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Matilda steadied her trembling little lips, and stood listening.
"Haven't you opportunities to do kindnesses?" Mr. Richmond then said, softly. Matilda looked up and bowed her head a little. Perhaps lips were not ready.
"Do you use them well?"
"I think not, Mr. Richmond—lately."
"You know, you can do kindness indoors as well as out of doors, and to disagreeable people as well as to nice people. We are commanded to be followers of God, as dear children."
The tears gathered again.
"See how much kindness you can do. No matter whether it is deserved or not. That is no part of the question. And have you not opportunity to learn something?"
"I am not going to school," said Matilda.
"Nor learning anything at home?"
"Not much. Not much that is good for anything."
"Never mind. You can do that for God."
"Oh no, Mr. Richmond; it is not useful enough."
"You do not know how useful it may be."
"Yes, sir, because it isn't that sort of thing. Aunt Candy is making me learn to mend lace. It is no use at all."
"I'll tell you a secret," said Mr. Richmond. Matilda looked up with fresh eagerness into his face.
"Whenever the Lord puts you in the way of learning anything, you may be sure He means you to learn it. He knows the use; and if you neglect the chance, the next thing will be, you will find He will give you work to do which you cannot do, because you neglected to learn what He gave you to learn."
"But mending lace?" said Matilda.
"I don't care what it is. Yes, mending lace. I don't know what use you will find for that accomplishment, and you don't; all the same, you will know, when the time comes; and then you will be very sorry and mortified to find yourself unable for the work given you, if you despised your opportunity of preparation. And then it will be too late to mend that, as well as the lace."
"And is that true of all sorts of things, Mr. Richmond?"
"Of all sorts of things. Whenever the Lord puts a chance of learning something in your way, you may be quite sure He has a use and a meaning in it. He has given it to you to do."
"Then all my learning to cook, and do things about the house?"
"Yes," said Mr. Richmond, smiling. "It is not difficult to see a use for that; is it?"
"No, sir—I suppose not," the child said, thoughtfully.
"Have you not opportunities for being thankful too, in the midst of all these other things?"
"Yes, Mr. Richmond."
But the child stood looking at him with a wistful, intent face, and wide-open, thoughtful eyes; so sober, and so eager, and so pitiful, that it made an unconscious plea to the minister's heart.
"Come," said he; "we have so much to say to our Lord, let us say it."
And they kneeled down, and Mr. Richmond put all Matilda's heart into a prayer for her, and some of his own.
"I must go now, Mr. Richmond," Matilda said presently after. But she said it with a much more cheerful tone.
"I shall want to hear how you get on," said Mr. Richmond. "When will you take tea with me again?"
"Oh, I don't know, sir. Aunt Candy is always at home."
"And keeps you there?"
"Yes, sir. Lately. She didn't at first."
"Well, I must see about that. I think you must be allowed to come and see me, at all events. Perhaps you do not know, Matilda, that your mother in almost the last hour of her life asked me to take care of you."
"Did she?" Matilda exclaimed, with a wonderful change of voice and manner.
"Yes. She did. In your aunt's presence."
"And you will, Mr. Richmond?" said the child, a little timidly.
"And I will—while I live myself."
"Then I can come and see you, Mr. Richmond?"
"I think you can. I will see about it."
Matilda gave her friend a good night which was almost joyous, and then ran out to the kitchen.
"Miss Redwood," she said, "did you change your mind again about Mrs. Eldridge? I thought you agreed, and that you were going to do all that for me."
"No, child; I hain't changed my mind. I changed it oncet, you know, to come over to you. I never did go both ways, like a crab."
"But you said at tea——"
"Well, I wished the minister'd tell you to keep your money to hum. 'Tain't your work, as I can see, to fit out Sally Eldridge with notions; it's like enough it's mine, and I'm willin' to take it, and do it, and see to it. You put your money by, child, against a wet day. Maybe you'll want it yet."
"Don't you remember, Miss Redwood, what Mr. Richmond repeated at tea?—'the Lord will pay it again?'"
"Well," said the housekeeper, "let the pay come to me, then."
"No," said Matilda, "that won't do. It's my business, Miss Redwood, and I asked you to do it for me; and I'll give you the money. How much do you want?"
"I hain't bought the things yet; I don' know; and some of 'em won't have to be bought, with a little contrivance. I'll spend the least I kin; and then we'll talk about it."
Matilda gave her an energetic kiss and hurried away. But I am afraid the housekeeper's apron went up to her eyes again.
CHAPTER VIII.
Matilda went home with new strength, and full of the will to do the very best she could in her hard circumstances. But the next morning's dousing, and scrubbing, and rubbing down seemed more fierce than ever. If Matilda ever ventured to say "Oh don't!"—Mrs. Candy was sure to give her more of what she did not like. She had learned to keep her tongue still between her teeth. She had learned to wince and be quiet. But this morning she could hardly be quiet. "Can I help hating Aunt Candy?" she thought to herself as she went down-stairs. Then she found Maria full of work for which she wanted more fingers than her own; and Matilda's were very busy till breakfast time, setting the table, hulling strawberries, sweeping the hall, making coffee, baking the biscuit. Both the girls busy, and Maria cross. Breakfast was not sociable; and Matilda was summoned to go to her aunt's room as soon as the dishes were put away.
"Can I help it?" thought Matilda. And as she went up the stairs she prayed for a loving heart, and that this feeling, which was like a sickness, might be taken away from her.
"What makes you look so meek?" exclaimed Clarissa, as she entered the room. Mrs. Candy lifted her face to see.
"I like to see children look meek," she said. "That's the way they should look. Matilda's cold bath is doing her good."
"Mamma, you are very severe with your cold baths!" said the young lady.
"They did you good once," said her mother. "You need not speak against them. Matilda is a different child since she has been in my bath. Here is your lace, Matilda. I am too busy to hear you read this morning. Take your seat over there, and see how well you can do this; it's rather a difficult piece."
It was a very difficult piece. Matilda's heart sank when she saw it; besides that her aunt's words seemed to have taken away all the meekness she had, and to have stirred up anew all her worst feelings. She put her hand to her face to hide her eyes, while she prayed afresh for help and a sweeter spirit. She seemed to be all on edge.
"What's the matter?" said Mrs. Candy. "Begin your work, child; you'll want all the time you have got, I warn you. Don't waste your time idling."
Matilda tried to remember what Mr. Richmond had said the night before, of the uses of things; and tried to pray quietly while she was taking up threads in her lace. But remembering and praying made the tears come; and then she could not see the threads, and that would not do.
By and by she became interested in what her aunt and cousin were saying.
They were unfolding their yesterday's purchases, and talking about what they were going to do with them. Gauzes, and muslins, and other stuffs new to Matilda, were laid open on the bed and hung about over the backs of chairs, and the room looked like a mercer's shop. Here was a delicate embroidered white muslin; there a rosy gauze; there a black tissue; here something else of elegant pattern; with ribbands, and laces, and rufflings, and a great variety of pretty articles. Matilda thought her aunt and cousin were having a great deal more amusing time than she had.
"What are you doing, Matilda?" Mrs. Candy's voice said again.
"Looking at Cousin Issa's things, ma'am."
"Mind your work, child. You will not have that done by dinner-time."
"Why, I can't, Aunt Candy."
"You could if you had been industrious. You cannot now, very likely. But you must finish it before you leave this room."
"It is no use!" said Matilda, throwing the lace down; "I can't near get it done for dinner. It is very hard, and it will take a great while!"
Mrs. Candy waited a moment.
"Pick up your work," she said, "and come here and stand before me, and beg my pardon."
Matilda felt as if it was impossible to do this.
"Do it, and quickly," said Mrs. Candy; "or your punishment will come to-morrow morning, child. Do not be foolish. I shall give you something hot as well as cold, I warn you."
It seemed to Matilda that she could not humble herself to do as she was bidden; and the struggle was terrible for a minute or two. It shook the child's whole nature. But the consciousness of the indignity awaiting her in case of refusal fought with the keen sense of indignity now, and conquered in time. Matilda picked up her work, came before Mrs. Candy, and asked her pardon.
"Very well," said that lady, tapping her cheek carelessly; "now go and sit down and behave yourself. The lace must be finished before you leave my room."
It was a day of sharp trial to Matilda, all the more, perhaps, that it came after a time of so much relief, and hope, and help. Matilda was disappointed. She was not a passionate child; but for some hours a storm of passion filled her heart which she could not control. Her lace needle went in and out, keeping time to the furious swayings of indignation and resentment and mortified pride and restless despair. She was in her aunt's hands; completely in her power; helpless to change anything; obliged even to swallow her feelings and hide her displeasure. For a while that morning, Matilda felt as if she would have given almost anything for the freedom to show her aunt what she thought of her. She dared not do it, even so much as by a look. She was forced to keep a quiet face and sit obediently mending her difficult piece of lace; and the child's heart was in great turmoil. With that, by and by, there began to mingle whispers of conscience; little whispers that anger and hatred and ill-will were not right, nor becoming her profession, nor agreeing at all with that "walking in love" which Mr. Richmond had spoken of the night before. And sorrow took its part too among the feelings that were sweeping over and through her heart; but Matilda could not manage them, nor rule herself, and she at last longed for the dinner-bell to ring, when her aunt and cousin would leave her and she would be alone. Lace-mending got on very slowly; her eyes were often dim, and it hindered her; though she would not let the tears fall. When the bell rang, and the door was locked upon her, Matilda's work dropped, and she too herself almost fell upon her knees in her eagerness to seek and get help. That was what she prayed for; not that her aunt might grow kind, nor that she might be somehow separated from her and taken from her rule; but that she might have help to be right; a heart to love, and bear, and forgive, and be gentle. Matilda prayed and prayed for that; while her lace lay on the floor, and the dinner down-stairs was gloomily going on.
"What's the matter with Matilda to-day?" Maria had inquired.
"Only a little impatience of her duties," Mrs. Candy had replied, quietly.
"I don't see what duties she can have, to keep her shut up in your room," said Maria, hotly.
"No. My dear, there are a great many things you cannot see yet. And where you cannot see, it is rather wise not to give opinion."
"I have a right to an opinion about my sister, though," said Maria; "and she isn't getting any good with all your shutting her up."
"There I think differently from you, Maria. Matilda can darn stockings now in a way I am not ashamed of; much better than you can, I assure you; and she is going on to learn lace-mending beautifully."
"What use is that to her? I should like to know!" said Maria, scornfully.
"It may be some use to me," said Mrs. Candy.
