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His mother lingered for some time without any evident change. He sat by her bedside the most of the day. All she wanted was to have him within reach of her feeble voice, that she might, when she pleased, draw him within touch of her feeble hand. Once she said:
"My boy, I am going to your father."
"Yes, mother, I think you are," Hugh replied. "How glad he will be to see you!"
"But I shall leave you alone."
"Mother, I love God."
The mother looked at him, as only a mother can look, smiled sweetly, closed her eyes as with the weight of her contentment, fell asleep holding his hand, and slept for hours.
Meanwhile, in London, Margaret was watching Euphra. She was dying, and Margaret was the angel of life watching over her.
"I shall get rid of my lameness there, Margaret, shall I not?" said Euphra, one day, half playfully.
"Yes, dear."
"It will be delightful to walk again without pain."
"Perhaps you will not get rid of it all at once, though."
"Why do you think so?" asked Euphra, with some appearance of uneasiness.
"Because, if it is taken from you before you are quite willing to have it as long as God pleases, by and by you will not be able to rest, till you have asked for it back again, that you may bear it for his sake."
"I am willing, Margaret, I am willing. Only one can't like it, you know."
"I know that," answered Margaret.
She spoke no more, and Margaret heard her weeping gently. Half an hour had passed away, when she looked up, and said:
"Margaret, dear, I begin to like my lameness, I think."
"Why, dear?"
"Why, just because God made it, and bade me bear it. May I not think it is a mark on me from his hand?"
"Yes, I think so."
"Why do you think it came on me?"
"To walk back to Him with, dear."
"Yes, yes; I see it all."
Until now, Margaret had not known to what a degree the lameness of Euphra had troubled her. That her pretty ankle should be deformed, and her light foot able only to limp, had been a source of real distress to her, even in the midst of far deeper.
The days passed on, and every day she grew weaker. She did not suffer much, but nothing seemed to do her good. Mrs. Elton was kindness itself. Harry was in dreadful distress. He haunted her room, creeping in whenever he had a chance, and sitting in corners out of the way. Euphra liked to have him near her. She seldom spoke to him, or to any one but Margaret, for Margaret alone could hear with ease what she said. But now and then she would motion him to her bedside, and say — it was always the same —
"Harry, dear, be good."
"I will; indeed I will, dear Euphra," was still Harry's reply.
Once, expressing to Margaret her regret that she should be such a trouble to her, she said:
"You have to do so much for me, that I am ashamed."
"Do let me wash the feet of one of his disciples;" Margaret replied, gently expostulating; after which, Euphra never grumbled at her own demands upon her.
Again, one day, she said:
"I am not right at all to-day, Margaret. God can't love me, I am so hateful."
"Don't measure God's mind by your own, Euphra. It would be a poor love that depended not on itself, but on the feelings of the person loved. A crying baby turns away from its mother's breast, but she does not put it away till it stops crying. She holds it closer. For my part, in the worst mood I am ever in, when I don't feel I love God at all, I just look up to his love. I say to him: 'Look at me. See what state I am in. Help me!" Ah! you would wonder how that makes peace. And the love comes of itself; sometimes so strong, it nearly breaks my heart."
"But there is a text I don't like."
"Take another, then."
"But it will keep coming."
"Give it back to God, and never mind it."
"But would that be right?"
"One day, when I was a little girl, so high, I couldn't eat my porridge, and sat looking at it. 'Eat your porridge,' said my mother. 'I don't want it,' I answered. 'There's nothing else for you,' said my mother — for she had not learned so much from my father then, as she did before he died. 'Hoots!' said my father — I cannot, dear Euphra, make his words into English."
"No, no, don't," said Euphra; "I shall understand them perfectly."
"'Hoots! Janet, my woman!' said my father. 'Gie the bairn a dish o' tay. Wadna ye like some tay, Maggy, my doo?' 'Ay wad I,' said I. 'The parritch is guid eneuch," said my mother. 'Nae doot aboot the parritch, woman; it's the bairn's stamack, it's no the parritch.' My mother said no more, but made me a cup of such nice tea; for whenever she gave in, she gave in quite. I drank it; and, half from anxiety to please my mother, half from reviving hunger, attacked the porridge next, and ate it up. 'Leuk at that!' said my father. 'Janet, my woman, gie a body the guid that they can tak', an' they'll sune tak' the guid that they canna. Ye're better noo, Maggy, my doo?' I never told him that I had taken the porridge too soon after all, and had to creep into the wood, and be sick. But it is all the same for the story."
Euphra laughed a feeble but delighted laugh, and applied the story for herself.
So the winter days passed on.
"I wish I could live till the spring," said Euphra. "I should like to see a snowdrop and a primrose again."
"Perhaps you will, dear; but you are going into a better spring. I could almost envy you, Euphra."
"But shall we have spring there?"
"I think so."
"And spring-flowers?"
"I think we shall — better than here."
"But they will not mean so much."
"Then they won't be so good. But I should think they would mean ever so much more, and be ever so much more spring-like. They will be the spring-flowers to all winters in one, I think."
Folded in the love of this woman, anointed for her death by her wisdom, baptized for the new life by her sympathy and its tears, Euphra died in the arms of Margaret.
Margaret wept, fell on her knees, and gave God thanks. Mrs. Elton was so distressed, that, as soon as the funeral was over, she broke up her London household, sending some of the servants home to the country, and taking some to her favourite watering place, to which Harry also accompanied her.
She hoped that, now the affair of the ring was cleared up, she might, as soon as Hugh returned, succeed in persuading him to follow them to Devonshire, and resume his tutorship. This would satisfy her anxiety about Hugh and Harry both.
Hugh's mother died too, and was buried. When he returned from the grave which now held both father and mother, he found a short note from Margaret, telling him that Euphra was gone. Sorrow is easier to bear when it comes upon sorrow; but he could not help feeling a keen additional pang, when he learned that she was dead whom he had loved once, and now loved better. Margaret's note informed him likewise that Euphra had left a written request, that her diamond ring should be given to him to wear for her sake.
He prepared to leave the home whence all the homeness had now vanished, except what indeed lingered in the presence of an old nurse, who had remained faithful to his mother to the last. The body itself is of little value after the spirit, the love, is out of it: so the house and all the old things are little enough, after the loved ones are gone who kept it alive and made it home.
