they're wanted to. I've been up in town looking for you."
"What!"
"And thereby hangs a very romantic tale."
"You've been looking for me?"
"What's the time?"
"You're not thinking of going yet? Why were you looking for me?"
"It's nearly ten," declared Miss Toombs, as she looked at her watch. "Unless I stay the night here, I must be off."
"Where are you staying?"
"Notting Hill. I beg its pardon—North Kensington. They're quiet people. If I'm not back soon, my character will be lost and I shall be locked out for the night."
"I'd love you to stay. But there's scarcely room for you in this poky little hole."
"Can't I engage another room?"
"But the expense?"
"Blow that! See if they can put me up."
Mavis talked to Miss Gussle on the subject. Very soon, Mr Gussle could be heard panting up the stairs with an iron chair bedstead, which was set up, with other conveniences, in the music-hall agent's office.
"Nice if he comes back and came into my room in the night," remarked Miss Toombs.
"What on earth would you do?" asked Mavis.
"Lock the door to keep him in," replied Miss Toombs quickly, at which the two friends laughed immoderately.
As Miss Toombs was leaving the room to wire to her landlady to tell her that she was staying with friends for the night, she kissed her hand to Mavis's baby.
"What are you going to call him?" she asked.
"Charlie, of course," promptly replied Mavis.
The next moment, she could have bitten off her tongue for having given Miss Toombs a possible clue to her lover's identity: she had resolved never to betray him to a living soul.
But Mavis comforted herself on the score that her friend received her information without betraying interest or surprise. Twenty minutes later, Miss Toombs came back, staggering beneath the weight of an accumulation of parcels, which contained a variety of things that Mavis might want.
"How could you spend your money on me?" asked Mavis, as the different purchases were unpacked.
"If one can't have a romance oneself, the next best thing is to be mixed up in someone else's," replied Miss Toombs.
Mavis and her friend sat down to a supper of strawberries and cream, whilst they drank claret and soda water. Jill was not forgotten; Miss Toombs had bought her a pound of meat scraps from the butcher's, which the dog critically consumed in a corner.
"Let me hear about your romance and all the Melkbridge news," said Mavis, as she stopped her friend from pouring more cream upon her plate of strawberries.
"Blow Melkbridge!" exclaimed Miss Toombs, her face hardening.
"But I love it. I'm always thinking about it, and I'd give anything to go back there."
"Eh!"
"I said I'd give anything to be back there."
"Rot!"
"Why rot?"
"You mustn't dream of going back," cried Miss Toombs anxiously.
"Why on earth not?"
"Eh! Oh, because I say so."
"Does anyone down there know?"
"Not that I'm aware of."
"Then why shouldn't I go back?"
"There's no reason, only—"
"Only what?"
"Let me tell you of my romance."
"Very well, only—"
"When I tell you I'm in love, I don't think you ought to interrupt," remarked Miss Toombs.
"I only wanted to know why I mustn't dream of going back to Melkbridge," said Mavis anxiously.
"Because I can get you a better job elsewhere. There now!"
"Let's hear of your love affair," said Mavis, partly satisfied by Miss Toombs's reason for not wishing her to return to the place where her lover was.
"Five weeks ago, a man strode into our office at the factory; tall, big, upright, sunburned."
"Who was he?" asked Mavis.
"He wasn't a man at all; he was a god. And his clothes! Oh, my dear, my heart came up in my mouth. And when he gave me his card—"
"Who was he?" interrupted Mavis.
"Can't you guess?"
"Give it up."
"Captain Sir Archibald Windebank."
"Really!"
"I wish it hadn't been. I've never forgotten him since."
"What did he want?"
"You!"
"Me?"
"You, you lucky girl! Has he ever kissed you?"
"Once."
"Damn you! No, I don't mean that. You were made for love. But why didn't you hold him in your arms and never let him go? I should have."
"That's not a proper suggestion," laughed Mavis. "What did he want me for?"
"He wanted to find out what had become of you."
"What did you tell him?"
"I didn't get much chance. Directly he saw Miss Hunter was nice-looking, he addressed all his remarks to her."
"Not really?"
"A fact. Then I got sulky and got on with my work."
"What did she say?"
"What could she say? But, my goodness, wouldn't she have told some lies if I hadn't been there, and she had had him all to herself!"
"Lies about me?"
"She hated the sight of you. She never could forgive you because you were better born than she. And, would you believe it, she started to set her cap at him."
"Little cat!"
"He said he would come again to see if we heard any more of you, and, when he went, she actually made eyes at him. And, if that weren't enough, she wore her best dress and all her nick-knacks every day till he came again."
"He did come again?"
"This time he spoke to me. He went soon after I told him we hadn't heard of you."
"Did he send you to town to look for me?"
"I did that on my own. I traced you to a dancing academy, then to North Kensington, and then to New Cross."
"Where at New Cross?" asked Mavis, fearful that her friend had inquired for her at Mrs Gowler's.
"I'd been given an address, but I lost it on the way. I described you to the station master and asked if he could help me. He remembered a lady answering your description having a box sent to an address in Pimlico. When I told him you were a missing relative, he turned it up."
"Why didn't you call?"
"I didn't know if you were Mrs Kenrick, and, if you were, how you would take my 'nosing' into your affairs."
"Why did you bother?"
"I always liked you, and when I feared you'd got into a scrape for love of a man, my heart went out to you and I wanted to help you."
Mavis bent over to kiss her friend before saying: "I only hope I live to do you a good turn."
"You've done it already by making friends with me. But isn't Hunter a pig?"
"I hate her," said Mavis emphatically.