"You are doing Matilda a great deal of mischief," said Maria. "She is not the same child she was."
"No, she is not," said Clarissa. "She is a great deal better behaved."
"Yes. I have taught her to know her place," said Mrs. Candy. "It is a pity that is what you never were taught, Maria. You are too old now. I couldn't take a switch to you, and that's the only way."
"You never did to her?" exclaimed Maria, blazing with fury.
"I never did," said Mrs. Candy; "but Matilda knows I would, at a moment's notice, if necessity came. I may do it yet, but I rather think I shall have no occasion."
"You are a horrid woman!" exclaimed Maria. "Of use to you. Yes, that is just what you care about. You want Matilda for a little drudge, to mend your stockings, I suppose, and darn your lace. You are too mean to live. If mamma had only known——"
When people get so far as this in a burst of helpless rage, the next thing usually is tears; and Maria broke down accordingly. Mrs. Candy and Clarissa finished their dinner and went away.
"One cannot stand much of this sort of thing, mamma," said Clarissa, as they mounted the stairs.
"I am not going to stand much of it," replied Mrs. Candy. "I am rather glad of this outburst. It gives me the opportunity I wanted."
"What will you do, mamma?"
"I have been thinking for some time what I would do. This just gives me the opening. I will get rid of this girl."
"And what will you do with her?"
"Let her go learn her sisters' trade; or some other, if she likes. We do not suit each other, and I am tired of it."
"Yes, and mamma, though it is so good of you to keep her in this way, do you know you get no thanks for it?"
"Oh, I never looked for thanks," said Mrs. Candy.
"No, but I mean, people do not give you credit for it, mamma. I know they do not."
"Like enough. Well—I won't ask them."
"And you will keep the little one?"
"She's manageable. Yes, I will keep her. I like the child. She's pretty, and clever too; and she'll be very nice when she grows up. I'll keep her. I shall want her some day, when you get married."
"Besides, I suppose people would say ill-natured things if you did not keep one of them," said Clarissa. "Matilda has a temper; but she minds you, mamma."
"I have got her in hand pretty well," said Mrs. Candy, as she unlocked the door. "Well, is that lace done? Not? Let me see. You have not done a dozen stitches while I have been away!"
"I'll do it now," said Matilda; so quietly and with a voice so cleared of all roughness or ill-temper, that Mrs. Candy after looking at her, passed on to her seat and said nothing further.
But it cost Matilda some hours yet of patient diligence, before her task was ended. Then she brought it to her aunt for approval. No fault was found with it, and she was free to go down-stairs to Maria. Maria had got out of the weeping mood into dry fury again.
"I am not going to stand it!" she said.
"What are you not going to stand?"
"This way of going on. I will not put up with it any longer."
"What can you do, Maria?"
"I'll go away. I will! I declare I will. I will not be Aunt Candy's cook and waiter any longer. I am not going to stand it. She may get her own dinners—or get a girl."
"But where can we go, Maria? It is no use to talk so. We haven't any place."
"She may keep you," said Maria; "but I'll go. I can't stand it. I don't know where. Somewhere! Anywhere would be better than this."
"I couldn't live here without you, Maria, you know," said the little one. "Don't talk so. What has made you angry to-day?"
"Why, the way you are served; and the way I am talked to."
"Me?" said Matilda. "Never mind. You and I have a good deal of time for ourselves, Maria. I shall get along, and I shall not mind so much. Don't you mind."
"I won't stay and see it," said Maria, stoutly; "nor I won't stay and bear my part of it."
"I quite agree with you," said Mrs. Candy, walking in from the other room. The girls were in the kitchen. "I quite agree with you, Maria. It is as unpleasant for me as it is for you, and you are doing no good to Matilda. It will be much better for us to separate. I have been thinking so for some time. You may choose what you will do, and I will make arrangements. Either you may join Anne and Letitia in town, and learn the business they are learning; or if you like any other business better, I will try and arrange it for you. Let me know to-morrow morning what you decide upon, and I will finish up the matter at once. I am quite tired of the present state of things, as you say."
Mrs. Candy finished her harangue and swept out by the other door. Nobody had interrupted her, and when she was gone nobody spoke. The two girls looked at each other, Maria with a face of consternation, Matilda white with despair. You might have heard a pin fall in the kitchen, while Mrs. Candy's footsteps sounded in the hall and going up stair after stair. Then Matilda's head went down on the table. She had no words.
"The old horrid old thing!" was Maria's exclamation. "She came and listened in the other room!"
But Matilda did not answer, and there was no relief in the explanation.
"I won't go!" said Maria next. "I won't go, unless I'm a mind to. It's my mother's house, not hers."
Matilda had no heart to answer such vain words. She knew they were vain.
"Why don't you speak!" said Maria, impatiently. "Why do you sit like that?"
"It's no use, Maria," said the little one, without raising her head.
"What is no use? I said I wouldn't go; and I will not, unless I choose. She can't make me."
"She will!" said Matilda, in a burst of despairing tears.
And she did. Before the week was over, Maria was relieved at her post in the kitchen and established with a dressmaker, to learn her trade. But not in Shadywalk. Mrs. Candy thought, she said, that Maria would have a better chance in a larger town, where there was more work and a larger connection; so she arranged that she should go to Poughkeepsie. And thither Maria went, to live and learn, as her aunt remarked.
The change in Matilda's life was almost as great. She had no more now to do in the work of the house; Mrs. Candy had provided herself with a servant; and instead of cooking, and washing dishes, and dusting, and sweeping, Matilda had studies. But she was kept as close as ever. She had now to write, and cipher, and study French verbs, and read pages of history. Clarissa was her mistress in all these, and recitations went on under the eye of Mrs. Candy. Matilda's life was even a more busy one than it had been before. Her lessons were severe, and were required in perfection; she was forced to give many hours a day to the preparing of them; and these hours were always in the afternoon and evening. The mornings were spent still in Mrs. Candy's room. When the art of darning lace was mastered, her aunt decided that it was good for her to learn all kinds of sewing. Clarissa and her mother were engaged in making up a quantity of dresses out of the materials they had purchased in New York; and Matilda was set to run up breadths of skirts, till she could do that thoroughly; then she was made to cover cord, by the scores of yards, and to hem ruffles, and to gather them, and to sew on bindings, and then to sew on hooks and eyes; and then to make button-holes. The child's whole morning now was spent in the needle part of mantua-making. After dinner came arithmetic, and French exercises, and reading history; and the evening was the time for reciting. Matilda was too tired when she went up to bed to do more than look at a verse or two in her Bible, and make a very short prayer; she almost dropped asleep while she was doing that. However, in the morning she had a little time now, not having to go down to get breakfast; but the long lessons before her were a sore temptation to cut short her Bible reading. Nevertheless Matilda would not cut it short. It was the child's one happy time in all the day. The rest was very heavy, except only as the sweetness of Bible words and thoughts abode with her and came up to her, bringing comfort and giving energy. She was trying with all her might to buy up her opportunities. She studied her lessons as if that were the only thing in the world to do; and in the hours of sewing, Mrs. Candy found her a most excellent help; quick, and neat, and skilful, and very apt to learn. Matilda was learning fast many things; but the most precious of all were, to be silent, to be patient, to be kind, and to do everything with an endeavour to please God in it. Her little face grew pale with confinement and steady work; it grew fine also with love and truth. It grew gentle with the habit of gentleness, and sweet with the habit of forgiving. But all the while it grew pale. She was very lonely and unspeakably sad, for such a child. Her aunt kept her too close; gave her no liberty at all; even on Sundays she had put a stop to the little Bible readings in the Sunday-school, by not letting Matilda go till the regular school time. She never went to Lilac Lane; never to Mrs. Laval's. She did go sometimes to the parsonage; for Mr. Richmond had managed it—Matilda did not know how; and once she had met Norton in the street and told him how things were with her, at which he was intensely and very gratifyingly displeased. But his displeasure could not help. The weeks went steadily on with a slow grinding power, as it felt to Matilda. There seemed to be less and less of her every week, to judge by her own sensations. Less spirit and spring; less hope and desire; less strength and pleasure. Work was grinding her down, she thought—work and discipline. She was getting to be a little machine that her aunt managed at pleasure; and it did not seem to herself that it was really Matilda Englefield any longer. She was a different somebody. And that was in a measure true. Yet the work doing was more and better than she knew. It was not all lace-mending, and mantua-making, and learning rules of arithmetic and French verbs. The child was growing pale, it is true; she was also growing strong-hearted in a new way. Not in the way of passion, which is not strong; but in the way of patience. Self-command was making her worth twice as much as she ever had been in her life before. Matilda constantly did what she would rather not, and did it well. She sewed when she would have liked to do something else; she studied when she was tired; she obeyed commands that were hateful to her; she endured from her aunt what her child's heart regarded as unspeakable indignities and disagreeablenesses; and she bore them, she was forced to bear them, without a murmur, without a sign of what she felt. More than that. Since her last recorded talk with Mr. Richmond, Matilda had been striving to bear and to do without anger or impatience; she had prayed a great deal about it; and now it was getting to be a matter of course to oppose gentleness and a meek heart to all the trials that came upon her. In proportion as this was true, they grew easier to bear; far less hard and heavy; the sting seemed to be going out of them. Nevertheless the struggle and the sorrow and the confinement made the child's face grow thin and pale. Mrs. Candy said it was the hot weather.
July and August passed in this manner; and then September. This last month was the hardest of all; for Mr. Richmond was away from Shadywalk, on some business which kept him nearly all the month.
Towards the end of it, Matilda coming back one afternoon from doing an errand, was met suddenly near the corner by Norton Laval.
"Matilda!" he exclaimed, seizing both her hands. "Now I have got you. Where have you been?"
"Nowhere."
"What have you been doing?"
"A great many things, Norton."
"I should think you had! Why haven't you been to see mamma? She has wanted to see you. Come now."
"Oh no, I can't, Norton! I can't. I must go right home."
"Come after you have gone home."
"I cannot, Norton."
"Why not?"
"I can't get leave," Matilda whispered.
"Leave?" said Norton. "Whose leave can't you get? That——"
"Oh, never mind, Norton; I can't. I would come if I could." And Matilda's eyes bore witness.
"Who hinders?" said Norton.
"Aunt Candy. Hush! don't tell I said so."
"Don't tell!" said Norton, in a very incensed tone. "Why, are you afraid of her?"
"I mustn't stop, Norton. I must go home."