All that Hugh could do for this old nurse was to furnish a cottage for her out of his mother's furniture, giving her everything she liked best. Then he gathered the little household treasures, the few books, the few portraits and ornaments, his father's sword, and his mother's wedding-ring; destroyed with sacred fire all written papers; sold the remainder of the furniture, which he would gladly have burnt too, and so proceeded to take his last departure from the home of his childhood.
CHAPTER XXIII.
NATURE AND HER LADY.
Die Frauen sind ein liebliches Geheimniss, nur verhullt, nicht verschlossen. — NOVALIS. - Moralische Ansichten.
Women are a lovely mystery — veiled, however, not shut up.
Her twilights were more clear than our mid-day; She dreamt devoutlier than most used to pray.
DR. DONNE.
Perhaps the greatest benefit that resulted to Hugh from being thus made a pilgrim and a stranger in the earth, was, that Nature herself saw him, and took him in, Hitherto, as I have already said, Hugh's acquaintance with Nature had been chiefly a second-hand one — he knew friends of hers. Nature in poetry — not in the form of Thomsonian or Cowperian descriptions, good as they are, but closely interwoven with and expository of human thought and feeling — had long been dear to him. In this form he had believed that he knew her so well, as to be able to reproduce the lineaments of her beloved face. But now she herself appeared to him — the grand, pure, tender mother, ancient in years, yet ever young; appeared to him, not in the mirror of a man's words, but bending over him from the fathomless bosom of the sky, from the outspread arms of the forest-trees, from the silent judgment of the everlasting hills. She spoke to him from the depths of air, from the winds that harp upon the boughs, and trumpet upon the great caverns, and from the streams that sing as they go to be lost in rest. She would have shone upon him out of the eyes of her infants, the flowers, but they had their faces turned to her breast now, hiding from the pale blue eyes and the freezing breath of old Winter, who was looking for them with his face bent close to their refuge. And he felt that she had a power to heal and to instruct; yea, that she was a power of life, and could speak to the heart and conscience mighty words about God and Truth and Love.
For he did not forsake his dead home in haste. He lingered over it, and roamed about its neighbourhood. Regarding all about him with quiet, almost passive spirit, he was astonished to find how his eyes opened to see nature in the mass. Before, he had beheld only portions and beauties. When or how the change passed upon him he could not tell. But he no longer looked for a pretty eyebrow or a lovely lip on the face of nature: the soul of nature looked out upon him from the harmony of all, guiding him unsought to the discovery of a thousand separate delights; while from the expanded vision new meanings flashed upon him every day. He beheld in the great All the expression of the thoughts and feelings of the maker of the heavens and the earth and the sea and the fountains of water. The powers of the world to come, that is, the world of unseen truth and ideal reality, were upon him in the presence of the world that now is. For the first time in his life, he felt at home with nature; and while he could moan with the wintry wind, he no longer sighed in the wintry sunshine, that foretold, like the far-off flutter of a herald's banner, the approach of victorious lady-spring.
With the sorrow and loneliness of loss within him, and Nature around him seeming to sigh for a fuller expression of the thought that throbbed within her, it is no wonder that the form of Margaret, the gathering of the thousand forms of nature into one intensity and harmony of loveliness, should rise again upon the world of his imagination, to set no more. Father and mother were gone. Margaret remained behind. Nature lay around him like a shining disk, that needed a visible centre of intensest light — a shield of silver, that needed but a diamond boss: Margaret alone could be that centre — that diamond light-giver; for she alone, of all the women he knew, seemed so to drink of the sun-rays of God, as to radiate them forth, for very fulness, upon the clouded world.
She had dawned on him like a sweet crescent moon, hanging far-off in a cold and low horizon: now, lifting his eyes, he saw that same moon nearly at the full, and high overhead, yet leaning down towards him through the deep blue air, that overflowed with her calm triumph of light. He knew that he loved her now. He knew that every place he went through, caught a glimmer of romance the moment he thought of her; that every most trifling event that happened to himself, looked like a piece of a story-book the moment he thought of telling it to her. But the growth of these feelings had been gradual — so slow and gradual, that when he recognized them, it seemed to him as if he had felt them from the first. The fact was, that as soon as he began to be capable of loving Margaret, he had begun to love her. He had never been able to understand her till he was driven into the desert. But now that Nature revealed herself to him full of Life, yea, of the Life of Life, namely, of God himself, it was natural that he should honour and love that 'lady of her own'; that he should recognize Margaret as greater than himself, as nearer to the heart of Nature — yea, of God the father of all. She had been one with Nature from childhood, and when he began to be one with nature too, he must become one with her.
And now, in absence, he began to study the character of her whom, in presence, he had thought he knew perfectly. He soon found that it was a Manoa, a golden city in a land of Paradise — too good to be believed in, except by him who was blessed with the beholding of it. He knew now that she had always understood what he was only just waking to recognize. And he felt that the scholar had been very patient with the stupidity of the master, and had drawn from his lessons a nourishment of which he had known nothing himself.
But dared he think of marrying her, a creature inspired with a presence of the Spirit of God which none but the saints enjoy, and thence clothed with a garment of beauty, which her spirit wove out of its own loveliness? She was a being to glorify any man merely by granting him her habitual presence: what, then, if she gave her love! She would bring with her the presence of God himself, for she walked ever in his light, and that light clung to her and radiated from her. True, many young maidens must be walking in the sunshine of God, else whence the light and loveliness and bloom, the smile and the laugh of their youth? But Margaret not only walked in this light: she knew it and whence it came. She looked up to its source, and it illuminated her face.
The silent girl of old days, whose countenance wore the stillness of an unsunned pool, as she listened with reverence to his lessons, had blossomed into the calm, stately woman, before whose presence he felt rebuked he knew not why, upon whose face lay slumbering thought, ever ready to wake into life and motion. Dared he love her? Dared he tell her that he loved her? Dared he, so poor, so worthless, seek for himself such a world's treasure? — He might have known that worth does not need honour; that its lowliness is content with ascribing it.
Some of my readers may be inclined to think that I hide, for the sake of my hero — poor little hero, one of God's children, learning to walk — an inevitable struggle between his love and his pride; inasmuch as, being but a tutor, he might be expected to think the more of his good family, and the possibility of his one day coming to honour without the drawback of having done anything to merit it, a title being almost within his grasp; while Margaret was a ploughman's daughter, and a lady's maid. But, although I know more of Hugh's faults than I have thought it at all necessary to bring out in my story, I protest that, had he been capable of giving the name of love to a feeling in whose presence pride dared to speak, I should have considered him unworthy of my poor pen. In plain language, I doubt if I should have cared to write his story at all.