"She tried to get my time for her holidays, but it's now arranged that she goes away when I get back."
"Where is she going?" asked Mavis absently.
"Cornwall."
"Cornwall? Which part?"
"South, I believe. Why?"
"Curiosity," replied Mavis.
Then Miss Toombs told Mavis the rest of the Melkbridge news. She learned how Mr and Mrs Trivett had given up Pennington Farm and were now living in Melkbridge, where Miss Toombs had heard that they had a hard struggle to get along. Miss Toombs mentioned several other names well known to Mavis; but she did not speak of Charlie Perigal.
It was a long time before Mavis slept that night. She had long and earnestly thanked her Heavenly Father for having sent kindly Miss Toombs to help her in her distress. She then lay awake for quite a long while, wondering why Miss Toombs had been against her going to Melkbridge. Vague, intangible fears hovered about her, which were associated with her lover and his many promises to marry her. He also was at Melkbridge. Mavis tried to persuade herself that Miss Toombs's objection to her going to the same place could have nothing in common with the fact of her lover's presence there.
The next morning, while the two friends were breakfasting, Mavis again spoke of the matter.
"I can't make out why you were so against my going to Melkbridge," she said.
"Have you been worrying about it?" asked Miss Toombs.
"Yes. Is there any reason why I shouldn't go back?"
"You great big silly! The reason why I didn't want you to go there is because I might get you a better job in town."
"But you told me last night you were friendless. Friendless girls can't get others work in town. So don't try and get over me by saying that."
Miss Toombs explained how the manager of a London house, which had extensive dealings with Devitt's boot factory, was indebted to her for certain crooked business ways that she had made straight. She told Mavis that she had gone to see this man on Mr Devitt's behalf since she had been in town, and that he was anxious to keep in her good books. She thought that a word from her would get Mavis employment.
Mavis thanked her friend; she made no further mention of the matter which occasionally disturbed her peace of mind.
For all her friend's kindly offer, she longed to tread the familiar ways of the country town which was so intimately associated with the chief event of her life.
During the five unexpired days of Miss Toombs's holiday, the two women were rarely apart. Of a morning they would take the baby to the grounds of Chelsea Hospital, which, save for the presence of the few who were familiar with its quietude, they had to themselves. Once or twice, they took a 'bus to the further side of the river, when they would sit in a remote corner of Battersea Park. They also went to Kew Gardens and Richmond Park. Mavis had not, for many long weeks, known such happiness as that furnished by Miss Toombs's society. Her broad views of life diminished Mavis's concern at the fact of her being a mother without being a wife.
The time came when Mavis set out for Paddington (she left the baby behind in charge of Jill), in order to see her friend go by the afternoon train to Melkbridge. Mavis was silent. She wished that she were journeying over the hundred miles which lay between where she stood and her lover. Miss Toombs was strangely cheerful: to such an extent, that Mavis wondered if her friend guessed the secret of her lover's identity, and, divining her heart's longings, was endeavouring to distract her thoughts from their probable preoccupation. Mavis thanked her friend again and again for all she had done for her. Miss Toombs had that morning received a letter from her London boot acquaintance in reply to one she had written concerning Mavis. This letter had told Miss Toombs that her friend should fill the first vacancy that might occur. Upon the strength of this promise, Miss Toombs had prevailed on Mavis to accept five pounds from her; but Mavis had only taken it upon the understanding that the money was a loan.
While they were talking outside Miss Toombs's third class compartment, Mavis saw Montague Devitt pass on his way to a first, followed by two porters, who were staggering beneath the weight of a variety of parcels. Mavis hoped that he would not see her; but the fates willed otherwise. One of the porters dropped a package, which fell with a resounding thwack at Mavis's feet. Devitt turned, to see Mavis.
"Miss Keeves!" he said, raising his hat.
Mavis bowed.
"May I speak to you a moment?" he asked, after glancing at Miss Toombs, and furtively lifting his hat to this person.
Mavis joined him.
"What has become of you all this time?"
"I've been working in London."
"I've often thought of you. What are you doing now?"
"I'm looking for something to do."
"I suppose you'd never care to come back and work for me in Melkbridge?"
"Nothing I should like better," remarked Mavis, as her heart leapt.
They talked for two or three minutes longer, when, the train being on the point of starting, Devitt said:
"Send me your address and I'll see you have your old work again."
Mavis thanked him.
"Just met Miss Toombs?" he asked.
"She's been staying with me. Thank you so much."
Mavis hurried from the man's carriage to that containing her friend, who was standing anxiously by the window.
"It's all right!" cried Mavis excitedly.
"What's all right, dear?" cried Miss Toombs as the train began to move.
"I'm coming to work at Melkbridge. It's au revoir, dear!"
Mavis was astonished, and not a little disquieted, to see the expression of concern which came over her friend's disappearing face at this announcement.
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
AN OLD FRIEND
Four days later, Mavis spent the late afternoon with her baby and Jill in the grounds of Chelsea Hospital. She then took a 'bus to Ebury Bridge (Jill running behind), to get out here and walk to her lodging. As she went up Halverton Street, she noticed, in the failing light, a tall, soldierly looking man standing on the other side of the road. But the presence of men of military bearing, even in Halverton Street, was not sufficiently infrequent to call for remark. Mavis opened her door with the key and went to her room. Here, she fed her baby and ate something herself. When her boy fell asleep, Mavis left him in charge of Jill and went out to do some shopping. She had not gone far when she heard footsteps behind her, as if seeking to overtake her. Mavis, who was well used to being accosted by night prowlers, quickened her steps, but to no purpose: a moment or two later, someone touched her arm. She turned angrily, to see Windebank beside her. Her expression relaxed, to become very hard.