"Are you afraid of anybody, Pink?" he said, holding her fast. "Is that why you can't get out?"
Matilda's face changed, and her lip quivered, and she did not answer.
"And what has made you grow so thin? What ails you?" pursued the boy, impetuously. "You are thin and blue."
"I don't know," said Matilda. "Aunt Candy says it is the hot weather. O Norton, dear, don't keep me!"
"What have you got there?"
"Something Aunt Candy sent me to buy."
"Why didn't she send a cart to fetch it?" said the boy, taking the bundle out of Matilda's hand. "Where have you been after this?"
"To Mr. Chester's."
"Why didn't you tell Chester to send it home? He sends mamma's things. He'd have sent it."
"I couldn't, Norton. Aunt Candy told me to bring it myself."
"What sort of a person is she? your aunt, who keeps you so close? She ain't much count, is she?"
"Oh hush, Norton!" said Matilda. "Don't, somebody will hear you."
"Do you like her?"
"I do not like to talk about her, Norton."
"Is she good to you?"
"Don't ask me, Norton, please. Now we are almost there; please let me have the bundle. I don't want you to come to the house."
Matilda looked so earnest, Norton gave her bundle up without another word, and stood looking after her till she had got into the house. Then he turned and went straight to his mother and told her the whole story; all he knew, and all he didn't know.
The end of which was, that the next day Mrs. Laval called to see Mrs. Candy.
Now this was particularly what Mrs. Candy had wished to bring about, and did not know how. She went to the parlour with secret exultation, and an anxious care to make the visit worth all it could be. No doubt Mrs. Laval had become convinced by what she had seen and heard, that Mrs. Candy and her daughter were not just like everybody else, and concluded them to be fit persons for her acquaintance. But yet the two confronted each other on unequal ground. Mrs. Candy was handsomely dressed, no doubt; from her cap to her shoe, everything had cost money enough; "why can't I throw it on like that?" was her uneasy mental reflection the minute after she was seated. She felt as if it clung about her like armour; while her visitor's silks and laces fell about her as carelessly as a butterfly's wings; as if they were part of herself indeed. And her speech, when she spoke, it had the same easy grace—or the carelessness of power; was it that? thought Mrs. Candy.
She had come to ask a favour, Mrs. Laval said. Mrs. Candy had a little niece, whom her boy Norton had become very fond of. Mrs. Laval had come to beg for the possession of this little niece as long at least as a good long visit might be made to extend.
"Three or four days, for instance?" said Mrs. Candy.
"Oh no! that would be nothing. Three or four weeks."
She is very much at her ease! thought Mrs. Candy. Shall I let her have her will?
Mrs. Candy was in a quandary. She did not like to refuse; she coveted Mrs. Laval's notice; and this visit of Matilda's might be the means, perhaps, of securing it. Then, also, she and her daughter had in contemplation a journey to Philadelphia, and a visit there for their own part; and it had been a question what they should do with Matilda. To take her along would make necessary a good deal of fitting up, as a preliminary; Matilda's wardrobe being in no readiness for such a journey. Truth to tell, it was not very proper for a visit to Mrs. Laval either; but Mrs. Candy reflected that it would cost much less on the whole to leave her than to take her, and be really very much a saving of trouble. Any loss of discipline, she remembered, could be quickly made up; and the conclusion of the whole was that she accepted Mrs. Laval's invitation, with no more than a few minutes of hesitation during which all these thoughts passed through her mind.
"Thank you," said that lady. "May I have her to-morrow?"
"To-morrow. H'm," said Mrs. Candy. "I am afraid not to-morrow. I should wish to make a little preparation, before the child goes to make such a visit. She has been nowhere but at home this summer."
"Let me beg that you will not wait for any such matter," said Mrs. Laval. "Send her to me just as she is. I have particular reasons for liking her to come to me immediately. If she needs anything, trust me to supply it. Shall she come to-morrow?"
You do take a good deal for granted very easily! thought Mrs. Candy. Then aloud—
"I should like to fit her up a little first The child has not been away from home, and in mourning——"
"Won't you trust me to see that she does not want for anything? I assure you, I will not neglect my charge."
"You are very kind," said Mrs. Candy; while she thought in her heart, You are very presuming!
"Then you will indulge me?" said Mrs. Laval, graciously.
"If it must be so," said Mrs. Candy, doubtful.
"Thank you!" said her visitor. "My errand is my excuse for troubling you this morning—and so early!"
Mrs. Candy felt a twinge. She had not thought it was early; she had not thought about it.
"Your place is looking beautiful," she said, as her visitor rose. "It is the prettiest place in Shadywalk."
"Oh, I am not in Shadywalk," said Mrs. Laval. "I am on the Millbrook. Yes, it is pretty; but it is terribly hard to get servants. They won't come from New York, and there are none here."
"Not many good ones," Mrs. Candy assented.
"None that will do for me. I am in despair. I have engaged a Swiss family at last. I expect them to arrive very soon."
"From New York?"
"In New York. They are coming to me from Vevay. Father, mother, and two daughters; and I believe a boy too. They will know nothing except farmwork, when they come; but they do make excellent servants, and so trustworthy."
"Will you want so many?"
"I will find use for them. To-morrow then. Thank you. Good morning."
Mrs. Candy stood, looking after her visitor. She was so elegantly dressed, and her veil was of such rich lace. She must want a goodly number of women in her household, Mrs. Candy allowed to herself, if she often indulged in dresses of fine muslin ruffled like that. And Mrs. Candy sighed. One must have money for those things, she reflected; and not a good deal of money, but a great deal. A good deal would not do. Mrs. Candy sighed again and went in, thinking that Matilda's not going this journey with her would save her quite a pretty penny. Matilda as yet knew nothing of what had been in her aunt's mind respecting Philadelphia, or Mrs. Laval either. It had all the force of a surprise when Mrs. Candy called her and told her to pack up her clothes for leaving home.
"All my clothes, aunt Erminia?"
"You will want them all. Issa and I are going on a journey that will take us a little while—and I am going to leave you in somebody's care here; so put out whatever you will want for a couple of weeks."
Matilda wanted to ask with whom she was to be left; but that would come in time. It would be somebody not her aunt, at any rate; and she went to her room and began laying oat her clothes with fingers that trembled with delight. Presently Mrs. Candy came in. She sat down and surveyed Matilda's preparations. On one chair there was a neat little pile of underclothes; on two others were similar neat little piles of frocks; some things beside were spread over the bed.
"Those are all the dresses you have got, eh?" she said.
"That's all, aunt Candy. Here are my calicoes for every day, and those are the rest; my blue spot, and my black gingham and my white. They are all clean."
"Yes," said Mrs. Candy. "Well—I guess you don't want to take these calicoes; they are pretty well worn, and you haven't any work to do now-a-days. The others won't be too nice to wear, till I come home."
"Every day?" asked Matilda.
"Yes, every day. There are not quite enough; but you must be careful and not soil them, and so make them do. There is not time to make any now, or I would get you one or two. I meant to do it."
"When are you going, aunt Candy?"
"You are going to-morrow. So make haste, and pack up everything you want, Matilda. I do not know whether you can do with those three frocks?"
"Oh yes, I will keep them clean," said the child, in her joy.
"Well, I believe you can," said Mrs. Candy. "Now make haste, Matilda."
It was such glad work. Matilda made haste in her eagerness, and then pulled out things and packed them over again because it was not well done the first time. Where was she going, she wondered? Mr. Richmond was away from home still, or she should have heard more about it. Meanwhile her clothes went into the little trunk her aunt had made over to her, and her Bible was packed in a secure corner; her best boots were wrapped up and put in, and her brush and comb. Then Matilda remembered she would want these yet, and took them out again. She hesitated over her book of French verbs and her arithmetic, but finally stuck them into the trunk. It was not near full when all was done; but Matilda's heart had not a bit of spare room in it.
CHAPTER IX.
The next day rose very bright and fair. Matilda had been sadly afraid it would rain; but no such matter; the sun looked and smiled over the world as if slyly wishing her joy on her good prospects. Matilda took it so, and got ready for breakfast with a heart leaping with delight. She had got no more news yet as to where she was going; but after breakfast Mrs. Candy made her dress herself in the gingham and put on her best boots, which made the little trunk all the emptier; and the trunk itself was locked. Things were in this state, and Matilda mending lace in her aunt's room; when Mrs. Candy's maid of all work put her head in.
"The carriage has come, mum," she said.
"What carriage?" said Mrs. Candy.
"Meself doesn't know, then. The bi says he's come fur to get the chilt."
"What boy?" said Mrs. Candy, in growing astonishment.
"Sure, an' I haven't been here long enough fur to know all the bi's of the village. He's the bi that come wid the carriage, anyhow, an' it's the chilt he's wanting. An' it's the iligantest carriage you ever see in your life; and two iligant grey horses, an' a driver."
Mother and daughter looked at each other. The lace had fallen from Matilda's hands to the ground.
"Did he give no name?"
"It's just what he didn't, then. Only he jumped down, and axed was the chilt ready. I tould him sure I didn't know, and he said would I go see. An' what 'll I say to him, thin? for he's waitin'."
"I'll speak to him myself," said Mrs. Candy. "Go on with your work, Matilda."
But in a few minutes she came back, and bade the trembling child put up her lace and put on her hat, and go. I am afraid the leave-taking was a short affair; for two minutes had hardly passed when Matilda stood in the hall, and Norton caught her by both hands.
"Norton!" she cried.
"Yes, I've come for you. Come, Matilda, your trunk's in."
"Where are we going?" Matilda asked, as she let herself be led and placed in the carriage, which was a low basket phaeton.
"Where are we going!" echoed Norton. "Where is it likely we are going, with you and your trunk? Where did you mean to go to-day, Pink?"
"I don't know. I didn't know anything about it. O Norton, are we going to your house!"
"If Tom knows the road," said Norton, coolly; "and I rather think the ponies do, if he don't. Why, Pink! do you mean to tell me you didn't know you were coming to us?"
"I didn't know a word about it."
"Nor how mamma went to ask for you?"
"Aunt Candy didn't tell me."
"Did she tell you you were going anywhere?"
"Yes. She made me pack up my clothes, but that's all."
"Didn't you ask her?"
Matilda shook her head. "I never do ask Aunt Candy anything."
"Why?" said Norton, curiously.
"I don't like to—and she don't like to have me."
"She must be a nice woman to live with," said Norton. "You'll miss her badly, I should say. Aren't you sorry, Pink?" he asked, suddenly, taking Matilda's chin in his hand to watch the answer she would give. The answer, all smiling and blushing, contented Norton; and the next instant the gray ponies swept in at the iron gate and brought them before the house door.