He gathered together, as I have said, the few memorials of the old ship gone down in the quiet ocean of time; paid one visit of sorrowful gladness to his parent's grave, over which he raised no futile stone — leaving it, like the forms within it, in the hands of holy decay; and took his road — whither? To Margaret's home — to see old Janet; and to go once to the grave of his second father. Then he would return to the toil and hunger and hope of London.
What made Hugh go to Turriepuffit? His love to Margaret? No. A better motive even than that: — Repentance. Better I mean for Hugh as to the individual occasion; not in itself; for love is deeper than repentance, seeing that without love there can be no repentance. He had repented before; but now that he haunted in silence the regions of the past, the whole of his history in connection with David returned on him clear and vivid, as if passing once again before his eyes and through his heart; and he repented more deeply still. Perhaps he was not quite so much to blame as he thought himself. Perhaps only now was it possible for the seeds of truth, which David had sown in his heart, to show themselves above the soil of lower, yet ministering cares. They had needed to lie a winter long in the earth. Now the keen blasts and grinding frosts had done their work, and they began to grow in the tearful prime. Sorrow for loss brought in her train sorrow for wrong — a sister more solemn still, and with a deeper blessing in the voice of her loving farewell. — It is a great mistake to suppose that sorrow is a part of repentance. It is far too good a grace to come so easily. A man may repent, that is, think better of it, and change his way, and be very much of a Pharisee — I do not say a hypocrite — for a long time after: it needs a saint to be sorrowful. Yet repentance is generally the road to this sorrow. — And now that in the gracious time of grief, his eyesight purified by tears, he entered one after another all the chambers of the past, he humbly renewed once more his friendship with the noble dead, and with the homely, heartful living. The grey-headed man who walked with God like a child, and with his fellow-men like an elder brother who was always forgetting his birthright and serving the younger; the woman who believed where she could not see, and loved where she could not understand; and the maiden who was still and lustreless, because she ever absorbed and seldom reflected the light — all came to him, as if to comfort him once more in his loneliness, when his heart had room for them, and need of them yet again. David now became, after his departure, yet more of a father to him than before, for that spirit, which is the true soul of all this body of things, had begun to recall to his mind the words of David, and so teach him the things that David knew, the everlasting realities of God. And it seemed to him the while, that he heard David himself uttering, in his homely, kingly voice, whatever truth returned to him from the echo-cave of the past. Even when a quite new thought arose within him, it came to him in the voice of David, or at least with the solemn music of his tones clinging about it as the murmur about the river's course. Experience had now brought him up to the point where he could begin to profit by David's communion; he needed the things which David could teach him; and David began forthwith to give them to him.
That birth of nature in his soul, which enabled him to understand and love Margaret, helped him likewise to contemplate with admiration and awe, the towering peaks of David's hopes, trusts, and aspirations. He had taught the ploughman mathematics, but that ploughman had possessed in himself all the essential elements of the grandeur of the old prophets, glorified by the faith which the Son of Man did not find in the earth, but left behind him to grow in it, and which had grown to a noble growth of beauty and strength in this peasant, simple and patriarchal in the midst of a self-conceited age. And, oh! how good he had been to him! He had built a house that he might take him in from the cold, and make life pleasant to him, as in the presence of God. He had given him his heart every time he gave him his great manly hand. And this man, this friend, this presence of Christ, Hugh had forsaken, neglected, all but forgotten. He could not go, and, like the prodigal, fall down before him, and say, "Father, I have sinned against heaven and thee," for that heaven had taken him up out of his sight. He could only weep instead, and bitterly repent. Yes; there was one thing more he could do. Janet still lived. He would go to her, and confess his sin, and beg her forgiveness. Receiving it, he would be at peace. He knew David forgave him, whether he confessed or not; and that, if he were alive, David would seek his confession only as the casting away of the separation from his heart, as the banishment of the worldly spirit, and as the natural sign by which he might know that Hugh was one with him yet.
Janet was David's representative on earth: he would go to her.
So he returned, rich and great; rich in knowing that he was the child of Him to whom all the gold mines belong; and great in that humility which alone recognizes greatness, and in the beginnings of that meekness which shall inherit the earth. No more would he stunt his spiritual growth by self-satisfaction. No more would he lay aside, in the cellars of his mind, poor withered bulbs of opinions, which, but for the evil ministrations of that self-satisfaction, seeking to preserve them by drying and salting, might have been already bursting into blossoms of truth, of infinite loveliness.
He knew that Margaret thought far too well of him — honoured him greatly beyond his deserts. He would not allow her to be any longer thus deceived. He would tell her what a poor creature he was. But he would say, too, that he hoped one day to be worthy of her praise, that he hoped to grow to what she thought him. If he should fail in convincing her, he would receive all the honour she gave him humbly, as paid, not to him, but to what he ought to be. God grant it might be as to his future self!
In this mood he went to Janet.
CHAPTER XXIV.
THE FIR-WOOD AGAIN.
Er stand vor der himmlischen Jungfrau. Da hob er den leichten, glanzenden Schleir, und — Rosenbluthchen sank in seine Arme. — Novalis. — Die Lehrlinge zu Sais.
He stood before the heavenly Virgin (Isis, the Goddess of Nature). Then lifted he the light, shining veil, and — Rosebud (his old love) sank into his arms.
So womanly, so benigne, and so meek.
CHAUCER. — Prol. to Leg. of Good Women.
It was with a mingling of strange emotions, that Hugh approached the scene of those not very old, and yet, to his feeling, quite early memories. The dusk was beginning to gather. The hoar-frost lay thick on the ground. The pine-trees stood up in the cold, looking, in their garment of spikes, as if the frost had made them. The rime on the gate was unfriendly, and chilled his hand. He turned into the footpath. He saw the room David had built for him. Its thatch was one mass of mosses, whose colours were hidden now in the cuckoo-fruit of the frost. Alas! how Death had cast his deeper frost over all; for the man was gone from the hearth! But neither old Winter nor skeleton Death can withhold the feet of the little child Spring. She is stronger than both. Love shall conquer hate; and God will overcome sin.
He drew nigh to the door, trembling. It seemed strange to him that his nerves only, and not his mind, should feel. — In moments of unusual excitement, it sometimes happens that the only consciousness a strong man has of emotion, lies in an unwonted physical vibration, the mind itself refusing to be disturbed. It is, however, but a seeming: the emotion is so deep, that consciousness can lay hold of its physical result only. — The cottage looked the same as ever, only the peat-stack outside was smaller. In the shadowiness of the firs, the glimmer of a fire was just discernible on the kitchen window. He trembled so much that he could not enter. He would go into the fir-wood first, and see Margaret's tree, as he always called it in his thoughts and dreams.