"Don't you know me?" he asked huskily.
She stopped, but did not reply. She recalled the man she had seen standing on the other side of the road, and whom she now believed to have been Windebank. If it were he, and he had been waiting to see her, he had undoubtedly seen her baby. Rage, self-pity at the realisation of her helplessness, defiance, desire to protect the good name of the loved one, filled her being. She walked for some moments in silence, he following.
"Are you very angry?" he asked.
"Yes."
"I'm sorry."
The deep note of sincerity in his voice might have arrested her wrath. If anything, his emotion stimulated her anger.
"Why do, you take pleasure in spying on me?" she cried. "I always knew you were a beast."
"Eh! Oh, rot!" he replied.
"Why can't you leave me alone? You would if you knew how I hated you."
"Do you mean that?" he asked quietly.
"You shouldn't have spied on me."
"Don't be angry: at least not very. You wouldn't if you knew how I've longed to see you again, to find out what's become of you."
"You know now!" she exclaimed defiantly.
"And since I know, what is the use of your getting angry?"
"I hate meanness," cried Mavis.
"Eh!"
"Spying's meanness. It's hateful: hateful."
"So are fools," he cried, with a vehemence approaching hers.
She looked at him, surprised. He went on:
"I hate fools, and much, much as I think of you and much as you will always be to me, I can't help telling you what a fool you've been."
"Not so loud," urged Mavis. They had now reached the corner of much-frequented Lupus Street, where the man's emphatic voice would attract attention.
"I'll say what I please. And if I choose to tell you I think you a precious fool, nothing on earth shall stop me."
"That's right: insult me," remarked Mavis, who was secretly pleased at his unrestrained anger.
"'Insult' be hanged! You're an arrant, downright fool! You'd only to say the word to have been my wife."
"What an honour!" laughed Mavis, saying the first words which came into her head. The next moment she would have given much to have been able to recall them.
"For me," said Windebank gravely. "And I know I'd have made you happy."
"I believe you would," admitted Mavis, wishing to atone for her thoughtless remark.
As if moved by a common impulse, they crossed Lupus Street and sought the first quiet thoroughfare which presented itself. This happened to be Cambridge Street, along the shabby pretentiousness of which they walked for some minutes in silence, each occupied with their thoughts.
"How did you find out where I was?" she asked.
"Miss Toombs."
"You've seen her?"
"She sent me 'Halverton Street' written on a piece of paper. I guessed what it meant."
"You spoke to her before about me?"
"Yes. I was anxious to know what had become of you."
"You needn't have bothered."
"I couldn't help myself."
"You really, really cared?"
"A bit. And now I see what a fool you've been—-"
"It won't make any difference," she interrupted.
"What do you mean?" he asked quickly.
"It won't make any difference to me. I'm to be married any day now."
"What's that?" he asked quickly.
Mavis repeated her statement.
"To whom?"
"The man I love; whom else?"
"Are you counting on that?"
"Of course," she answered, surprised at the question.
She wondered what he could mean, but she could get no enlightenment from his face, which preserved a sphinx-like impenetrability.
"What are you thinking of?" she asked.
"How best to help you."
"I'm not in need of help: besides, I can take care of myself."
"H'm! Where were you going when I met you?"
"Shopping."
"May I come too?"
"It wouldn't interest you."
"How long can you spare?"
"Not long. Why?"
They had now reached the Wilton Road. By way of reply to her question, he elbowed her into one of the pretentious restaurants which lined the side of the thoroughfare on which they walked.
"I'm not hungry," she protested.
"Do as you're told," he replied, urging her to a table.
He called the waiter and ordered an elaborate meal to be brought with all dispatch. He then took off the light overcoat covering his evening clothes before joining Mavis, who was surprised to see how much older he was looking.
"What are you staring at?" he asked.
"You. Have you had trouble?"
"Yes," he replied, looking her hard in the eyes.
"I'm sorry," she remarked, dropping hers.
As if to leaven her previous ungraciousness, Mavis ate as much of the food as she could. She noticed, however, that, beyond sipping his wine, Windebank merely made pretence of eating: but for all his remissness with regard to his own needs, he was full of tender concern for her comfort.
"You're eating nothing," she presently remarked.
"Like our other meal in Regent Street."
She nodded reminiscently.
"You hadn't forgotten?"
"It was the night I left you in the fog."
"Like the little fool you were!"
She did not make any reply. He seemed preoccupied for the remainder of the meal, an absent-mindedness which was now and again interrupted by sparks of forced gaiety.
She wondered if he had anything on his mind. She had previously resolved to wish him good-bye when they left the restaurant; but, somehow, when they went out together, she made no objection to his accompanying her in the direction of Halverton Street, the reason being that she felt wholly at home with him; he seemed so potent to protect her; he was so concerned for her happiness and well-being. She revelled in the unaccustomed security which his presence inspired.
"What are you going to buy?" he asked, as they again approached Lupus Street.
"Odds and ends."
"You must let me carry them."
She smiled a little sadly, but otherwise made no reply to Windebank's suggestion. She was bent on enjoying to the full her new-found sensation of security. When they reached Lupus Street, she went into the mean shops to order or get (in either case to pay for) the simple things she needed. These comprised bovril, tea, bacon, sugar, methylated spirit, bread, milk, a chop, a cauliflower, six bottles of stout, and three pounds of potatoes. Whatever shop she entered, Windebank insisted on accompanying her, and, in most cases, quadrupled her order; in others, bought all kinds of things which he thought she might want. In any other locality, the sight of a man in evening dress, with prosperity written all over him, accompanying a shabbily-dressed girl, as Mavis then was, in her shopping, would have excited comment; but in Pimlico, anything of this nature was not considered at all out of the way.