Matilda jumped out of the carriage with a feeling of being in an impossible dream. But her boot felt the rough gravel of the roadway; the sun was shining still and warm on the lawn and the trees; the mid-country, rich-coloured with hues of autumn, lay glittering in light; the blue hills were over against her sleeping in haze; the gray ponies were trotting off round the sweep, and had left her and Norton standing before the house. It was all real and not a dream; and she turned to Norton who was watching her, with another smile so warm and glad, that the boy's face grew bright to see it. And then there was Mrs. Laval, coming out on the verandah.
"My dear child!" she exclaimed, folding Matilda in her arms. "My dear child! I have had hard work to get you; but here you are."
"Mamma, she did not know she was coming," said Norton, "till I came for her."
"Not know it?" said Mrs. Laval, holding her back to look at her. "Why, child, you have grown thin!"
"It's the hot weather, Aunt Candy says."
"And pale!" said Mrs. Laval. "Yes, you have; pale and thin. Have you been ill?"
"No, ma'am," said Matilda; but her eyes were watering now in very gladness and tenderness.
"Not ill?" said the lady. "And yet you are changed,—I do not know how; it isn't all thinness, or paleness. What is the matter with you, dear?"
"Nothing—only I am so glad," Matilda managed to say, as Mrs. Laval's arms again came round her. The eyes of mother and son met expressively.
"I don't like to see people cry for gladness," whispered the lady. "That is being entirely too glad. Let us go and see where you are to live while you are with me. Norton, send York up with her box."
Matilda shook herself mentally, and went up-stairs with Mrs. Laval. Such easy, soft-going stairs! and then the wide light corridor with its great end window; and then Mrs. Laval went into a room which Matilda guessed was her own, and through that passed to another, smaller, but large enough still, where she paused.
"You shall be here," she said; "close by me; so that you cannot feel lonely."
"Oh, I could not feel lonely," cried Matilda. "I have a room by myself at home."
"But not far away from other people, I suppose. Your sister is near you, is she not?"
"Oh, Maria is gone, long ago."
"Gone? What, entirely? Not out of the village?"
"She is in Poughkeepsie. I have not seen her in a great many weeks."
"Was that her own wish?"
"Oh no, ma'am; she was very sorry to go."
"Well, you must have been very sorry too. Now, dear, here are drawers for you; and see, here is a closet for hanging up things; and here is your washing closet with hot and cold water; the hot is the right hand one of these two faucets. And I hope you will be happy here, darling."
She spoke very kindly; so kindly that Matilda did not know how to answer. I suppose her face answered for her; for Mrs. Laval, instead of presently leading the way down-stairs again, sat down in a chair by one of the windows and drew Matilda into her arras. She took off her hat, and smoothed away the hair from her forehead, and looked in her face, with eyes that were curiously wistful and noteful of her. And Matilda's eyes, wondering, went over the mid-country to the blue mountains, as she thought what a new friend God had given her.
"Are you well, dear?" said the lady's voice in her ear softly.
"Quite well, ma'am."
"What has changed you so since last June?"
"I didn't know that I was changed," Matilda said, wondering again.
"Are you happy, my love?"
The question was put very softly, and yet Matilda started and looked into Mrs. Laval's eyes to see what her thought was.
"Yes," said the lady, smiling; "I asked you if you were quite happy. How is it?"
Matilda's eyes went back to the blue mountains. How much ought she to tell?
"I think—I suppose—I ought to be happy," she said at last.
"I think you always try to do what you think you ought to do; isn't that so?"
"I try," said Matilda in a low voice.
"How happens it, then, dear, that you do not succeed in being happy?"
"I don't know," said Matilda. "I suppose I should, if I were quite good."
"If you were quite good. Have you so many things to make you happy?"
"I think I have."
"Tell them to me," said Mrs. Laval, pressing her cheek against Matilda's hair in caressing fashion; "it is pleasant to talk of one's pleasant things, and I should like to hear of yours. What are they, love?"
What did the lady mean? Matilda hesitated, but Mrs. Laval was quietly waiting for her to speak. She had her arms wrapped round Matilda, and her face rested against her hair, and so she was waiting. It was plain that Matilda must speak. Still she waited, uncertain how to frame her words, uncertain how they would be understood; till at last the consciousness that she had waited a good while, drove her to speak suddenly.
"Why, ma'am," she said, "the first thing is, that I belong to the Lord Jesus Christ."
The lady paused now in her turn, and her voice when she spoke was somewhat husky.
"What is the next thing, dear?"
"Then, I know that God is my Father."
"Go on," said the lady, as Matilda was silent.
"Well—that is it," said Matilda. "I belong to the Lord Jesus; and I love Him, and I know He loves me; and He takes care of me, and will take care of me; and whatever I want I ask Him for, and He hears me."
"And does He give you whatever you ask for?" said the lady, in a tone again changed.
"If He don't, He will give me something better," was the answer.
Maybe Mrs. Laval might have taken up the words from some lips. But the child on her lap spoke them so quietly, her face was in such a sweet rest of assurance, and one little hand rose and fell on the window-sill with such an unconscious glad endorsement of what she said, that the lady was mute.
"And this makes you happy?" she said, at length.
"Sometimes it does," answered Matilda. "I think it ought always."
"But, my dear little creature, is there nothing else in all the world to make you feel happy?"
Matilda's words were not ready.
"I don't know," she said. "Sometimes I think there isn't. They're all away."
The last sentence was given with an unconscious forlornness of intonation which went to her friend's heart. She clasped Matilda close at that, and covered her with kisses.
"You won't feel so here?" she said.
But the child's answer was in pantomime. For she had clung to Mrs. Laval as the lady had clasped her; and Matilda's head nestling in her neck and softly returning a kiss or two, gave assurance enough.
"All away?" said Mrs. Laval. "Well, I think that too sometimes. You and I ought to belong to each other."
And then presently, as if she were shaking off all these serious reflections, she bade Matilda arrange her things comfortably in closet and drawers; and then when she liked, come down to her. So she went out, and the man with the little trunk came in and set it in a corner.
Matilda felt in dreamland. It was only like dreamland, to take out her things, which a few hours ago she had packed in the dismal precincts of her aunt's house, and place them in such delightful circumstances as her new quarters afforded. The drawers of her dressing-table were a marvel of beauty, being of a pale sea-green colour, with rosebuds painted in the corners. Her little bedstead was of the same colour and likewise adorned; and so the chairs, and a small stand which held a glass of flowers. The floor was covered with a pretty white mat, and light muslin curtains lined with rose, hung before the windows. The spread on her bed was a snow white Marseilles quilt, Matilda knew that; and the washing closet was sumptuous in luxury, with its ample towels and its pretty cake of sweet fragrant soap. Every one of these things Matilda took note of, as she was obeying Mrs. Laval's advice to put her things in some order before she came down-stairs. And she was thinking, also, what 'opportunities' she could possibly have here. There would be nothing to try her patience or her temper; nothing disagreeable, in fact, except the thought of going away again. How could she ever bear that? And then it occurred to Matilda that certainly she had opportunity and occasion to give thanks; and she knelt down and did it very heartily; concluding as she rose up, that she would leave the question of going away till it came nearer the time.
She went with a light heart downstairs then; how odd it was to be at home in that house, going up and down with her hat off! She passed through one or two rooms, and found Mrs. Laval at last in a group of visitors, busy talking to half a dozen at once. Matilda stole out again, wondering at the different Mrs. Laval down-stairs from the one who had sat with her in her little room half an hour ago. On the verandah she met Norton. He greeted her eagerly, and drew her round the house to a shady angle where they sat down on two of the verandah chairs.
"Now what shall we do this afternoon?" said Norton. "What would you like?"
"I like everything. Oh, I like everything!" said Matilda.
"Yes, but this is nothing," said Norton. "Shall we go take a long drive?"
"If Mrs. Laval goes—I should like it very much."
"If she don't go, we will," said Norton. "The roads are in good order, and the ponies want exercise. I don't believe mamma will go, for she is expecting a whole shipload of servants, and Francis will have to go to the station for them."
"Then he will want the horses, won't he?"
"Not the ponies. He will get somebody's great farm waggon, to bring up all their goods and things. You and I will go driving, Pink."
"Will you drive?" asked Matilda.
"Certainly."
Matilda thought more than ever that she was in fairyland. She sat musing over her contentment, when Norton broke in again.
"You are very fond of that aunt of yours, aren't you?"
It was a point blank question. Matilda waited, and then softly said "No."
"Not?" said Norton. "That's funny. Hasn't she done everything in the world to make you love her?"
"Please, Norton," said Matilda, "I would rather not talk about her."
"Why not, Pink?" said Norton, showing his white teeth.
"I don't enjoy it."
"Don't you?" said Norton. "That's funny again. I should think you would."
"Why?" said Matilda, curiously.
"There's so much to say, that's one thing. And then she's so good to you."
"Who told you she was so good to me?"
"I can see it in your face."
Matilda sat silent, wondering what he meant.
"You can always tell," said Norton. "People can't hide things. I can see she has been doing no end of kindnesses to you all summer long. That has made you so fond of her."
Matilda was puzzled and sat silent, not knowing what it was best to say; and Norton watching her stealthily saw a wistful little face, tender and pure, and doubtful, that just provoked caresses. He dropped what was in his hands and fairly took possession of Matilda, kissing the pale cheeks, as if she were his own particular plaything. It was unlike most boys, but Norton Laval was independent and manly above most boys. Matilda was astonished.
"Drive? to be sure we will drive," said Norton, as he let her go. "We will drive all over creation."
The visitors went away just at this juncture, and the children were called in to dinner. And after dinner Norton made some of his words good. Mrs. Laval was not going out; she gave leave to Norton to do what he pleased, and he took Matilda to drive in the basket phaeton.
"Norton," she said, as they were just setting forth.
"Well?"
"If you would just as lieve, I wish you wouldn't, please, go past Aunt Candy's."
"Not go past?" said Norton. "Why, Pink?"
"If you would just as lieve, I would rather not."