Very poor and stunted and meagre looked the fir-trees of Turriepuffit, after the beeches and elms of Arnstead. The evening wind whistled keen and cold through their dry needles, and made them moan, as if because they were fettered, and must endure the winter in helpless patience. Here and there amongst them, rose the Titans of the little forest — the huge, old, contorted, wizard-like, yet benevolent beings — the Scotch firs. Towards one of these he bent his way. It was the one under which he had seen Margaret, when he met her first in the wood, with her whole soul lost in the waving of its wind-swung, sun-lighted top, floating about in the sea of air like a golden nest for some silvery bird of heaven. To think that the young girl to whom he had given the primrose he had just found, the then first-born of the Spring, should now be the queen of his heart! Her childish dream of the angel haunting the wood had been true, only she was the angel herself. He drew near the place. How well he knew it! He seated himself, cold as it was in the February of Scotland, at the foot of the blessed tree. He did not know that it was cold.
While he sat with his eyes fixed on the ground, a light rustle in the fallen leaves made him raise them suddenly. It was all winter and fallen leaves about him; but he lifted his eyes, and in his soul it was summer: Margaret stood before him. He was not in the least surprised. For how can one wonder to see before his eyes, the form of which his soul is full? — there is no shock. She stood a little way off, looking — as if she wanted to be sure before she moved a step. She was dressed in a grey winsey gown, close to her throat and wrists. She had neither shawl nor bonnet. Her fine health kept her warm, even in a winter wood at sun-down. She looked just the same; — at home everywhere; most at home in Nature's secret chamber. Like the genius of the place, she made the winter-wood look homely. What were the oaks and beeches of Arnstead now? Homeliness and glory are Heaven.
She came nearer.
"Margaret!" he murmured, and would have risen.
"No, no; sit still," she rejoined, in a pleading tone. "I thought it was the angel in the picture. Now I know it. Sit still, dear Mr. Sutherland, one moment more."
Humbled by his sense of unworthiness, and a little distressed that she could so quietly reveal the depth of her feeling towards him, he said:
"Ah, Margaret! I wish you would not praise one so little deserving it."
"Praise?" she repeated, with an accent of wonder. "I praise you! No, Mr. Sutherland; that I am not guilty of. Next to my father, you made me know and feel. And as I walked here, I was thinking of the old times, and older times still; and all at once I saw the very picture out of the old Bible."
She came close to him now. He rose, trembling, but held out no hand, uttered no greeting.
"Margaret, dare I love you?" he faltered.
She looked at him with wide-open eyes.
"Me?" she said; and her eyes did not move from his. A slight rose-flush bloomed out on her motionless face.
"Will you be my wife?" he said, trembling yet more.
She made no answer, but looked at him still, with parted lips, motionless.
"I am very poor, Margaret. I could not marry now."
It was a stupid speech, but he made it.
"I don't care," she answered, with a voice like thinking, "if you never marry me."
He misunderstood her, and turned cold to the very heart. He misunderstood her stillness. Her heart lay so deep, that it took a long time for its feelings to reach and agitate the surface. He said no more, but turned away with a sigh.
"Come home to my mother," she said.
He obeyed mechanically, and walked in silence by her side. They reached the cottage and entered. Margaret said: "Here he is, mother;" and disappeared.
Janet was seated — in her widow's mutch, with the plain black ribbon down both sides, and round the back — in the arm-chair by the fire, pondering on the past, or gently dreaming of him that was gone. She turned her head. Sorrow had baptized her face with a new gentleness. The tender expression which had been but occasional while her husband lived, was almost constant now. She did not recognize Hugh. He saw it, and it added weight to his despair. He was left outside.
"Mother!" he said, involuntarily.
She started to her feet, cried: "My bairn! my bairn!" threw her arms around him, and laid her head on his bosom. Hugh sobbed as if his heart would break. Janet wept, but her weeping was quiet as a summer rain. He led her to her chair, knelt by her side, and hiding his face in her lap like a child, faltered out, interrupted by convulsive sobs:
"Forgive me; forgive me. I don't deserve it, but forgive me."
"Hoot awa! my bairn! my bonny man! Dinna greet that gait. The Lord preserve's! what are ye greetin' for? Are na ye come hame to yer ain? Didna Dawvid aye say — 'Gie the lad time, woman. It's unco chaip, for the Lord's aye makin't. The best things is aye the maist plentifu'. Gie the lad time, my bonny woman!' — didna he say that? Ay, he ca'd me his bonny woman, ill as I deserved it at his han'. An' it's no for me to say ae word agen you, Maister Sutherlan', gin ye had been a hantle waur nor a young thochtless lad cudna weel help bein'. An' noo ye're come hame, an' nothing cud glaidden my heart mair, 'cep', maybe, the Maister himsel' was to say to my man: 'Dawvid! come furth.'"
Hugh could make no reply. He got hold of Margaret's creepie, which stood in its usual place, and sat down upon it, at the old woman's feet. She gazed in his face for a while, and then, putting her arm round his neck, drew his head to her bosom, and fondled him as if he had been her own first-born.
"But eh! yer bonnie face is sharp an' sma' to what it used to be, Maister Sutherlan'. I doot ye hae come through a heap o' trouble."
"I'll tell you all about it," said Hugh.
"Na, na; bide still a wee. I ken a' aboot it frae Maggy. An' guid preserve's! ye're clean perished wi' cauld. Lat me up, my bairn."
Janet rose, and made up the fire, which soon cast a joyful glow throughout the room. The peat-fire in the little cottage was a good symbol of the heart of its mistress: it gave far more heat than light. And for my part, dear as light is, I like heat better. She then put on the kettle, — or the boiler I think she called it — saying:
"I'm jist gaein' to mak' ye a cup o' tay, Mr. Sutherlan'. It's the handiest thing, ye ken. An' I doot ye're muckle in want o' something. Wad ye no tak' a drappy oot o' the bottle, i' the mane time?"
"No, thank you," said Hugh, who longed to be alone, for his heart was cold as ice; "I would rather wait for the tea; but I should be glad to have a good wash, after my journey."
"Come yer wa's, than, ben the hoose. I'll jist gang an' get a drappy o' het water in a decanter. Bide ye still by the fire."