Windebank, loaded with parcels, accompanied Mavis to the door of her lodging. Here, she opened the door, and in three or four journeys to her room relieved Windebank of his burdens. She was loth to let him go. Seeing that her baby was sleeping peacefully, she said to Windebank, when she joined him outside:
"I'll walk a little way with you."
"It's very good of you."
As they walked towards Victoria, neither of them seemed eager for speech. They were both oppressed by the realisation of the inevitable roads to which life's travellers are bound, despite the personal predilections of the wayfarers.
"Little Mavis! little Mavis! what is going to happen?" he presently asked.
"I'm going to be married and live happily ever after," she answered.
"I've had shocking luck. I mean with regard to you," he continued.
Mavis making no reply to this remark, he went on:
"But what I can't understand is, why you ran away that night when I got you out of Mrs Hamilton's."
"I escaped in the fog."
"But why? Why? Little Mavis! little Mavis! these things are much too sacred to play the fool with."
"I ran away out of consideration for you."
"Eh?"
"Why else should I? I didn't want you to burden your life with a nobody like me."
"Are you serious?"
She laughed bitterly.
"Well, I'm hanged!" he cried.
"It's no use worrying now."
"One can't altogether help it. Why hadn't you a better sense of your value? I'd have married you; I'd have lived for you, and I swear I'd have made you happy."
"I know you would," she assented.
"And now I find you like this."
"I'll be going back now."
"I'll turn with you if I may."
"You'll be late."
"I'll chance that," he laughed. "Months before I met you at Mrs Hamilton's, I heard about you from Devitt."
"What did he say?"
"It was just before you were going down to see him, from some school you were at, about taking a governess's billet. He told me of this, and I sent you a message."
"I never had it."
"Not really?"
"A fact. What was it?"
"I said that my people and myself were no end of keen on seeing you again and that we wanted you to come down and stay."
"You told him that?"
"One day in the market-place at Melkbridge. Afterwards, I often asked about you, if he knew your address and all that; but I never got anything out of him."
"But he knew all the time where I was. I don't understand."
"Little Mavis is very young."
"That's right: insult me," she laughed.
"Those sort of people with a marriageable daughter aren't going to handicap their chances by having sweet Mavis about the house."
"People aren't really like that!"
"Not a bit; they're as artless as you. My dear little Mavis, one 'ud think you'd never left the nursery."
"But I have."
"Curse it, you have! Why did you? Oh! why did you?"
"Do as I've done?"
"Yes. Why did you?"
"I loved him."
"Eh?"
"The only possible reason—I loved him."
"And if you'd loved me, you'd have done the same for me?"
"If you'd asked me."
"For me? For me?"
"If I loved you, and if you asked me."
"But that's just it. If a chap truly loves a girl, he'd rather die than injure a hair of her head. And if you loved me, my one idea would be to protect my darling little Mavis from all harm. Why—-"
He stopped. Mavis's face was drawn as if she were in great pain.
"What's the matter?" he asked.
"How dare you? Oh, how dare you?"
"Dare I what?" he asked, much perplexed at her sudden anger.
"Insult the man I love. If what you say is true, it would mean he didn't truly love me. You lie! I tell you he does! You lie—you lie!"
"You're right," assented Windebank sadly, after a moment's thought. "You're quite right. I made a mistake. I ask everyone's pardon. How could any man fail to appreciate you?"
Much to his surprise, her anger soon abated. A not too convincing light-heartedness took the place of this stormy ebullition. If Windebank had been more skilled in the mechanism of a woman's heart, he would have promptly divined the girl's gaiety had been wilfully assumed, in order to conceal from herself the anxiety that Windebank's words, with reference to the proper conduct of a true lover, had inspired. By the time they had reached her door, she had expended her fund of forced gaiety; she was again the subdued Mavis whom trouble had fashioned. She thanked Windebank many times for his kindness; although she was tired, she was in no mood to leave him. She liked the restfulness that she discovered in his company; also, she dreaded to-night the society of her own thoughts.
They were now standing in the street immediately outside the door of her lodging. They had been silent for some moments. Mavis regretfully realised that he must soon leave her.
"Will you do me a favour?" he asked suddenly.
She looked up inquiringly.
"May I see—-?" he continued softly. "May I see—-?"
"My boy?" she asked, divining his wish.
She thought for a moment before slipping into the house. A little later, she came out carrying the sleeping baby in her arms. Mavis's heart inclined to Windebank for his request; at the same time, she knew well that, were she a man, and in his present situation, she would not be the least interested in the loved woman's child, whose father was a successful rival.
Windebank uncovered the little one's face. He looked at it intently for a while. He then bent down to kiss the baby's forehead.
"God bless you, little boy!" he murmured. "God bless you and your beautiful mother!"
He then covered the baby's face, and walked quickly away in the direction of Victoria.
That night, Mavis saw dawn touch the eastern sky with light before she slept. She lay awake, wondering at and trying to resolve into coherence the many things which had gone to the shaping of her life. What impressed her most was that so many events of moment had been brought about by trivial incidents to which she had attached no importance at the time of their happening. Strive as she might, she could not hide from herself how much happier would have been her lot if she had loved and married Windebank. It also seemed to her as if fate had done much to bring them together. She recalled, in this connection, how she again met this friend of her early youth at Mrs Hamilton's, of all places, where he had not only told her of the nature of the house into which she had been decoyed, but had set her free of the place. Then had followed the revelation of her hitherto concealed identity, a confession which had called into being all his old-time, boyish infatuation for her. To prevent possible developments of this passion for a portionless girl from interfering with his career, she had left him, to lose herself in the fog. If her present situation were a misfortune, it had arisen from her abnormal, and, as it had turned out, mischievous consideration for his welfare. But scruples of the nature which she had displayed were assuredly numbered amongst the virtues, and to arrive at the conclusion that evil had arisen from the practice of virtue was unthinkable. Such a sorry sequence could not be; God would not permit it.