Norton nodded, and they took another way. But now this was better than fairyland. Fairyland never knew such a drive, surely. The afternoon was just right, as Norton had said; there was no dust, and not too much sun; the roads were in fine order; and they bowled along as if the ponies had had nothing to do in a great while. Now it was hardly within the memory of Matilda to have seen the country around Shadywalk as she saw it this afternoon. Every house had the charm of a picture; every tree by the roadside seemed to be planted for her pleasure. The meadows and fields of stubble and patches of ploughed land, were like pieces of a new world to the long housed child. Norton told her to whom these fields belonged, which increased the effect, and gave bits of family history, as he knew it, connected with the names. These meadows belonged to such a gentleman; his acres counted so many; were good for so much; taken capital care of. Here were the fields and woods of such-a-one's farm; he kept cows and sent milk to New York. That house among the trees was the homestead of one of the old county families; the place was beautiful; Matilda would see it some day with Mrs. Laval; that little cottage by the gate was only a lodge. Matilda desired to know what a lodge was; and upon the explanation, and upon many more details correlative and co-related, went into musings of her own. But the sky was so fair and blue; the earth was so rich and sunny; the touches of sear or yellow leaves here and there on a branch gave such emphasis to the deep hues still lingering on the vegetation; the phaeton wheels rolled so smoothly; that Matilda's musings did not know very well what course to keep.
"Well what are you thinking of?" said Norton after a silence of some time.
"I was thinking of Lilac Lane, just then."
"Lilac Lane! Do you want to see it?"
"Very much, Norton," said Matilda, gleefully; "but not this afternoon. I haven't been there in a great, great while."
"I should not think you would want to be ever there again. I can't see why."
"But then what would become of the poor people?"
"They do not depend upon you," said Norton. "It is not your look-out."
"But—I suppose," Matilda said, slowly, "I suppose, everybody depends upon somebody."
"Well?" said Norton, laughing.
"You needn't laugh, though, Norton; because, if everybody depends upon somebody, then, everybody has somebody depending upon him, I suppose."
"Who depends upon you?"
"I don't know," said Matilda. "I wish I did."
"Not Mrs. Old-thing there, at any rate. And how can anybody tell, Pink?"
"I don't know," said Matilda; "and so it seems to me the best way would be to act as if everybody depended on you; and then you would be sure and make no mistake."
"You would be making mistakes the whole time," said Norton. "It would be all one grand mistake."
"Ah, but it cannot be a mistake, Norton,"—she stopped suddenly.
"What cannot be a mistake?"
"It cannot be a mistake, to do anything that God has given you to do."
"How can you tell?" said Norton. "It's all like a Chinese puzzle. How can you tell which piece fits into which?"
"But if every piece fitted, then the pattern would be all right," said Matilda.
"Yes," said Norton, laughing; "but that is what I say! How can you tell?"
"Mr. Richmond says, that whenever we have an opportunity to do anything or to learn anything, the Lord means that we should use it."
"I have a nice opportunity to turn you over on these rocks and smash the carriage to pieces; but I don't mean to do it."
"You know what I mean, Norton; nobody has an opportunity to do wrong. I mean, you know, an opportunity to do anything good."
"Well now, Pink," said Norton, drawing the reins a little, and letting the ponies come to an easy walk,—"see what that would end in. As long as people have got money, they have got opportunities. I suppose that is what you mean?"
"Yes," said Matilda. "That is part."
"Well. We might go on and help all the people in Lilac Lane, mightn't we? and then we could find plenty more to help somewhere else; and we could go on, using our opportunities, till we had nothing to live upon our selves. That is what it must come to, if you don't stop somewhere. We should have to sell the carriages and the ponies, and keep two or three servants instead of eight; and mamma would have to stop wearing what she wears now; and by and by we should want help ourselves. How would you like that? Don't you see one must stop somewhere?"
"Yes," said Matilda. "But what puzzles me is, where ought one to stop? Mr. Richmond says we ought to use all our opportunities."
"If we can," said Norton.
"But, Norton, what we can't, is not an opportunity."
"That's a fact!" said Norton, laughing. "I didn't know you were so sharp, Pink."
"I should like to ask Mr. Richmond more about it," said Matilda.
"Ask common sense!" said Norton. "Well, you don't want to go to Lilac Lane to-day. Is there anywhere you do want to go?"
"No. Oh yes, Norton. I should like to stop and see if Mr. Richmond has got home, and to ask Miss Redwood a question. If you would just as lieve."
"Where does Miss Redwood live?"
"Oh, she is Mr. Richmond's housekeeper."
"All right," said Norton. And then the gray ponies trotted merrily on, crossed a pretty bridge over a stream, and turned their faces westward. By and by the houses of the village began scatteringly to appear; then the road grew into a well-built up street; the old cream-coloured church with its deep porch hove in sight; and the ponies turned just short of it and trotted up the lane to the parsonage door. Norton jumped down and tied the horses, and helped Matilda out of the carriage.
"Are you going in?" she asked. But it appeared that Norton was going in. So he pulled the iron knocker, and presently Miss Redwood came to the door.
"Yes, he's home," she said, almost before they could ask her; "but he ain't at home. I 'spect he'll take his meals now standin' or runnin' for the next six weeks. That's the way he has to pay for rest, when he gets it, which ain't often neither. It tires me, just to see him go; I'll tell him you called."
"But mayn't we come in, Miss Redwood? just for a minute?"
"La, yes, child," said the housekeeper, making way for them; "come in, both on ye. I didn't s'pose you was wantin' me; I've got out o' the way of it since the minister's been away; my callers has fell off somehow. It's odd, there don't one in twenty want to see me when I'm alone in the house, and could have time in fact to speak to 'em. That's the way things is in the world; there don't nothin' go together that's well matched, 'cept folks' horses; and they 're out o' my line. Come in, and tell me what you want to say. Where have ye come from?"
"I have been having a delightful ride, Miss Redwood, ever so far, farther than ever I went before."
"Down by Mr. James's place and the mill, and round by Hillside," Norton explained.
The housekeeper opened her pantry and brought out a loaf of rich gingerbread, yet warm from the oven, which she broke up and offered to the children.
"It's new times, I 'spect, ain't it?"
"It's new times to have such good gingerbread," said Norton. "This is prime."
"Have you ever made it since I showed ye?" Miss Redwood asked Matilda.
"No—only once—I hadn't time."
"When a child like you says she hain't time to play, somebody has got something that don't belong to him," said the housekeeper.
"O Miss Redwood, I wanted to know, what about Lilac Lane?"
"Well, what about it?"
"Did you do as you said you would? you know, last time I asked you, you hadn't got the things together."
"Yes, I know," said the housekeeper. "Well, I've fixed it."
"You did all as we said we would have it?" exclaimed Matilda, eagerly.
"As you said you would have it. 'Twarn't much of it my doing, child. Yes; Sally Eldridge don't know herself."
"Was she pleased?"
"Well, 'pleased' ain't to say much. I got Sabriny Rogers to clean the house first. They thought I was crazy, I do believe. 'Clean that 'ere old place?' says she. 'Why, yes,' says I; 'don't it want cleanin'?' 'But what on airth's the use?' says she. 'Well,' says I, 'I don't know; but we'll try.' So she went at it; and the first day she didn't do no more than to fling her file round, and you could see a spot where it had lighted; that's all. 'Sabriny,' says I, 'that ain't what we call cleanin' in my country; and if I pay you for cleanin' it's all I'll do; but I'll not pay nobody for just lookin' at it.' So next time it was a little better; and then I made her go over the missed places, and we got it real nice by the time I had done. And then Sally looked like somethin' that didn't belong there, and we began upon her. She was wonderful taken up with seein' Sabriny and the scrubbin' brush go round; and then she begun to cast eyes down on herself, as if she wished it could reform her. Well, I did it all in one day. I had in the bedstead, and put it up, and had a comfortable bed fetched and laid on it; and I made it up with the new sheets. 'Who's goin' to sleep there?' says Sally Eldridge, at last. 'You,' says I. 'Me?' says she; and she cast one o' them doubtful looks down at herself; doubtful, and kind o' pitiful; and I knew she'd make no objection to whatever I'd please to do with her, and she didn't. I got her into a tub o' water, and washed her and dressed her; and while I was doin' that, the folks in the other room had put in the table and the other things, and brought the flour and cheese, and that; and laid a little rag carpet on the floor, and when Sally was ready I marched her out. And she sat down and looked round her, and looked round her; and I watched to see what was comin'. And then she begun to cry."
"To cry!" Matilda echoed.
"The tears come drop, drop, down on her new calico; it fitted nice and looked real smart; and then, the first word she said was, 'I ain't a good woman.' 'I know you ain't,' says I; 'but you kin be.' So she looked round and round her at everything; and then, the next word she said was, 'The dominie kin come now.' Well! I thought that was good enough for one day; so I give her her tea and come home to my own an ashamed woman."
"Why, Miss Redwood?"
"'Cause I hadn't done it ages ago, dear, but it was left for you to show me how."
"And is Mrs. Eldridge really better?"
"Has twice as much sense as ever she showed when she was in all that muss. I am sure, come to think of it, I don't wonder. Things outside works in, somehow. I believe, if I didn't keep my window panes clear, I should begin to grow deceitful—or melancholy. And folks can't have clean hands and a dirty house."
"Thank you, Miss Redwood," said Matilda, rising.
"Well, you ain't goin' now? The minister 'll be in directly."
"I'll come another time," said Matilda. "I'm afraid Mrs. Laval would be anxious."
"La, she don't mind when her horses come home, I'll engage."
"But she might mind when we come home," said Matilda. "We have been out a great while."
"Out? why, you don't never mean you come from Mrs. Laval's'?"
"Yes, she does," said Norton. "We've got her."
"Hm! Well, I just wish you'd keep her," said the housekeeper. "She's as poor as a peascod in a drouth."
At which similitude Norton laughed all the way home.
CHAPTER X.
It is impossible to tell how pleasant Matilda's room was to her that night. She had a beautiful white candle burning in a painted candlestick, and it shed light on the soft green furniture, and the mat, and the white quilt, and the pictures on the walls, till it all looked more fairylandish than ever; and Matilda could hardly believe her own senses that it was real. And when the candle was covered with its painted extinguisher, and the moonlight streamed in through the muslin curtains, it was lovelier yet. Matilda went to the window and gazed out. The fields and copses lay all crisp and bright in the cool moonbeams; and over beyond lay the blue mountains, in a misty indistinctness that was even more ensnaring than their midday beauty. And no bell of Mrs. Candy's could sound in that fairy chamber to summon Matilda to what she didn't like. She was almost too happy; only there came the thought, how she would ever bear to go away again.