Hugh stood, and gazed into the peat-fire. But he saw nothing in it. A light step passed him several times, but he did not heed it. The loveliest eyes looked earnestly towards him as they passed, but his were not lifted to meet their gaze.
"Noo, Maister Sutherlan', come this way."
Hugh was left alone at length, in the room where David had slept, where David had used to pray. He fell on his knees, and rose comforted by the will of God. A few things of Margaret's were about the room. The dress he had seen her in at Mrs. Elton's, was hanging by the bed. He kissed the folds of the garment, and said: "God's will be done." He had just finished a hasty ablution when Janet called him.
"Come awa', Maister Sutherlan'; come ben to yer ain chaumer," said she, leading the way to the room she still called the study. Margaret was there. The room was just as he had left it. A bright fire was on the hearth. Tea was on the table, with eggs, and oatcakes, and flour-scones in abundance; for Janet had the best she could get for Margaret, who was only her guest for a little while. But Hugh could not eat. Janet looked distressed, and Margaret glanced at him uneasily.
"Do eat something, Mr. Sutherland," said Margaret.
Hugh looked at her involuntarily. She did not understand his look, and it alarmed her. His countenance was changed.
"What is the matter, dear — Hugh?" she said, rising, and laying her hand on his shoulder.
"Hoots! lassie," broke in her mother; "are ye makin' love till a man, a gentleman, afore my verra een?"
"He did it first, mother," answered Margaret, with a smile.
A pang of hope shot through Hugh's heart.
"Ow! that's the gait o't, is't? The bairn's gane dementit! Ye're no efter merryin' a gentleman, Maggy? Na, na, lass!"
So saying, the old lady, rather crossly, and very imprudently, left the room to fill the teapot in the kitchen.
"Do you remember this?" said Margaret, — who felt that Hugh must have misunderstood something or other, — taking from her pocket a little book, and from the book a withered flower.
Hugh saw that it was like a primrose, and hoped against hope that it was the one which he had given to her, on the spring morning in the fir-wood. Still, a feeling very different from his might have made her preserve it. He must know all about it.
"Why did you keep that?" he said.
"Because I loved you."
"Loved me?"
"Yes. Didn't you know?"
"Why did you say, then, that you didn't care if — if — ?"
"Because love is enough, Hugh. — That was why."
THE END.
1 ch guttural. The land-rail is a corn-scraich.
2 Goldsmith; twice, in the Citizen of the World.
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Word,Definition,Notes a',all,also have a' thing,everything; anything, aboon,above; up; over, aboot,about, aboot and aboot,all about, abune,above; up, abusin',abusing, accordin',according, actin',acting, admirin',admiring, ae,one, aff,off; away, afore,before; in front of, agen,against, ahin',behind, ahint,behind, Ahmen,Amen, Ahva!,At all!,exclamation aiblins,perhaps, ailin',ailing; sick, ain,own; one, airgument,argument, airguments,arguments, airm,arm, airms,arms, aither,either, alane,alone, alang,along, alicht,alight, Almichty,Almighty; God, a'maist,almost, amang,among, amo',among, amo't,among it, an',and, an aucht days,?,possibly an old reference to a week? ance,once, ane,one, aneath,beneath, aneath't,beneath it, aneth,beneath, aneuch,enough, anither,another, appintment,appointment, appintments,appointments, appruved,approved, aske,asp, as'll,as will, 'at,that, at ane mair,all agog, a'thegither,all together, a'thing,everything; anything, atween,between, aucht,eight, auld,old, auld-fashioned,old-fashioned, ava,at all; of all, awa',away, awfu',awful, awthegither,all together, aye,yes; indeed, baain',baaing, backbane,backbone, bairn,child, bairnie,child,diminutive bairnies,children,diminutive bairns,children, baith,both, ballant,ballad, ballants,ballads, banes,bones, bauchles,old pair of Sunday shoes, bauks,supporting timbers; bulk heads,as in ship building bawbees,half pennies, beastie,beast; animal,diminutive beginnin',beginning, begude,began, bein',being, ben,room; indoors; into; within; inwards, ben the hoose,inside; to the back of the house, beowty,beauty, beuk,book,also the Bible beukie,little book,diminutive beuks,books, beuky,little book,diminutive beurds,boards, biddin',bidding, bide,endure; bear; remain; live,also stay for; bield,protection; shelter; cover, bien,cosy; comfortable; well-stocked, big,build, bin',bind, bin'in',binding, binna,be not, birdie,little bird,diminutive birdies,little birds,diminutive bit,but; bit,also little-diminutive bitties,little bits,diminutive blastit,blasted, bleck,black,also nonplus; perplex bluid,blood, boddom,bottom, body,person; fellow, boiler,kettle, bonnie,good; beautiful; pretty; handsome, bonny,good; beautiful; pretty; handsome, boo,bow, bossie,large wooden bowl,serving bowl boun',bound, bout,swath, bouts,swaths, brakfast,breakfast, braw,beautiful; good; fine,also-lovely (girl); handsome (boy) brawly,admirably; very; very much; well, bringin',bringing, brither-men,fellowmen; brethren, brocht,brought, brods,boards; (book covers), broos,eyebrows, bud,intended; meant to, bude,would prefer to, buik,book, buiks,books, burdie,little bird,diminutive burnin',burning, burnside,along the side of a stream, butt,main room in a croft; front room,includes kitchen and storage butt the hoose,into the house; into the front room, by ordinar',out of the ordinary; supernatural, byke,hive; swarm; crowd, ca',call; name, ca'd,called, calf-country,country or place where one grew up, caller,fresh; refreshing; cool, cam,came, cam',came, canna,cannot, carefu',careful, cart-fu's,cartloads, ca's,calls, ca't,call it, cauld,cold, caup,small wooden bowl, 'cause,because, causin',causing, 'cep',except, chaip,blow; stroke,also fellow; chap chaumer,chamber; room, chield,child; young person; lad,used when expressing sympathy chields,children; lads; young