Mavis's head ached. Life to her seemed an inexplicable tangle, from which one fact stood out with insistent prominence. This, that although Windebank's thoughtless words about the safety of a woman with the man who truly loved her had awakened considerable apprehension in her heart, she realised how necessary it was to trust Perigal even more (if that were possible) than she had ever done before. He was her life, her love, her all. She trusted and believed in him implicitly. She was sure that she would love him till the last moment of her life. With this thought in her heart, with his name on her lips, the while she clutched Perigal's ring, which Miss Toombs's generosity had enabled her to get out of pawn, she fell asleep.
The first post brought two letters. One was from Miss Toombs's business acquaintance, offering her a berth at twenty-eight shillings a week; the other was from Montague Devitt, confirming the offer he had made Mavis at Paddington. Devitt's letter told her that she could resume work on the following Monday fortnight. It did not take Mavis the fraction of a second to decide which of the two offers she would accept. She sat down and wrote to Mr Devitt to thank him for his letter; she said that the would be pleased to commence her duties at the time suggested. The question of where and how she was to lodge her baby at Melkbridge, and, at the same time, avoid all possible risk of its identity being discovered, she left for future consideration. She was coming back from posting the letter, when she was overtaken by Windebank, who was driving a superb motor car. He pulled up by the kerb of the pavement on which she was walking.
"Good morning," he cried cheerily. "I was coming to take you out."
"Shopping?" she asked.
"To have a day in the country. Jump in and we'll drive back for the youngster."
"It's very kind of you, but—-"
"There are no 'buts.' I insist."
"I really mustn't go," said Mavis, thinking longingly of the peace of the country.
"But you must. Remember you've someone else to think of besides yourself."
"You?"
"The youngster. A change to country air would do him no end of good."
"Do you really think it would?" asked Mavis, hesitating before accepting his offer.
"Think! I know. If you don't want to come, it's your duty to sacrifice yourself for the boy's health."
This decided Mavis. Less than an hour later, they were driving in the cool of Surrey lanes, where the sweet air and the novelty of the motion brought colour to Mavis's cheeks.
They lunched at a wayside inn, to sit, when the simple meal was over, in the garden where the air was musical with bees.
"This is peace," exclaimed Mavis, who was entranced with the change from dirty, mean Pimlico.
"As your life should always be, little Mavis."
"It is going to be."
"But what are you going to do till this marriage comes off?"
Mavis told him how it was arranged that she was soon to commence work at Melkbridge. Much to her surprise and considerably to her mind's disquiet, Windebank hotly attempted to dissuade her from this course. He urged a variety of reasons, the chief of which was the risk she ran of the fact of her motherhood being discovered. But he might as well have talked to Jill, who accompanied the party. Mavis's mind was made up. The obstacles he sought to put in her way, if anything, strengthened her determination. One concession, however, he wrung from her—this, that if ever she were in trouble she would not hesitate to seek his aid. On the return home in the cool of the evening, Windebank asked if he could secure her better accommodation than where she now lived until she left for Wiltshire. Mavis would not hear of it, till Windebank pointed out that her child's health might be permanently injured by further residence in unwholesome Halverton Street. Before Mavis fell in with his request, she stipulated that she was not to pay more than a pound a week for any rooms she might engage. When she got back, she was overwhelmed with inquiries from Lil, the girl upstairs, with reference to "the mug" whom she (Mavis) had captured. But Mavis scarcely listened to the girl's questions; she was wondering why, first of all, Miss Toombs and then Windebank should be against her going to Melkbridge. Her renewed faith in Perigal prevented her from believing that any act of his was responsible for their anxiety in the matter. She could only conclude that they believed that in journeying to Melkbridge, as she purposed, she ran a great risk of her motherhood being discovered.
The next morning, Mavis set about looking for the new rooms which she had promised Windebank to get. Now she could afford to pay a reasonable price for accommodation, she was enabled to insist upon good value for the money. The neat appearance of a house in Cambridge Street, which announced that lodgings were to let, attracted her. A clean, white-capped servant showed her two comfortably furnished rooms, which were to let at the price Mavis was prepared to pay. She learned that the landlady was a Mrs Taylor. Upon asking to see her, a woman, whose face still displayed considerable beauty, glided into the room.
Mrs Taylor spoke in a low, sweet voice; she would like to accommodate Mavis, but she had to be very, very particular: one had to be so careful nowadays. Could Mavis furnish references; failing that, would Mavis tell her what place of worship she attended? Mavis referred Mrs Taylor to Miss Toombs at Melkbridge and Mrs Scatchard at North Kensington, which satisfied the landlady. When, twenty-four hours later, Mavis moved in, she found that Windebank had already sent in a profusion of wines, meats, fruit and flowers for her use. She was wishing she could send them back, when Mrs Taylor came into her sitting-room with her hands to her head.
Upon Mavis asking what was amiss, she learned that Mrs Taylor had a violent headache and the only thing that did her any good was champagne, which she could not possibly afford. Mavis hastened to offer Mrs Taylor a bottle of the two dozen of champagne which were among the things that Windebank had sent in.