That thought came in the morning too. But pleasure soon swept it away out of sight. She had a charming hour with Mrs. Laval in the greenhouse; after which they went up to Matilda's room; and Mrs. Laval made some little examination into the state of that small wardrobe which had been packed up the day before, and now lay in the drawers of the green dressing-table. Following which, Mrs. Laval carried Matilda off into another room where a young woman sat sewing; and her she directed to take Matilda's measure, and fit her with a dress from a piece of white cambrick which lay on the table.
"It's getting pretty cool, ma'am, for this sort of thing," said the seamstress.
"Yes, but it will be wanted, and it is all I have got in the house just now. I will get something warmer to-day or to-morrow, or whenever I go out. And Belinda, you may make a little sacque to wear with this; there is enough of that red cashmere left for it. That will do."
Two or three days saw the white frock done and the sacque. Mrs. Laval provided Matilda with pretty slippers and a black sash; and furthermore, desired that she would put these things on and wear them at once. Matilda did not know herself, in such new circumstances, but obeyed, and went down-stairs very happy. Norton cast an approving glance at her as she met him.
"Come here," said he, stretching out his hand to her; "mamma's busy with her new people, and we will have another drive presently. Come and sit down till it is time to go."
They went on the verandah, where it was warm and yet shady; the October sun was so genial, and the winds were so still.
"So they have come?" said Matilda.
"Yes, a lot of them. Look as if they had come from the other end of creation. Pink, I think I'll cover all that bank with bulbs."
"What are bulbs?"
"You don't know much, if you are a brick," said Norton. "I mean tulips, and hyacinths, and crocuses, and ranunculuses, and—well, I don't know all, but those specially. Wouldn't it be fine?"
Norton was a great gardener.
"I know tulips," said Matilda. "We have a bunch of red tulips in our garden. I think they are beautiful."
"I do not mean red tulips. Did you never see any but those?"
"No."
"Then you do not know what I mean by tulips. They are everything else except plain red; I shall not have one of those."
"Yellow?"
"Well perhaps I may have two or three yellow ones. They are pretty;—clear lemon colour, you know; the colour of evening primroses."
"Are there blue tulips too?"
"Not that ever I heard," said Norton. "No, there are red, and yellow, and yellow striped with red, and white striped with red, and white blotched with carmine, and yellow edged with brown or purple, and a thousand sorts; but never a blue."
"That's odd, isn't it?" said Matilda. "And nobody ever heard of a blue rose."
"Perhaps they will, though." said Norton. "There are black roses, and green roses. But I don't believe either there can be a blue rose; it is against nature."
"But how many tulips will you have, Norton? you said two or three yellow ones; and there are a thousand sorts."
"Well, I will not have all the sorts," said Norton; "but I tell you what I will do. I will fill all that bank with them and hyacinths, I shall want a hundred or so."
"Do they cost much?"
"Pretty well," said Norton; "if you get the costly sorts. They are a dollar a-piece, some of them. But plenty are nice for fifty cents, and thirty cents."
"Your tulip bed will cost—a great deal, Norton!"
"And that bed over there," Norton went on, pointing, "shall be your bed; and I will fill it with hyacinths for you. You shall choose what colours, Pink. They will be beautiful in May. Those shall be yours."
"Oh, thank you! But do they cost much?"
"You always ask that," said Norton, laughing. "Yes, some of them do. I will tell you what I will do, Pink—and then you will be easy. I will spend twenty-five dollars on my tulip bed, and you shall spend twenty-five dollars on your hyacinth bed; and you shall say now what sorts you will have."
"Twenty-five dollars!" said Matilda. "O Norton, thank you. How nice! And I never saw a hyacinth in my life. What are they like?"
Norton was endeavouring to tell, when Mrs. Laval came upon the verandah. She came with business upon her lips, but stopped and her face changed when she saw Matilda.
"My dear child!" she said.
"Mamma," said Norton, "isn't she a brick?"
"A brick?" said Mrs. Laval, taking Matilda in her arms, and sitting down with her. "A brick! this soft, sweet, fresh delight of mine!" And as she spoke she emphasised her words with kisses. "My darling! There is nothing rough, or harsh, or stiff about you, nor anything angular, nor anything coarse; and he calls you a brick!"
"I think he means something good by it, ma'am," Matilda said, laughing.
"I don't know about the angles," said Norton. "Pink has a stiff corner now and then that I haven't been able to break off yet."
"Break off!" said Mrs. Laval, sitting with her arms round Matilda. And then they all went off into a laugh together.
"I had forgotten what I was going to say," Mrs. Laval resumed. "When you are out, Norton, I wish you would stop and send the doctor here."
"What's the matter?"
"I don't know; but those poor people are in a state under the bank, and maybe the doctor could best tell what they want."
"Ill?" said Norton.
"No, not ill, but dull and spiritless. I don't know what is the matter. They are tired with their journey perhaps, and forlorn in a strange place. Maybe they would feel better if they saw the doctor. I think such people often do."
And then Norton and Matilda had another ride in the basket waggon.
On their return, Norton proposed that they should go down under the bank and see the new-comers. Matilda was ready for anything. Under the bank was the place for Mrs. Laval's farm-house, and dairy house, and barn, and stables; a neat little settlement it looked like. A pretty little herd of cows had come home to be milked, and a woman in a strange costume, never before known at Shadywalk, had come out with a milking pail. To her Norton marched up, and addressed her in French; Matilda could not understand a word of it; but presently Norton went off into the farm-house. Here, in the kitchen, they found the rest of the family. A pleasant-faced, middle-aged woman was busy with supper; a young pretty girl was helping her; and two men, travel-worn and bearing the marks of poverty, sat over the fire holding their heads. Norton entered into conversation here again. It was very amusing to Matilda, the play of face and interchange of lively words between him and these people, while yet she could not understand a word. Even the men lifted up what seemed to be heavy heads to glance at the young master of the place; and the women looked at him and spoke with unbent brows and pleasant and pleased countenances. But the elder woman had a good deal to say; and Norton looked rather thoughtful as he came out.
"What is it all, Norton?" Matilda asked. "Is all right?"
"Well, not exactly," said Norton. "Those two men are ill."
"Hasn't the doctor come yet?"
"Yes, and he says they want a few days of rest; but I say they are ill."
"But the doctor must know?"
"Perhaps," said Norton. "Perhaps he don't."
The people under the bank were forgotten soon, in the warm luxury of the drawing-room and the bright tea-table, and the comfort of sugared peaches. And then Matilda and Norton played chess all the evening, talking to Mrs. Laval at intervals. The tulip bed and the hyacinth bed were proposed, and approved; a trip to Poughkeepsie was arranged, to see Maria; and Norton told of Miss Redwood's doings in Lilac Lane. Mrs. Laval was much amused.
"And you two children have done that!" she said.
"You gave me the money for it, ma'am," said Matilda.
"It was yours after I had given it," said the lady. "I wonder how much good really now, all that will amount to? or whether it is just a flash in the pan? That is the question that always comes to me."
Matilda looked up from the chess men, wondering what she could mean.
"It is a real good to have the house cleaned; you would never doubt that, mamma, if you had seen it," Norton remarked.
"And it is a real good that the poor woman is ready to have Mr. Richmond come to see her now," said Matilda.
"Mr. Richmond," repeated Mrs. Laval. "That's your minister. You think a great deal of Mr. Richmond, don't you, Matilda?"
"Everybody does," said Matilda. Mrs. Laval smiled.
"I don't know him, you know. But about your doings in the lane—there is no end to that sort of work. You might keep on for ever, and be no nearer the end. That is what always discourages me. There are always new old women to comfort, and fresh poor people to help. There is no end."
"But then," said Matilda. She began timidly, and stopped.
"What then?" said Mrs. Laval, smiling.
"Yes, just hear Pink, mamma," said Norton.
"What then, Matilda?" said Mrs. Laval, still looking at her as at something pleasant to the eyes.
"I was going to say," Matilda began again, with a blush, "isn't it meant that we should 'keep on for ever'?"
"Doing good to the poor? But then one would soon have nothing to do good with. One must stop somewhere."
Clearly, one must stop somewhere. A line must be found; inside or outside of her bed of hyacinths, Matilda wondered? She did not press her doubts, though she did not forget them; and the talk passed on to other things. Nothing could be more delightful than that evening, she thought.
The next day there was charming work to be done. Norton was to take her by the early train the morning after to go to Poughkeepsie; and Matilda was to prepare to-day a basket of fruit, and get ready some little presents to take to her sister. The day was swallowed up in these delights; and the next day, the day of the journey, was one long dream of pleasure. The ride to the station, the hour in the cars, or less than an hour; but the variety of new sights and sensations made it seem long; the view of a new place; the joyful visit to Maria, and the uncommonly jolly dinner the three had together at a good restaurant, made a time of unequalled delight. Only Maria looked gloomy, Matilda thought; even a little discomposed at so much pleasure coming to her little sister and missing her. And in this feeling, Matilda feared, Maria lost half the good of the play-day that had come to her. However, nothing could spoil it for the other two; and Matilda came home in the cars towards nightfall again with a heart full of content. Only a pang darted through her, as they were driving home under the stars, at the thought how many days of her fortnight were already gone. Matilda did not know it was to be a month.
They found Mrs. Laval in perplexity.
"I wish, Norton," she said, "that you would go and bring the doctor here immediately. The two women are ailing now, and the men are quite ill. I don't know what to do. York is gone to town, you know, to look after the interest on his bonds; and Francis demanded permission this afternoon to go and see his father who is dying. I have no one to send for anything. I could not keep Francis, and I do not believe he would have been kept."
"Who's to look after the horses, mamma?"
"I don't know. You must find some one, for a day or so. You must do that too, to-night."
Norton went and came back, and the evening passed as gayly as ever; York's absence being made up by the services of the children, which, Mrs. Laval said, were much better. Matilda made toast at the fire, and poured out tea; and Norton managed the tea-kettle and buttered the toast, and fetched and carried generally; and they had a merry time. But the next morning showed a change in the social atmosphere.
Matilda came down-stairs, as she always did, the earliest of the family. In the hall she encountered the housemaid, not broom in hand as usual, but with her bonnet and shawl on.
"I'm going out this way, Miss, ye see, becaase it's shorter," she said with a certain smothered mystery of tone.
"What is shorter? and where are you going, Jane?" Matilda asked, struck by something in the girl's air.
"Och, it's no lady wouldn't expict one to stop, whin it's that's the matter."
"When what is the matter? what do you mean? Are you going away?"