people,used when expressing sympathy chimla,fireside; hearth, chimla-lug,side wall of chimney recess,also chimney corner chow,chew, clam,climbed, clappit,clapped (on the shoulder); praised, clavers,idle talk; chatter,smarmy compliments; buttering up clean,quite; utterly,also comely; shapely; empty cleed,clothe, clippin',clipping; shearing, clyack,harvest, colliginer,college boy, Come butt the hoose.,'Come on in!',colloquial and familiar Come yer wa's butt.,'Come on in!',colloquial and familiar Come yer wa's.,'Come on in!',colloquial and familiar comin',coming, comparateevely,comparatively, consistin',consisting, contradickin',contradicting, coorse,coarse,also course corn-scraich,land-rail,type of bird corp,corpse, corps,bodies; corpses, cot,cottage, couples,joining pieces; cross beams, couthy,loving; kind; buddy-buddy, coverin',covering, craig,throat; neck; gullet, crater,creature, craytur,creature, crayturs,creatures, creater,creature, creaters,creatures, creatur',creature, creepie,three legged stool, creepin',creeping, crookit,crooked, croonin',crooning; moaning; whining, cud,could, cudna,could not, cuiticans,leather gaiters, cuttin',cutting, dacent,decent, daffin',dallying; fooling; frolic; flirtation, darin',daring, daunder,casual stroll, daured,dared, daursay,dare say, dawtie,darling; pet,term of endearment Dawvid,David, daylicht,daylight, deed,died,also deed; indeed deeth,death, deevilich,devilish, deid,dead, deid-stane,gravestone; tombstone, deil,devil, Deil a bit!,Not at all! Not a bit!, deit,died, deith,death, dementit,demented; mad, denner-time,dinner time, depen',depend, detaictives,detectives, devallt,intermission; a break, didna,did not, dinna,do not, direckly,directly; immediately, dischairgin',discharging, disjaskit,worn out; fatigued, disturbin',disturbing, dochter,daughter, doin',doing, doitit,out of the mind; muddled,also in a whirl with worry doo,dove,term of endearment doon,down, doonsettin',setting down, doonsittin',place to sit down or rest, door-cheek,door jamb, doot,doubt,also know dootless,doubtless, do't,do it, douce,sensible; sober; prudent, doun,down, dout,doubt,also know dowie,sad; lonely; depressing; dismal, downa,dare not; can not, drappy,drop; a little (liquor),diminutive dreed,dread; fear, dreid,dread, driftin',drifting,snow driven by the wind drinkin',drinking, driv't,drive it, duin',doing, dune,done, dune't,done it, dung,beaten; overcome; worn out, ear',early, 'ee,eye, een,eyes, e'en,even; just; simply,also eyes eesicht,eye sight; by all appearances, efter,after; afterwards, eident,evident, ellwan',ell-wand; ruler; yardstick,1 ell = 37 inches or 94 cm 'en,end, en',end, ends-errand,went on purpose; specifically to, eneuch,enough, enlichtened,enlightened, enteresstit,interested, ettle,reach; try to climb; purpose; aim, ettlin',seeking (to understand); aiming, evenin',putting on the same level; comparing, exackly,exactly, excep,except, exerceese,exercise, expec,expect, expeck,expect, expeckin',expecting, eynds,ends, eyther,either, fa',fall; befall, fac,fact, fair-oot,far out, fand,found, fardins,farthings, fegs,golly,exclamation fell,very; potent; keen; harsh,more emphasis feow,few, fillin',filling, fin',find, firin',firing; heating, fir-taps,tops of the fir trees, fit,foot; base,also fit flatterin',flattering, flauchterin',fluttering, fleein',flying, flutterin',fluttering, flytin',telling off; scolding,flaying with the tongue followin',following, forbear,ancestor, forbears,ancestors, forby,as well; as well as; besides, forbye,as well; as well as; besides, forenichts,fore-nights; early evenings, forfochten,overcome; done for, forgetfu'ness,forgetfulness, forgie,forgive, for's,for his, for't,for it, fortnicht,fortnight; two weeks, fower,four, fowk,folk, fowth,plenty; abundance; full measure, frae,from, frae the tae side to the tither,from one side to the other, freen,friend, frien',friend, friens,friends, frien's,friends, fu',full; very; quite, fule,fool, furth,forth, gae,gave, gaed,went, gaein,going, gaein',going, gaeing,going, gaen,going, gait,way, gane,gone, gane up the stairs,gone to heaven, gane wull,lost its way, gang,go; goes; depart; walk, gangs,goes, gar,cause; make; compel, garrin',making; causing; compelling, gars,causes; makes, gart,caused; made; compelled, gat,got, get,way,also get gettin',getting, gey,very, gie,give, gie a lift,give a helping hand, giein',giving, gie's,gives, gin,if; as if; then; whether, gin',if; as if; then; whether, gin't,if it, glaid,glad, glaidden,gladden, glamour,spell; charm; enchantment, glass,magnifying glass, gleed,?, gleg,quick; lively; smart; quick-witted, gleg 'ee,quick or sharp eye to notice things, gloamin',twilight; dusk, God-fearin',God-fearing, got grips,got a hold of; grasped; understood, gowd,gold, gowpenfu's,enough,enough (to cause one to stare) gran',grand, gran'father,grandfather, grat,cried; wept, gravestane,gravestone; tombstone; headstone, greet,cry; weep, greetin',crying; weeping, grip,grasp; understand, grips,grasp; understanding, growin',growing, grup,grip; grab, gude,good; God, guid,good; God, guidit,guided; managed, ha',have,also hall hadna,had not, hae,have, ha'e,have, haein',having, haena,have not, hae't,have it, haill,whole, hairst-rig,harvest crew, halesome,wholesome; pure, hame,home, hamely,homely; familiar; friendly; common, hame-ower,homely; simple and straightforward, han',hand, han'fu',handful, han's,hands, hantle,much; far, hap,cover; wrap; shield, happin,covering; wrapping, hasna',has not; hasn't, haud,hold; keep, haud the hert in her,hold the heart in her,also keep her spirits up haudin',holding; keeping, hauds,holds; keeps, haven,heaven, haverin',blethering; talking rubbish, havers,blether; (verbal) rubbish, heap,lot; heap, hearin',hearing, hearken,hear; have a listen, hech!,Oh! strange!,a sighing exclamation heeds,heads, heid,head; heading, herdin',herding; shepherding, hert,heart, hertily,heartily, herts,hearts, het,hot; burning, hev',have, hicht,height, hidin',hiding, hill-moss,mountain-moor,'moss' is