Under the influence of champagne, Mrs Taylor became expansive. She had already noted the abundance with which Mavis was surrounded.
"Have you a gentleman friend, dear?" she presently asked in her soft, caressing voice.
"I have one very dear friend," remarked Mavis, thinking of Windebank.
"I hope you're very careful," remarked Mrs Taylor.
"What do you mean?"
"Excuse my mentioning it, but gentlemen will be gentlemen where a pretty girl is concerned."
"Thank you, but I am quite, quite safe," replied Mavis hotly. "And do you know why?"
Mrs Taylor shook her auburn head.
"I'll tell you. It's because he loves me more than anything else in the world. And, therefore, I'm safe," she declared proudly.
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
MAVIS GOES TO MELKBRIDGE
On the following Sunday fortnight, Mavis left the train at Dippenham quite late in the evening. She purposed driving with her baby and Jill in a fly the seven miles necessary to take her to Melkbridge. She choose this means of locomotion in order to secure the privacy which might not be hers if she took the train to her destination.
During the last few days, her boy had not enjoyed his usual health; he had lost appetite and could not sleep for any length of time. Mavis believed the stuffy atmosphere of Pimlico to be responsible for her baby's ailing; she had great hopes of the Melkbridge air effecting an improvement in his health.
She had travelled down in a reserved first-class compartment, which Windebank, who had seen her off at Paddington, had secured. He had only been a few minutes on the platform, as he had to catch the boat train at Charing Cross, he being due at Breslau the following day, to witness the German army manoeuvres on a special commission from the War Office.
Mavis had seen much of him during her stay at Mrs Taylor's. At all times, he had urged upon Mavis the inadvisability of going to Melkbridge. He was so against this contemplated proceeding that he had vainly offered to settle money on her if only it would induce her to forego her intention. Miss Toombs had by letter joined her entreaties to Windebank's. She pointed out that if Mavis brought her child to Melkbridge, as she purposed doing, it was pretty certain that its identity would be discovered. But Windebank pleaded and Miss Toombs wrote to no purpose. Before Windebank had said good-bye at Paddington, he again made Mavis promise that she would not hesitate to communicate at once with him should she meet with further trouble.
The gravity with which he made this request awakened disquiet in her mind, which diminished as her proximity to Melkbridge increased. Impatient to lessen the distance that separated her from her destination, she quickly selected a fly. A porter helped the driver with her luggage; she settled herself with her baby and Jill, and very soon they were lumbering down the ill-paved street. Her mind was so intent on the fact of her increasing nearness to the loved one, that she gave but a passing remembrance to the occasion of her last visit to Dippenham, when she had met Perigal after letting him know that she was about to become a mother. Her eyes strained eagerly from the window of the fly in the direction of Melkbridge. She was blind, deaf, indifferent to anything, other than her approaching meeting with her lover, which she was sure could not long be delayed now she had come to live so near his home. She was to lodge with her old friend Mrs Trivett, who had moved into a cottage on the Broughton Road.
Mavis had written to tell Mrs Trivett the old story of her fictitious marriage; she had, also, stated that for the present she wished this fact, together with the parentage of her child, to be kept a strict secret. Mavis little recked the risk she ran of discovery. She was obsessed by the desire to breathe the Melkbridge air. She believed that her presence there would in some way or other make straight the tangle into which she had got her life. The fly had left Dippenham well behind, and was ambling up and down the inclines of the road. Mavis looked out at the stone walls which, in these parts, take the place of hedgerows: she recognised with delight this reminder that she was again in Wiltshire. Four miles further, she would pass a lodge gate and the grounds of Major Perigal's place. She might even catch a glimpse of the house amongst the trees as she passed. As the miles were wearily surmounted and the dwelling of the loved one came ever nearer, Mavis's heart beat fast with excitement. She continually craned her neck from the window to see if the spot she longed to feast her eyes upon were in sight. When it ultimately crept into view, she could scarcely contain herself for joy. She caught up her baby from the seat to hold him as high as it was possible in order that he might catch a glimpse of his darling daddy's home.
The baby arms were hot and dry to the touch, but Mavis was too intent on looking eagerly across the expanse of park to notice this just now. Many lights flashed in her eyes, to be hidden immediately behind trees. Her lover's home was unusually illuminated to-night—unusually, because, at other times, when she had passed it, only one or two lights had been visible, Major Perigal living the life of a recluse who disliked intercourse with his species. Half an hour later, Mavis was putting her baby to bed at Mrs Trivett's. His face was flushed, his eyes staring and wide awake; but Mavis put down these manifestations to the trying journey from town. She went downstairs to eat a few mouthfuls with Mr and Mrs Trivett before returning to his side. She found them much altered; they had aged considerably and were weighted with care. Music teaching in Melkbridge was a sorry crutch on which to lean for support. During the short meal, neither husband nor wife said much. Mavis wondered if this taciturnity were due to any suspicions they might entertain of Mavis's unwedded state. But when Mrs Trivett came upstairs with her, she sat on the bed and burst into tears.
Upon Mavis asking what was amiss, Mrs Trivett told her that they were overwhelmed with debt and consequent difficulties to such an extent, that they did not know from one day to another if they would continue to have a roof over their heads. She also told Mavis that her coming as a lodger had been in the nature of a godsend, and that she had returned to Melkbridge upon the anniversary of the day on which her husband had commenced his disastrous tenancy of Pennington Farm.