"Faith, it's glad I be, to be off; and none too soon. I'd show 'em the back of me head, you, dear, if it was me, goin' out at the front door. The likes o' you isn't obleeged to stop no more nor meself." This advice was given in the same mysterious undertone, and puzzled Matilda exceedingly.
"But, Jane," she said, catching the woman's shawl as she would have left her, "you know York is away; and there is nobody to do things. Mrs. Laval will want you."
"She's welcome to want me," said the girl. "I didn't engage fur to serve in an hospital, and I won't do it. Me life is as good to me, sure, as her own, or anybody's."
"But what shall I tell Mrs. Laval? Aren't you coming back?"
"Niver a bit, till the sickness is gone." And with that the girl would not be kept, but got away.
Matilda stood bewildered. Yes, she saw the broom and duster had been nowhere that morning. Everything was left. It was early yet. The sunbeams came slant and cool upon the white frost outside, as Jane opened the door; and so when the door was shut they stole in upon the undusted hall and rooms. Matilda softly made her way to the kitchen stairs and went down, fearing lest there might be more defaulters in the house hold. To her relief, she found the cook moving about preparing for some distant breakfast. But breakfast was never an early meal.
"Good morning, Mrs. Mattison," said the child. "I came down to see if there was anybody here. I met Jane just now, going out."
"I'm here yet," said Mattison. "I'll get your breakfast, before I'm off."
"Are you going too?"
"Take my advice, and don't you stop," said the woman. "You ain't a fixture so you can't get away. I'd go, fust thing, if I was you."
"Why?" said Matilda; "and what for are you all going like this? It is using Mrs. Laval very badly, I think."
"Folks must take care of their own flesh and blood," said the woman. "Wages don't pay for life, do they? I'm off as soon as I've got the breakfast. I'll do that, and give Mrs. Laval that much chance. She ain't a bad woman."
"Is the laundry-maid going too?"
"O' course. She had her warning, weeks ago, and so had I mine. Mrs. Laval sent for them furriners to fill her house with them; and now she must make the best of 'em she can. It ain't my fault if they're no use to her."
Matilda went up-stairs again, pondering what was to be done. She went softly up to Norton's door and knocked. It was not easy to rouse him; nothing stirred; and Matilda was afraid of awaking his mother, whose door was not far off. At last she opened Norton's door a bit and called to him.
"What is it?" cried Norton, as soon as the noise found a way to his brain. "Is it you, Pink? Hold on,—I'll be there in less than no time! What's to pay?"
Matilda waited, till in another minute Norton presented himself, half dressed, and with his hair all shaggy, outside his door.
"O Norton, can you be dressed very quickly?"
"Yes. What's the matter? I am going down to see to the horses. What do you want, Pink?"
"O Norton—speak softly!—everybody's going away; and I thought, maybe you would come down and help me get things in order."
"What do you mean, Pink?" said Norton, opening his eyes at her.
"Hush! They are all going away."
"Who?"
"The servants. All of them. Jane is off, and the cook will only stay till after breakfast. The laundry woman is going too. Francis is away, you know, and York. There is nobody but you and me in the house—to stay. I don't know what has got into all their heads."
"You and me!" said Norton. "The unconscionable fools! what are they afraid of?"
"Afraid of trouble, I suppose," said Matilda. "Afraid they will have nursing to do. I don't know what else."
"They ought to be put into the penitentiary!"
"Yes; but Norton, can you come down presently and help?"
"Help what?"
"Me. I want to set the table for breakfast, and I don't know where things are, you know. I am going to set the table, if you'll show me."
"I should think you didn't know where things are! Stop—I'll be there directly."
Norton disappeared, but Matilda had no idea of stopping. She went down-stairs softly again, and opened the windows, such of them as she could manage; applied to the powers below-stairs for broom and duster, and went at her old work of putting rooms in order. But it seemed like play now, and here. She was almost glad the servants were going away, to give her the chance.
"Well, you are a brick!" was Norton's remark, when he came in. "I suppose you know what it means by this time?"
"I wish you'd open those two windows for me, Norton; I can't undo the fastenings. Then perhaps you'd be a brick too?"
"I don't know," said Norton, laughing. "Well—there, Pink. What now?"
"Show me, Norton, where the things are."
"All at once, is rather too much," said Norton, as he and Matilda went into York's pantry. "All for nothing, too. Nursing! nonsense! they wouldn't have to nurse those people. It's jealousy."
"Yes, I think they are jealous," said Matilda, "from something the cook said."
Norton stood and looked on admiringly, while Matilda found the tablecloth, and arranged cups and saucers, and plates, and spoons, and mats, and all the belongings of the breakfast-table.
"Have you got to go to the stables, Norton?"
"Yes."
"Well, won't you go and get back, then? The breakfast will be ready, you know."
"Forgot all about that," said Norton.
While he was gone Matilda finished her arrangements; and was watching for him from the verandah when Mrs. Laval came behind her.
Of course it had become necessary to tell her the state of affairs. Mrs. Laval set down in one of the verandah chairs as soon as Matilda began to speak, and drew the child to her arms; wrapping them all round her, she sat thoughtfully caressing her, kissing her brow, and cheeks, and lips, and smoothing her hair, in a sort of fond reverie; so fond, that Matilda did not stir to interrupt her, while she was so thoughtful, that Matilda was sure she was pondering all the while on what was best to do.
"Who set the table?"
"I did, ma'am. Norton showed me where things were."
"Ma'am," repeated Mrs. Laval, drawing the child closer. "Would it be very hard to call me 'mamma'—some time—when you know me better? I can't let you go."
Matilda flushed and trembled; and then Norton came running up the bank. He smiled at the sight of his mother, with Matilda in her arms and her face resting upon Matilda's forehead.
"What's the word down there this morning, Norton?"
"I don't know, mamma; I've only been to see the horses. They are well."
"To the stables, have you been? Then do run and change your dress, Norton."
"Yes, and breakfast's ready, Norton," Matilda called after him. She slid off Mrs. Laval's lap and rang for it, and when it came up on the dumb waiter, she did York's work in setting it on the table with a particular pleasure. She began to have a curious feeling of being at home in the house.
"There is but one thing for me to do," said Mrs. Laval, as they sat at breakfast. "I must go down to the city and get a new houseful of servants, to do till these are well. But I'm in a great puzzle how to leave you two children. There will be nobody here; and I may very possibly be obliged to stay a night in town. It is not at all likely that I can do what I have to do, in time to take an evening train."
"I can take care of Pink, mamma."
"Who will take care of you?"
"I'll try," said Matilda.
"What can you do, to take care of me?" said Norton.
"You will want something to eat," said Matilda. "I think you will—before to-morrow night."
"If I do, I can get it," said Norton.
"He thinks dinner grows, like a cabbage," said Mrs. Laval; "or like a tulip, rather. His head is full of tulips. But I cannot go to-day to New York; I could not catch the train. I'll go down-stairs and see these people after breakfast, and make them stay."
But when Mrs. Laval descended half an hour later to the regions of the kitchen, she found them deserted. Nobody was there. The fire, in a sullen state of half life, seemed to bear witness to the fact; the gridiron stood by the side of the hearth with bits of fish sticking to it; the saucepan which had held the eggs was still half full of water on the hob; the floor was unswept, the tray of eggs stood on one table, a quantity of unwashed dishes on another, but silence everywhere announced that the hands which should have been busy with all these matters were no longer within reach of them. Mrs. Laval went up-stairs again.
"Every creature is gone," she said. "I am sure I do not know what we are to do. Jealousy, Norton, did you say?"
"Because you have sent for these Swiss people, mamma."
"Is it possible? Well—I don't know what we are to do, as I said. We shall have no dinner."
"I can get the dinner," said Matilda. At which there was some laughing; and then Mrs. Laval said she must go and see how the poor people were. Norton was despatched to find some oysters if he could; and Matilda quietly went down-stairs again, with her little head full. She was there still an hour later, when Mrs. Laval came home and called for her. Matilda came running up, with red cheeks.
"Ah, there you are! What are you doing, Matilda? you have got your face all flushed."
"It's just the fire," said Matilda.
"Fire? What are you doing, child?"
"Nothing, much. Only trying to put things a little in order."
"You," said Mrs. Laval. "Leave that, my darling. You cannot. There will be somebody to do it by and by. But I wish I had somebody here now, to make gruel, or porridge, or something, for those poor people. They are without any comforts."
Mrs. Laval looked puzzled.
"Are they better?" Matilda asked.
"Two of them are unwell; indeed they are all ill, more or less; but the men are really bad, I think."
"If I had some meal, I could make gruel," said Matilda. "I know how. I have made it for—I have made it at home, often."
"Could you?" said Mrs. Laval. "There must be some meal here somewhere."
She went down to search for it. But it was found presently that she did not know meal when she saw it; and Matilda's help was needed to decide which barrel held the article.
"I am a useless creature," Mrs. Laval said, as she watched Matilda getting some meal out. "If you can manage that, darling, I will be for ever obliged to you, and so will those poor people. It is really good to know how to do things. Why, what have you done with all the dishes and irons that were standing about here? You have got the place in order, I declare! What have you done with them, dear?"
"They are put away. Shall I put on a pot and boil some potatoes, Mrs. Laval? I can; and there is a great piece of cold beef in the pantry."
"Boil potatoes? no, indeed!" said Mrs. Laval. "Norton will get us some oysters, and some bread and some cake at the baker's. No, dear, do not touch the horrid things; keep your hands away from them. We'll fast for a day or two, and enjoy eating all the better afterwards."
Matilda made her gruel, nicely; and Mrs. Laval carried it herself down to the farmhouse. She came back looking troubled. They could not touch it, she said, after all; not one of them but the young girl; they were really a sick house down there; and she would go to New York and get help to-morrow. So by the early morning train she went.
It was rather a day of amusement to the two children left alone at home. They had a great sense of importance upon them, and some sense of business. Matilda, at least, found a good deal for herself to do, up-stairs and down-stairs; then she and Norton sat down on the verandah in the soft October light, and consulted over all the details of the tulip and hyacinth beds.
"Fifty dollars!" said Matilda, at last.
"Yes?" said Norton. "Well?"
"Nothing. Only—did you ever think, Norton, how many other things one could do with fifty dollars? I wonder if it is right to spend so much just on a flower-bed?"
"It isn't. It's on two flower-beds," said Norton.
"Well, on two. It is the same thing."
"That's a very loose way of talking," said Norton. "Two and one are not at all the same thing. They are three."
"O Norton! but you are twisting things all round, now. I didn't say anything ridiculous."