a swamp or peat bog himsel,himself, himsel',himself, hindmost,last; final, hingin',hanging, hit,it,'h' gives emphasis hither-come,ancestry; past history, hizzie,hussy; silly girl, hizzy,hussy; silly girl, hom',home, hoo,how, hoose,house, hoosehold,household, hoose-room,living space, hoot,no meaning,exclamation hootoot,see hootoots, hootoots,-no meaning-,exclamation hoots,no meaning,exclamation hosen,stockings; socks, hostin',coughing, houp,hope, houpit,hoped, howkin',digging; delving, hunner,hundred, huz,us, i',in; into, I canna min',I can not think or remember, I doot,I don't doubt it; I know, I wat,I see; I declare; I know, I wot,I see; I declare, idlin',idling, ilka,every; each, ill,bad; evil, 'ill,will, ill-faured,ill-favoured, ill-min'ins,ill meanings; ill intent, 'im,him, imaigins,imagines, immedantly,immediately, impairts,imparts, imputit,imputed, in sma',in short, ingle-neuk,chimney corner or recess, in's,in his, instruck,instruct, in't,in it, intellec,intellect, interferin',interfering, intill,into, intill't,into it, I'se,I shall, is't,is it, ither,other; another; further, itherwise,otherwise, itsel,itself, itsel',itself, itsel's,itself is, jeedgement,judgement, jeedgment,judgement, jist,just, judgin',judging, justifeed,justified, keepit,kept, keepit his thoom...ellwan,to short change someone,a short measure ken,know; be aware of, kenna,do not know, kenned,known; knew, kens,knows, kent,known; knew, kep,keep; catch, killin',killing, kin',kind; agreeable, kin'ness,kindness, kintra-side,countryside, kirk,church, kirkyard,churchyard, kirn,churn, knittin',knitting, kye,cattle; cows, lad,boy, laddies,boys,diminutive lads,boys, laird,landed proprietor; squire, lammie,little lamb,diminutive; term of endearment lan',land; country, lane,lone; alone, lanes,lone; alone, lang,long, langer,longer, lass,girl, lass-bairn,girl child, lassie,girl,diminutive lat,let, lats,lets, lat's,lets, lattin,letting, lauch,laugh, lave,rest; leave; remainder, laverocks,larks (type of bird), layin',laying, lea',leave, learnin',learning; teaching, learnt,learned; taught, leein',lying, lees,lies, leevin',living, leisur',leisure, len',lend; give; grant, lenth,length, letten,let; allowed, leuk,look; watch; appearance, leukin',looking; watching, leukit,looked; watched, licht,light, lichtlyin',belittling; making light of, lichts,lights, lifelang,lifelong, lift,load; boost; helping hand,also sky; heavens likit,liked, lik'ly,likely, lippen,trust; depend on, 'll,will, loe,love, lo'e,love, lo'ed,loved, Lonnon,London, loot,let; allowed, lovin'kindness,lovingkindness, luckie-daddy,fondly regarded forefather,also a revered forefather lug,ear,also shallow wooden dish luik,look, luikin',looking, luikit,looked, lum,chimney, lyin',lying, maijesty,majesty, maik,?,mate? mair,more; greater, maist,most; almost, maister,master; mister, maistly,mostly, maitter,matter, mak,make; do, mak',make; do, mak' shifts,making do with false things, mak' ups,covering up (of truth), makin',making, makin't,making it; doing it, maks,makes; does, mane,mean, maukin,hare,reference to a poem by Burns maun,must; have to, maunna,must not; may not, meanin',meaning, measur',measure, meesery,misery, meetin',meeting, mem,Mam; Miss; Madam, mend,amend; cure; heal,as in 'mend your ways' mengie,menagerie; lot; crowd, merchan',merchant, mercifu',merciful, merryin',marrying, micht,might, michtna,might not, michty,mighty; God, mids,midst, min',mind; recollection,also recollect; remember minit,minute, minny,mother; mommy, mint,aimed; intended to, min't,mind it; remember it, misbelievin',not believing, mischeef,mischief, mista'en,mistaken, misunderstandin',misunderstanding, mither,mother, mony,many, mornin',morning, mornin's,mornings, mou's,mouths, muckle,huge; enormous; big; great; much, munsie,fool, muntain-side,mountainside, mutch,cap with protruding frill,worn under the bonnet muved,moved; affected, My certie!,?,My goodness!? my lane,on my own, mysel,myself, mysel',myself, na,not; by no means, na',not; by no means, nae,no, naething,nothing, naewise,nowise; in no way, nain,own, nane,none, nater,nature, nateral,natural, natur',nature, near-han',nearly; almost, neebor,neighbour, neebours,neighbours, needna,do not need; need not, neep,turnip, neep-seed,turnip seed, ne'er,never, ne'er-do-well,never do well; troublemaker, negleckin',neglecting, neglecks,neglects, neist,next, neives,fists, nicht,night, nichtly,nightly; at night, nigh,nearly, nigher,nearer; closer, no,not, no that ill to win at,not that difficult to get at, noo,now, noo-a-days,nowadays, nor,nor; than, not,needed,also not o',of; on, obleeged,obliged, ohn,without,Scottish uses past participle not present prog. on's,on his, ony,any, onything,anything, ook,week, ooman,woman, oor,our, oors,ours, oorsels,ourselves, oot,out, ootside,outside, opingan,opinion, opingans,opinions, or,before; ere; by,also or orderin',ordering, ordinar',ordinary; natural, o's,of us, o't,of it, oucht,ought; all, our lanes,on our own, oursel',ourselves, oursel's,ourselves, ower,over; too, owse,ox, pairt,part, pairtrick,partridge, pairts,parts, parritch,porridge, passin',passing, pat,put; made, peint,point, perfeck,perfect, persaudit,persuaded, picter,picture, pig,stone bottle, pint,point, pinted,pointed, pit,put; make, pitawta,potato, pits,puts; makes, pitten,put; made, pittin',putting; making, playin',playing, pleesir,pleasure, pleesur,pleasure, plentifu',plentiful, pleuch,?,stall? ploo,plough, poapies,poppies, poopit,pulpit, Popp,Pope, praisin',praising, preceesely,precisely, preevilege,privilege, prenciple,principle, prentit,printed, presence-chaumer,presence chamber of a king, prood,proud, prospeck,prospect, puir,poor, puirest,poorest, quean,queen; young girl; hussy, quo',swore; said, raither,rather, rax,overdo it; stretch, readin',reading, reasonin's,reasonings, reestlin',rustling, refeese,refuse, reid-coatit,red-coated, reid-heedit,red-headed, remin'in',reminding, repentit,repented, reprocht,reproached, respeck,respect; consider