Mavis slept little that night. Her baby was restless and wailed fitfully throughout the long hours, during which the anxious mother did her best to comfort him. Mavis made up her mind to call in a doctor if he were not better in the morning. When she was dressing, the baby seemed calmer and more inclined to sleep, therefore she had small compunction in leaving him in Mrs Trivett's motherly arms when, some two hours later, she left the Broughton Road for the boot factory. Miss Toombs was already at the office when she got there. Mavis scarcely recognised her friend, so altered was she in appearance. Dark rings encircled her eyes; her skin was even more pasty than was its wont. Mavis noticed that when her friend kissed her, she was trembling.
"What's the matter, dear?" asked Mavis.
"Indigestion. It's nothing at all."
The two friends talked quickly and quietly till Miss Hunter joined them. Beyond giving Mavis the curtest of nods, this young person took no notice of her.
Mavis was more grateful than otherwise for Miss Hunter's indifference; she had feared a series of searching questions with regard to all that had happened since she had been away from Melkbridge.
Miss Toombs's appearance and conduct at meeting with Mavis was not the only strange behaviour which she displayed. When anyone came into the office, she seemed in a fever of apprehension; also, when anyone spoke to Mavis, her friend would at once approach and speak in such a manner as to send them about their business as soon as possible. Mavis wondered what it could mean.
Her boy did not seem quite so well when she got back to Mrs Trivett's for the midday meal. During the afternoon's work, her anxiety was such that she could scarcely concentrate her attention on what she was doing. When she hurried home in the evening, the boy was decidedly worse; there was no gainsaying the seriousness of his symptoms. Every time Mavis tried to make him take nourishment, he would cry out as if it hurt him to swallow.
Mrs Trivett, who had had much experience with the ailments of a sister's big family, feared that the baby was sickening for something. Mavis would have sent for a doctor at once, but Mrs Trivett pointed out that doctors could do next to nothing for sick babies beyond ordering them to be kept warm and to have nourishment in the shape of two drops of brandy in water every two hours; also, that if it were necessary to have skilled advice, the doctor had better be sent for when Mavis was at the boot factory; otherwise, he might ask questions bearing on matters which, just now, Mavis would prefer not to make public. Mrs Trivett had much trouble in making the distraught mother appreciate the wisdom of this advice. She only fell in with the woman's views when she reflected, quite without cause, that the doctor's inevitable questioning might, in some remote way, compromise her lover. Late in the evening, when it was dark, Miss Toombs came round to see how matters were going.
"It's all your fault, foolish Mavis, for coming to Melkbridge," she remarked, when Mavis had told her of her perplexities.
"But how was I to know?"
"The only way to have guarded against complications was to keep away altogether. I suppose you wouldn't go even now?"
"He's much too ill to move. Besides—-"
"Will you go when he's better, if I tell you something?"
"What?" asked Mavis, seriously alarmed by the deadly earnestness of her friend's manner.
"Miss Hunter!"
"What of her?"
"First tell me, where was it you went for your—your honeymoon?"
"Polperro. Why?"
"That's one of the places she's been to."
"And you think—-?"
"Her manner's so funny. And you wondered why I was so jolly keen on your not coming to Melkbridge!"
"I thought—I hoped my troubles were at an end," murmured Mavis.
"Whatever happens, you can rely on me till the death—when it's after dark."
"What do you mean?" asked Mavis.
"Why, that much, much as I love you, I'm not going to risk the loss of my winter fire, hot-water bottles, and books, for getting mixed up in any scrape pretty Mavis gets herself into."
The next morning Mavis went to business in a state bordering on distraction. The baby was not one whit better, and even hopeful Mrs Trivett had shaken her head sadly. But she had pointed out that Mavis could not help matters by remaining at home; she also promised to send for a doctor should the baby's health not improve in the course of the morning. Mavis was so distraught that she stared wildly at the one or two people she chanced to meet, who, knowing her, seemed disposed to stop and speak. She wondered if she should let her lover know the disquieting state of his son's health. So far, she had not told him of her coming to Melkbridge, wishing the inevitable meeting to come as a delightful surprise. When she got to the office, she found a long letter from Windebank, which she scarcely read, so greatly was her mind disturbed. She only noted the request on which he was always insisting, namely, that she was at once to communicate with him should she find herself in trouble.
When she got back at midday, she found that, the baby being no better, Mrs Trivett had sent her husband for a doctor who had recently come to Melkbridge; also, that he had promised to call directly after lunch. With this information, Mavis had to possess herself in patience till she learned the doctor's report. That afternoon, the moments were weighted with leaden feet. Three o'clock came; Mavis was beginning to congratulate herself that, if the doctor had pronounced anything seriously amiss with her child, Mrs Trivett would not have failed to communicate with her, when a boy came into the office to ask for Miss Keeves.
She jumped up excitedly, and the boy put a note into her hand. A faintness overwhelmed her so that she could hardly find strength with which to tear open the missive. When she finally did so, she read: "Come at once, much trouble," scrawled in Mrs Trivett's writing.
Mavis, scarcely knowing what she was doing, reached for her hat, the while Miss Toombs watched her with sympathetic eyes. At the same time, one of the factory foremen came into the office and put an envelope into Mavis's hand. She paid no attention to this last beyond stuffing it into a pocket of her frock. Her one concern was to reach the Broughton Road with as little delay as possible. Once outside the factory, she closely questioned the boy as he ran beside her, but he could tell her nothing beyond that Mrs Trivett had given him a penny to bring Mavis the note. When Mavis, breathless and faint, arrived at Mrs Trivett's gate, she saw two or three people staring curiously at the cottage. She all but fell against the door, and was at once admitted by Mrs Trivett.
"The worst! Let me know the worst!" gasped the terror-stricken girl.