"I am not so sure of that. Pink, one would never spend money any way, if one stopped because one could spend it some other way."
"But it ought to be always the best way."
"You can't tell what the best way is," said Norton. "I can't think of anything so good to do with this fifty dollars, as to make those two beds of bulbous roots."
Matilda sat thinking, not convinced, but longing very much to see the hyacinths and tulips, when a voice at the glass door behind her made her start. It was the doctor.
"Good morning. Is nobody at home?"
"Nobody but us," said Norton.
"Mrs. Laval gone out, eh?"
"Gone to New York, sir."
"To New York, eh? Ah! Well! Unfortunate!"
"What shall I tell her, sir, when she comes back?"
"Is there anybody in the house that can make beef tea?"
"No, sir," said Norton.
"If you will tell me how, Dr. Bird, I will have some," Matilda said.
"You, eh? Well, you do know something more than most girls. You can remember and follow directions, if I tell you, eh?"
"Yes, sir, I think I can."
"Then I'll tell you. You take a piece of juicy beef—he can see to that—juicy beef; not a poor cut, mind, nor fat; mustn't be any fat; and you cut it into dice; and when you have cut it all up fine, you put it in a bottle, and cork it up. Understand?"
"Yes, sir. But I don't know what dice are."
"Don't, eh? well, little bits as big as the end of my finger, will do as well as dice. Then when you have got your bottle corked, set it in a pot of water, and put the pot on the fire, and let it boil, till the juice of the beef comes out. Then strain that juice. That's beef tea."
"I mustn't put any water in with the beef, sir?—in the bottle?"
"Not a drop. Keep the water all in the pot."
"Who is to have the beef tea, doctor, when it is made?"
"Those two Frenchmen at the farmhouse. I told the women. They ought to have it now. And a nurse, too; the women are ill themselves."
Dr. Bird went his way, and Matilda persuaded Norton to go at once in quest of some juicy beef. It would be a difficult job, he said, for the butchers' shops were shut up; but he would go and try. While he was gone Matilda amused herself with getting a dinner for him and herself down in the kitchen; and there, when he came back, the two went, to eat their dinner and to set the beef tea a-going. They had rather a jolly time of it, to tell the truth; and were so very social, and discussed so many things besides their beef and bread, that the beef tea was ready to strain by the time Matilda had cleared the things away. And then she and Norton went down to the farmhouse to carry it.
They could get nobody to come to the door, so they opened it for themselves. It was a sad house to see. In two rooms all the family were gathered; the men lying on beds in the inner room, one woman on the floor of the other, and one on a cot. All ill. The girl alone held her head up, and she complained it was hard to do even that. Matilda and Norton went from one room to another. The men lay like logs, stupid with fever; one of the women was light-headed; not any of them would touch what Matilda had brought. The poor girl who was still on her feet was crying. There was no fire, no friend, no comfort or help of any sort. Nor ton and his little companion made the rounds helplessly, and then went out to consult together.
"Norton, they are dreadfully ill," whispered Matilda. "I know they are."
"I guess you are right," said Norton. "But you and I can't do anything."
"I can," said Matilda. "I can give them water, and I can give them beef tea. And you, Norton, I will tell you what you can do. Go for Miss Redwood."
"Miss Redwood? who's she?"
"Don't you remember? Mr. Richmond's housekeeper. She'll come, I know."
"She'll be very good if she does," said Norton. "But I'll tell her you said so. Do you think she would come?"
"I'm certain of it."
CHAPTER XI.
Norton made his way to the brown door of the parsonage, and knocked; but the person that opened it was the minister himself. Norton was a little confused now, remembering what his errand meant there.
"Norton Laval, isn't it?" said Mr. Richmond. "You are very welcome, Norton, at my house. Will you come in?"
"No, sir. If you please——"
"What is it? Something you would rather say to me here?"
"No, sir. I was coming——"
"To see me, I hope?"
"No, sir," said Norton, growing desperate and colouring, which he was very unapt to do. "If you please, Mr. Richmond, I was sent to speak to—I forget what her name is—the woman who lives here."
"Miss Redwood?"
"Yes, sir."
"Who sent you?"
"Matilda Englefield."
"Did she? Pray why did not Matilda come with you?"
"She could not, sir; she was very busy. She asked me to come."
"You can see Miss Redwood," said Mr. Richmond, smiling. "I believe she is always ready to receive visitors; at least I never saw a time when she was not. You have only to walk right in and knock at her door there. When are you coming to see me, Norton? You and I ought to be better friends."
"I don't know, sir," said Norton. "I would not intrude."
"Ask your friend Matilda if I do not like such intrusions. I shall have to invite you specially, I see. Well, go in and find Miss Redwood. I will not detain you now."
Norton went in, glad to be released, for he did not exactly want to tell his errand to the minister, knocked at the kitchen door and was bade to enter. It was full, the kitchen was, of the sweet smell of baking bread; and Miss Redwood was busily peering into her stove oven.
"Who's there?" she asked, too much engaged in turning her loaves to give her eyes to anything else, even a visitor. Norton told his name, and waited till the oven doors shut to with a clang; and then Miss Redwood, very pink in the face, rose up to look at him.
"I've seen you before," was her remark.
"Yes. I brought Matilda Englefield here one day," Norton answered.
"H'm. I thought she brought you. What brings you now?"
"Matilda wanted me to come with a message to you."
"Well, you can sit down and tell it, if you're a mind to. Why didn't the child come herself? that's the first idee that comes to me."
"She is busy trying to nurse some sick folks, and they are more than she can manage, and she wants your help. At least, she sent me to ask you if you wouldn't come."
"Who's ill?"
"Some people just come from Switzerland to be my mother's servants."
"Switzerland," repeated Miss Redwood. "I have heard o' Switzerland, more than once in my life. I should like to know whereabouts it is. I never knew any one yet that could tell me."
"Mr. Richmond knows, I suppose," said Norton.
"I suppose he knows Greek," said Miss Redwood, "and ever so many other queer tongues too, I've no doubt; but I should like to see myself askin' him to learn me. No, I mean, as I never knew nobody that I'd ask. La! there's folks enough that knows. Only I never had no chances for them things."
"I could shew you where Switzerland is, if you had a map," said Norton.
"I guess I know as much as that myself," said the housekeeper quietly, opening the stove door again for a peep at the oven. "But what does that tell me? I see a little spot o' paper painted green, and a big spot along side of it painted some other colour; and the map is all spots; and somebody tells me that little green spot is Switzerland. And I should like to know, how much wiser am I for that? That's paper and green paint; but what I want to know is, where is the place."
"It's hard to tell," said Norton, so much amused that he forgot his commission.
"Well, these folks come from Switzerland, you say. How did they come?"
"They came in a ship—part of the way."
"How fur in a ship?"
"Three thousand miles."
"Three thousand," repeated Miss Red wood. "When you get up there, I don't know what miles mean, no more than if you spoke another language. I understand a hundred miles. It's nigh that to New York."
"They came that hundred miles, over and above," said Norton.
"Well, how long now, does it take a ship to go that fur? Three thousand miles."
"It depends on how fast the wind blows."
"The wind goes awful fast sometimes," said Miss Redwood. "When it goes at that rate as will carry a chimney off a house, and pick up a tree by the roots as I would a baby under my arm, seems to me a ship would travel at a powerful speed."
"It would certainly, if there was nothing to hinder," said Norton; "but at those times, you see, the wind picks up the water, and sends such huge waves rolling about that it is not very safe to be where they can give you a slap. Ships don't get along best at such times."
"Well, I'm thankful I'm not a sailor," said Miss Redwood. "I'd rather stay home and know less. How many o' these folks o' yourn is ill?"
"All of them, pretty much," said Norton. "Two men and two women."
"Fever nagur?"
"No, 'tisn't that. I don't know what it is. The doctor is attending them. He ordered beef tea to-day; and Matilda made some; but they seem too ill to take it now they've got it."
Miss Redwood dropped her towel, with which she was just going to open the oven again, and stood upright.
"Beef tea?" she echoed. "How long have these folks been ill?"
"Ever since they came ashore almost. They came straight up here, and began to be ill immediately. That was a few days ago; not a week."
"Beef tea!" said Miss Redwood again. "And just come to shore. How do they look? Did you see them?"
"Yes, I saw them," said Norton. "I went with Matilda when she took the beef tea to them. How did they look? I can't tell; they looked bad. The men were mahogany colour, and one of the women was out of her head, I think."
"And you two children going to see them!" exclaimed Miss Redwood, in a tone that savoured of strong disapprobation, not to say dismay.
"Because there was no one else," said Norton. "Mamma has gone to New York to get more people; for all ours went off when they knew of the sickness at the farmhouse."
"Why?" said Miss Redwood, sharply.
"I don't know. I suppose they were jealous of these strangers."
"H'm," said Miss Redwood, beginning now to take her bread out of the oven with a very hurried hand; "there's jealousy enough in the world, no doubt, and unreason enough; but it don't usually come like an epidemic neither. You go home, and tell Matilda I'm a comin' as fast as ever I kin get my chores done and my hood and shawl on. And you tell her—will she do what you tell her?"
"I don't know," said Norton. "What is it?"
"Where is it these folks are ill? Not to your house?"
"Oh no. Down at the farmhouse—you know our farmhouse—under the bank."
"Did you leave the child there?"
"She was there when I came away."
"Well, you run home as fast as your legs can carry you, and fetch her out of that. Bring her home, and don't you nor she go down there again. Maybe it's no harm, but it's safe to do as I tell you. Now go, and I'll come. Don't let the grass grow under your feet."
Norton was not used to be ordered about quite so decidedly; it struck him as an amusing variety in his life. However he divined that Miss Redwood might have some deep reason for being so energetic, and he was not slow in getting back to Briery Bank; so his mother's place was called. The house was shut up, as he and Matilda had left it, and he went on down to the home of the sick people. There he found Matilda as he had left her. Norton only put his head into the sick-room and called her out.
"Miss Redwood is coming," he said.
"I'm so glad! I knew she would," said Matilda. "She will know what to do. They all seem stupid, Norton, except the woman who is out of her head."
"Yes, she will know what to do," said Norton; "and you had better come away now. You don't."
"I can do something, though," said Matilda. "I can give the medicine and the beef tea. Why, there was nobody even to give the medicine, Norton. I found it here with the doctor's directions; and nobody had taken it till I came, not one of these poor people. But oh, the rooms are so disagreeable with so many invalids in them! you can't think." |
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