worthy, respecks,respects; considers worthy, richt,right; correct, richteousness,righteousness, richtly,rightly, richts,rights, rizzon,reason, roomie,little room,diminutive roose,rouse; stir up; agitate, rouch,rough, roun',around; round, routin',lowing, rue't,rue it; feel sorry for it, rumgumption,common sense, 's,us; his; as; is, sae,so, sae's,so is, saft,soft; silly, sair,sore; sorely; sad; hard,also serve sairpent,serpent, saitisfeed,satisfied, sall,shall, sanctifee,sanctify, sanctificaition,sanctification, sang,song, sangs,songs, sanna,shall not, Sant,saint, saplin's,saplings, sat,set, sattle,settle, sattles,settles, sauld,sold, sawin',sowing, sayin',saying, scabbit,scabby; scaly, schraichin,screaming, scomfisht,confiscated; destroyed, Scotlan',Scotland, scoug,stunted bush, scunner,disgust; disgusting; revolting, seein',seeing, seemilies,similes, see't,see it, sel,self, sel',self, self-forgettin',self-forgetting, sels,selves, sempathy,sympathy, semple,simple, settisfaction,satisfaction, settle,sofa, shanna,shall not, shavin',shaving; cutting, shinin',shining, shiverin',shivering, shoon,shoes, shouldna,should not, sic,such, sicht,sight, sichts,sights, siller,silver; money; wealth, siller-bag,silver-bag; purse, simmer,Summer, sin',since, sinfu',sinful, singin',singing, sinset,sunset, sittin',sitting, skelf,shelf,also splinter of wood skelp-doup,lit. slap on the backside,derogatory term sklet,(school) slate,also roofing slate sma',small; little; slight; narrow, sma'est,smallest; littlest; slightest; narrowest, smoored,caught in; covered by; trapped in,also smothered smorin',smothering; entrapping, smut,dirt, snaw,snow, snaw-ba's,snowballs, snaw-vraith,snow-wreath; snowdrift, snaw-wreaths,snowdrifts, somehoo,somehow, soun',sound, soundet,sounded, souns,sounds, soun's,sounds, sowl,soul, spak,spoke, spak',spoke, speakin',speaking, speikin',speaking, speyk,speak, spier,ask; question; inquire, spierin',asking; questioning; inquiring, stamack,stomach, stan',stand; stop, stane,stone; measure of weight,1 stone = 14 pounds stanes,stones, stan'in',standing, stappit,stopped; plugged,also stepped starnies,little stars,diminutive starns,stars, steek,shut; close,also stitch (as in clothing) steekit,shut; closed, steekit neives,clenched fists, stew,?,stew? stour,dust, strae,straw, strang,strong; violent, straucht,straighten, straucht-foret,straightforward, stravaguin',wandering; meandering, streekit,stretched, sud,should, sune,soon; early, suner,sooner, supposin',supposing, suspeecion,suspicion, sut,?,suet? syne,time; since; then,in (good) time 't,it, tae,toe,also one taen,taken; seized, ta'en,taken; seized, tak',take; seize, tak' tent,look out; pay attention, takin',taking, taks,takes; seizes, talans,talents, tap,top, tauld,told, tay,tea, te,to, ted,fellow, tee,'to ye' i.e. to you; also too,also tea tellin',telling; relating, tellt,told; related, tent,attention, thae,those, thankfu',thankful, that'll,that will, the day,today, the morn,tomorrow, the nicht,tonight, the noo,right now, thegither,together, themsels,themselves, themsels',themselves, thenk,think, theroot,outside; out there, thinkin',thinking, this day week,in a week's time; a week from now, thocht,thought, thochtless,thoughtless, thochts,thoughts, thoom,thumb, thrang,full; well filled; busy; crowd, through't,through it, throw't,through it, till,to; till; until; about; towards, till's,to his; to us, till't,to it, timmer,timber; wood, tither,other, tocher,dowry, toddlin',toddling; walking unsteadily, toot-moot,loud mouthed bantering, tow,rope; string, troth,truth; indeed,also used as an exclamation trowth,truth; indeed, truff,wood; material, tummelin',tumbling, turnin',turning, twa,two, 'twar,it were, 'twas,it was, 'twere,it were; it was, twise,twice, tyauve,strive; struggle, t'ye,to you, unco,odd; strange; very, understan',understand, unnerstan',understand, uphaud,uphold; maintain, uphaudin',upholding; maintaining, upo',upon, upo't,upon it, upricht,upright, uptak,uptake; understanding, veesible,visible, veesits,visits, verra,very; true; real, vratch,wretch, vrite,write, wad,would, wadna,would not, waggin',wagging; nodding, waggin' his heid,nodding his head (while preaching), waitin',waiting, wan,reached; gained; got, want,want; lack; without; be in want of, war,were, wark,work; labour, wark-hours,working hours, warl',world, warld,world, warldly,worldly, warna,were not, warran',warrant; guarantee, warst,worst, warstle,wrestle, wa's,walls, wasna,was not, was't,was it, wastry,waste; extravagance, wat,wet,see also 'I wat.' waur,worse, waurd,word, we maun bide a wee,we need to wait a bit, wean,child; infant, weans,children; infants, wee,small; little; bit, weel,well; fine, weel-faured,well favoured, weicht,weight, well-ee,well; pit; deep shaft, we'se,we shall, weyds,weeds, wha,who, wha',who, wham,whom, whan,when, wha's,who is, Wha's that o't?,Who is that?, whase,whose, What for no?,Why not?, What for?,Why?, whaur,where, wheen,baby; little (adj.), wheyt,wheat, whiles,sometimes; at times, wi,with, wi',with, wilfu',wilful, willin',willing, win,reach; gain; get, win',wind, winlestrae,straw dried on its root,weak willed; easily lead astray winna,will not, winnock,window, wintin',wanting; without, wi'out,without, wis',wish, wi't,with it, wonner,wonder; marvel, wonnerfu',wonderful, wonnerfully,wonderfully, woo',wool, woosh,washed, wrang,wrong, wrang-duins,wrongdoings; misdeeds, wud,wood; forest,adj.-enraged; angry; also would wull,will; desire; pleasure; Will(iam),also astray; stray; wild wull hizzie,wild hussy, wuman,woman, wumman,woman, ye,you, ye'll,you will, yer,your, ye'r,you are, ye're,you are, yersel,yourself, yersel',yourself, ye'se,you shall, yestreen,yesterday (evening), ye've,you have, yon's,yonder is; that (thing) there is, yow-lammie,ewe lamb; runaway,diminutive
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