Mavis was told that her baby was ill with diphtheria; also, that a broker's man was in possession at Mrs Trivett's.
"Will he get over it?" was Mavis's next question.
"It's for a lot of money. It's just on thirty pounds."
"I mean my boy."
"The doctor has hopes. He's coming in again presently."
Mavis hurried to the stairs leading to her bedroom. As she went up these, she brushed against a surly-looking man who was coming down. She rightly judged him to be the man in possession. She found the little sufferer stretched upon his bed of pain with wildly dilating eyes; it wrung Mavis's heart to see what difficulty he had with his breathing. If she could only have done something to ease her baby's sufferings, she would have been better able to bear the intolerable suspense. She realised that she could do nothing till the doctor paid his next visit. But she had forgotten; one thing she could do: she could pray for divine assistance to the Heavenly Father who was able to heal all earthly ills. This she did. Mavis prayed long and earnestly, with words that came from her heart. She told Him how she had endured pain, sorrow, countless debasing indignities without murmuring; if only in consideration of these, she begged that the life of her little one might be spared.
Whilst thus engaged, Mavis heard a tap at the door. She got up impatiently as she called to whomsoever it might be to enter.
Mrs Trivett came in with many apologies for disturbing Mavis. She then told her lodger that the broker's man was aware of the illness from which Mavis's baby was suffering; also that, as he was a family man, he objected to being in a house where there was a contagious disease, and that, if the child were not removed to the local fever hospital by the evening, he would inform the authorities. Mrs Trivett's information spelt further trouble for Mavis. Apart from her natural disinclination to confide her dearly loved child to the care of strangers, she saw a direct menace to herself should the man carry out his threat of insisting on the removal of the child. Montague Devitt was much bound up with the town's municipal authorities. In this capacity, it was conceivable that he might discover the identity of the child's mother; failing this, her visits to the hospital to learn the child's progress would probably excite comment, which, in a small town like Melkbridge, could easily be translated into gossip that must reach the ears of the Devitt family. The cloud of trouble hung heavily over Mavis.
"Can't—can't anything be done?" she asked desperately.
"It's either the hospital or paying the broker."
"How much is it?"
"Twenty-nine pounds sixteen."
"That's easily got," remarked Mavis. "At once?" asked Mrs Trivett, as her worn face brightened.
"I don't suppose I could get it till the morrow. It would be then too late?"
"But if you're sure of getting it, something might be arranged."
"Would the man take my word?"
"No. But he might know someone who would lend the money in a way that would be convenient."
"See him at once. Find out if anything can be done," urged the distracted mother.
Five minutes later, whilst Mavis was waiting in suspense, Mrs Trivett came up to say that the doctor had come again. Mavis had no time to ask her landlady what she had done with the broker's man, as the doctor came into the room directly after he had been announced. He was quite a young doctor, on whom the manners of an elderly man sat incongruously. He glanced keenly at Mavis as he bowed to her; then, without saying a word, he fell to examining the child's throat.
"Well?" asked Mavis breathlessly, when he had satisfied himself of its condition.
"I must ask you a few questions," replied the doctor.
"What do you wish to know?" she asked with anxious heart.
He asked her much about the baby's place of birth, subsequent health and diet.
When Mavis told him of the Pimlico supplied milk, which she had sterilised herself, he shook his head.
"That accounts for the whole trouble," he remarked. "You should have fed him yourself."
"It didn't agree with him, and then it went away," Mavis told him.
"Ah, you had worry?"
"A bit. Do you think he'll pull through?"
"I'll tell you more to-night," he informed her.
Mavis attracted men. The doctor, not being blind to her fascinations, was not indisposed to linger for a moment's conversation, after he had treated the baby's throat, during which Mavis thought it necessary to tell him the old story of the husband in America who was preparing a home for her.
"Some chap's been low enough to land that charming girl with that baby," thought the doctor as he walked home. "She's as innocent as they make 'em, otherwise she wouldn't have told me that silly husband yarn. If she were an old hand, she'd have kept her mouth shut."
Meanwhile, Mavis had been summoned downstairs to a conference, in which the broker's man (his name was Gunner), Mrs Trivett, and a man named Hutton, whom Mr Trivett had fetched, took part.
Mavis was informed that Mr Hutton would lend her the money needed to get rid of Mr Gunner's embarrassing presence, for which she was to pay two pounds interest, if repaid in a month, and eight pounds interest a year during which the capital sum was being repaid by monthly instalments.
"I will telegraph to Germany," said Mavis. "You shall have the money next week at latest."
Mr Hutton wanted guarantees; failing these, was Mavis in any kind of employment?
Mavis told him how she was employed by Mr Devitt.
The man opened his eyes. Had the lady proof of this statement?
Mavis thrust her hand into her pocket, believing she might find the letter which Montague Devitt had written to Pimlico. She brought out, instead, the letter the foreman had put into her hand when she was leaving in reply to Mrs Trivett's summons. The envelope of this was addressed in Mr Devitt's hand.
"Here's a letter from him here," declared Mavis, as she tore it open to glance at its contents before passing it on to Hutton.
But the glance hardened into a look of deadly seriousness as her eyes fell on what was written. She re-read the letter two or three times before she grasped its import.
"Dear Miss Keeves," it ran, "it is with the very deepest regret that I write to say that certain facts have come to my knowledge with regard to the way in which you spent your holiday last year at Polperro. I, also, gather that your sudden departure from Melkbridge was in connection with this visit. As a strict moral rectitude is a sine qua non amongst those I employ, I must ask you to be good enough to resign your appointment. I enclose cheque for present and next week's salary.—Truly yours, |
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